1 00:00:26,109 --> 00:00:30,488 ♪ Well, he walked up to me And he asked me if I wanted to dance ♪ 2 00:00:33,158 --> 00:00:37,454 ♪ He looked kinda nice And so I said I might take a chance ♪ 3 00:00:40,540 --> 00:00:43,334 ♪ I didn't know just what to do ♪ 4 00:00:44,252 --> 00:00:46,921 ♪ So I whispered, "I love you" ♪ 5 00:00:47,589 --> 00:00:53,303 ♪ He said that he loved me too And then he kissed me ♪ 6 00:00:55,096 --> 00:00:58,016 ♪ Then he asked me to be his bride ♪ 7 00:00:58,475 --> 00:01:01,311 ♪ And always be right by his side ♪ 8 00:01:01,936 --> 00:01:06,983 ♪ I felt so happy I almost cried And then he kissed me ♪ 9 00:01:08,985 --> 00:01:10,779 Adventures in Babysitting? 10 00:01:10,862 --> 00:01:12,572 Seriously, Lara Jean? 11 00:01:12,655 --> 00:01:15,992 Now is not the time to be fantasizing about living in an '80s movie. 12 00:01:16,076 --> 00:01:18,953 Except for today, it's different because it's not a fantasy. 13 00:01:19,037 --> 00:01:20,371 This is my real life. 14 00:01:20,747 --> 00:01:22,040 Don't I look different to you? 15 00:01:22,123 --> 00:01:23,500 Um... 16 00:01:24,626 --> 00:01:25,502 No. 17 00:01:25,794 --> 00:01:26,878 Yeah, I don't see it. 18 00:01:27,212 --> 00:01:28,046 How? 19 00:01:28,129 --> 00:01:30,298 Like someone that has a boyfriend would look. 20 00:01:30,381 --> 00:01:34,135 You look like he's gonna be here soon and you haven't started getting ready. 21 00:01:34,761 --> 00:01:36,429 Have you even showered? 22 00:01:37,472 --> 00:01:38,306 Get out. 23 00:01:42,685 --> 00:01:44,354 I'm gonna take a shower. 24 00:01:45,271 --> 00:01:47,649 People say fairy tales aren't real. 25 00:01:47,732 --> 00:01:49,526 -But sometimes... 26 00:01:49,818 --> 00:01:51,861 ...happily ever after is for real. 27 00:01:52,862 --> 00:01:56,366 I've been thinking about this moment since I started reading romance novels. 28 00:01:56,449 --> 00:01:58,409 My very first date. 29 00:01:59,744 --> 00:02:00,662 How do I look? 30 00:02:00,745 --> 00:02:01,704 Perfect. 31 00:02:01,788 --> 00:02:02,872 You look fantastic, honey. 32 00:02:03,832 --> 00:02:04,666 Okay. 33 00:02:11,548 --> 00:02:12,382 Hi. 34 00:02:12,841 --> 00:02:13,675 Hey. 35 00:02:15,301 --> 00:02:16,261 What's up? 36 00:02:16,344 --> 00:02:17,470 -Nothing much. -No? 37 00:02:17,971 --> 00:02:18,847 Got you something. 38 00:02:19,305 --> 00:02:21,182 -Oh, thank you. -Oh, hey, Kitty. 39 00:02:21,933 --> 00:02:22,892 This is for you. 40 00:02:22,976 --> 00:02:24,477 Gerbera daisies are my favorite. 41 00:02:24,561 --> 00:02:25,436 Dr. Covey. 42 00:02:25,520 --> 00:02:28,064 What restaurant did you pick? 'Cause I know some of the best. 43 00:02:28,148 --> 00:02:30,817 Okay, Dad... here. Put these in water. Go. 44 00:02:30,900 --> 00:02:33,153 Say it out loud. Eleven o'clock? 45 00:02:33,653 --> 00:02:34,946 Eleven o'clock. 46 00:02:35,029 --> 00:02:36,072 Okay, have fun. 47 00:02:36,156 --> 00:02:37,532 Not too much fun. 48 00:02:38,449 --> 00:02:39,325 Bye. 49 00:02:41,244 --> 00:02:44,914 ♪ I can't believe, I can't believe I can't believe this is my life ♪ 50 00:02:48,042 --> 00:02:50,587 ♪ I can't believe, I can't believe I can't believe ♪ 51 00:02:51,129 --> 00:02:52,839 My gosh, I've never been to Cardona's. 52 00:02:52,922 --> 00:02:54,674 It's a good place. 53 00:02:54,841 --> 00:02:56,301 - I'm so excited. -Yeah? 54 00:02:56,384 --> 00:02:59,804 - This is good. Yeah! - I think you're gonna like it. 55 00:02:59,888 --> 00:03:01,931 - It's so beautiful. -Mm-hmm. 56 00:03:07,604 --> 00:03:09,147 -For the signorina. -Thank you. 57 00:03:09,522 --> 00:03:11,232 -And the signor. -Grazie. 58 00:03:12,025 --> 00:03:13,693 Wow, they have big menus here. 59 00:03:13,776 --> 00:03:16,446 The bigger the menu, the fancier the restaurant. Everybody knows that. 60 00:03:16,529 --> 00:03:19,157 It's actually a two-fork restaurant. 61 00:03:19,240 --> 00:03:22,619 They give you the second one just in case you knock the first one off the table. 62 00:03:22,702 --> 00:03:24,204 No, that's not... that's not it. 63 00:03:24,287 --> 00:03:25,580 -That's what it is. -No, it's not. 64 00:03:25,663 --> 00:03:26,956 Watch. You ready? 65 00:03:27,582 --> 00:03:30,043 -Peter, stop. That's so embarrassing. - Oh, my God. What's happening? 66 00:03:30,126 --> 00:03:31,711 -Peter. 67 00:03:32,545 --> 00:03:33,922 It's a good thing I have my backup. 68 00:03:34,005 --> 00:03:35,089 Uh-huh. 69 00:03:40,261 --> 00:03:41,554 This is my first date. 70 00:03:45,266 --> 00:03:47,268 I've never been a girlfriend before. 71 00:03:49,896 --> 00:03:51,189 I hope I'm good at it. 72 00:04:00,949 --> 00:04:02,158 -Hey. -Hmm? 73 00:04:02,242 --> 00:04:03,284 Give me your keys. 74 00:04:03,701 --> 00:04:05,411 Oh, you really wanna drive? 75 00:04:05,495 --> 00:04:06,913 I'm a good driver now! 76 00:04:06,996 --> 00:04:09,374 I have a fear of driving in the snow, but guess what? 77 00:04:09,457 --> 00:04:11,626 It's not snowing. 78 00:04:12,377 --> 00:04:14,837 -Okay, fine. Just please don't kill us. -Yes! 79 00:04:14,921 --> 00:04:16,130 Please? 80 00:04:17,840 --> 00:04:20,009 ♪ Lift me from the ground ♪ 81 00:04:20,134 --> 00:04:23,221 ♪ Talk to me, I love that sound ♪ 82 00:04:26,099 --> 00:04:29,769 ♪ Out of words when you're around ♪ 83 00:04:30,186 --> 00:04:32,772 ♪ Lift me from the ground ♪ 84 00:04:32,855 --> 00:04:35,775 ♪ I've been trying to come down ♪ 85 00:04:38,695 --> 00:04:41,990 ♪ On a high when you're around ♪ 86 00:04:42,573 --> 00:04:45,034 ♪ Lift me from the ground ♪ 87 00:04:46,828 --> 00:04:49,205 How did you know about this? 88 00:04:49,414 --> 00:04:50,748 I have my ways. 89 00:04:51,874 --> 00:04:53,876 -Okay, you write a wish... - Mm-hmm. 90 00:04:53,960 --> 00:04:55,628 and then you send it into the sky. 91 00:04:56,129 --> 00:04:58,089 -That's not a wish. -What do you mean? 92 00:04:58,172 --> 00:05:01,009 It's not a wish. It's happening right now, so it can't be a wish. 93 00:05:03,970 --> 00:05:04,804 -What? -What? 94 00:05:04,887 --> 00:05:05,722 What's up? 95 00:05:06,389 --> 00:05:08,016 I just don't want this to end. 96 00:05:08,099 --> 00:05:11,227 You're thinking about us ending right now? 97 00:05:11,436 --> 00:05:14,397 It's just a thought that popped in my head, okay? Just... 98 00:05:14,480 --> 00:05:16,357 Well, tell that thought to get out of your head! 99 00:05:16,441 --> 00:05:19,068 You can't think about us breaking up on our first date. 100 00:05:21,696 --> 00:05:24,657 I just don't want us to break each other's hearts. 101 00:05:25,408 --> 00:05:27,827 I promise I am not going to break your heart. 102 00:05:34,083 --> 00:05:35,752 I promise not to break your heart. 103 00:05:36,669 --> 00:05:37,795 -Ooh. 104 00:05:39,839 --> 00:05:41,215 -Do you love it? -I do. 105 00:05:41,299 --> 00:05:44,218 -Look at that! That's awesome. -You have really great handwriting. 106 00:05:45,053 --> 00:05:46,012 We can do it. 107 00:05:46,929 --> 00:05:49,223 - You got it. Yes! -Whoo! 108 00:05:54,979 --> 00:05:56,230 Let it fill up. 109 00:05:57,857 --> 00:05:59,025 That's cool. 110 00:06:02,987 --> 00:06:05,114 -Oh, my gosh! - There it goes. 111 00:06:05,531 --> 00:06:07,950 We did it. It's so beautiful. 112 00:06:09,660 --> 00:06:12,246 -You can still see our initials. -Mm-hmm. 113 00:06:21,464 --> 00:06:24,634 I don't think I'm ever going to get used to how deep your car is. 114 00:06:24,717 --> 00:06:26,803 - It's a bit... -It's so tall. 115 00:06:26,886 --> 00:06:29,138 It is a pretty, pretty tall wagon. 116 00:06:29,222 --> 00:06:31,182 When I get down, I feel like I'm falling. 117 00:06:31,265 --> 00:06:33,976 Then you should wait. I'll come around and catch you on the other side. 118 00:06:34,435 --> 00:06:35,978 -What? -So... 119 00:06:38,147 --> 00:06:39,857 how was your first date? 120 00:06:40,525 --> 00:06:43,277 And tell me like it wasn't me who took you. 121 00:06:45,154 --> 00:06:46,823 It was... 122 00:06:47,240 --> 00:06:48,157 perfect. 123 00:06:48,241 --> 00:06:49,992 -Yeah? -Mm-hmm. 124 00:06:55,331 --> 00:06:56,582 Okay, good night. 125 00:06:56,666 --> 00:06:57,834 Okay. Good night. 126 00:06:57,917 --> 00:06:58,918 Good night. 127 00:07:12,598 --> 00:07:14,851 ♪ You're mine ♪ 128 00:07:24,527 --> 00:07:26,737 ♪ You're mine ♪ 129 00:07:29,365 --> 00:07:31,367 Flip the bigger part in your right hand 130 00:07:31,451 --> 00:07:33,411 over the smaller part in your left hand. 131 00:07:33,494 --> 00:07:35,288 Are you sure we have to dress up like this? 132 00:07:35,371 --> 00:07:36,914 You know the other kids aren't going to. 133 00:07:36,998 --> 00:07:38,875 Okay, we're doing it, Kitty. It's what Dad wants. 134 00:07:39,750 --> 00:07:43,963 Aw, you guys look amazing. I love Korean New Year. 135 00:07:44,046 --> 00:07:45,548 I really wish I was there. 136 00:07:45,631 --> 00:07:47,049 Yeah, we do, too. 137 00:07:47,133 --> 00:07:49,510 -I'm gonna send you a gazillion pictures. - It's almost time! 138 00:07:49,594 --> 00:07:50,761 We gotta go! 139 00:07:54,432 --> 00:07:55,600 My girls. 140 00:07:56,142 --> 00:07:57,643 Oh, no. Here it comes. 141 00:07:57,727 --> 00:07:59,604 Like two beautiful little roses. 142 00:08:00,396 --> 00:08:01,439 Is that Margot? 143 00:08:01,898 --> 00:08:03,649 Honey, I wish you were here. 144 00:08:04,066 --> 00:08:05,276 I do, too. 145 00:08:05,359 --> 00:08:06,903 -I love you guys. -Bye. 146 00:08:09,071 --> 00:08:10,031 I did it. 147 00:08:11,365 --> 00:08:12,867 Yeah, I didn't think you could. 148 00:08:19,290 --> 00:08:21,626 Good morning. You guys look great. 149 00:08:21,709 --> 00:08:23,211 -Thanks! -Here you go, Doc. 150 00:08:23,294 --> 00:08:24,253 Thanks, Jasmine. 151 00:08:43,856 --> 00:08:44,899 Wow. 152 00:08:47,360 --> 00:08:50,404 Now, don't you feel left out you didn't wear your hanbok? 153 00:08:50,488 --> 00:08:52,782 Yes, Mom. Beyond devastated. 154 00:09:00,206 --> 00:09:01,290 Thank you. 155 00:09:06,087 --> 00:09:07,964 - Want a beer, Dan? - Yeah, why not? 156 00:09:08,047 --> 00:09:09,632 So, Dan, are you dating anyone? 157 00:09:09,715 --> 00:09:11,634 - Carrie! - It's just a question! 158 00:09:11,717 --> 00:09:13,678 That doesn't mean you have to stay single forever. 159 00:09:16,514 --> 00:09:18,724 My dad says it's important for us 160 00:09:18,808 --> 00:09:20,685 to keep our Korean heritage alive. 161 00:09:21,227 --> 00:09:24,814 But I know the real reason we make such a big effort on the holidays 162 00:09:24,897 --> 00:09:28,609 is because being around her family makes him feel closer to my mom. 163 00:09:31,612 --> 00:09:33,406 So you have a boyfriend? 164 00:09:34,699 --> 00:09:35,658 No offense or anything, 165 00:09:35,741 --> 00:09:39,036 but I always thought you were a "no dating till college" type girl. 166 00:09:40,580 --> 00:09:44,250 His name is Peter, and he wouldn't be dating Lara Jean if it wasn't for me, 167 00:09:44,333 --> 00:09:45,835 'cause he didn't even know she existed, 168 00:09:45,918 --> 00:09:48,129 but I mailed a secret love letter that she wrote for him-- 169 00:09:48,212 --> 00:09:49,630 Well, technically, she wrote five. 170 00:09:49,714 --> 00:09:52,508 Anyway, they started fake dating to make his ex-girlfriend jealous, 171 00:09:52,592 --> 00:09:53,884 and to cover up her real crush, 172 00:09:53,968 --> 00:09:56,012 but everything got weird and they started real dating, 173 00:09:56,095 --> 00:09:59,390 and now they're real boyfriend and real girlfriend and they are adorable. 174 00:10:00,891 --> 00:10:02,018 Cute story. 175 00:10:02,268 --> 00:10:04,812 A little PG-13, but cute. 176 00:10:07,023 --> 00:10:08,941 Show Haven a picture of him. 177 00:10:12,570 --> 00:10:14,530 Shut up. This is your boyfriend? 178 00:10:15,072 --> 00:10:15,906 Yeah, why? 179 00:10:15,990 --> 00:10:18,284 Dude, I hate to be the one to tell you this, 180 00:10:18,367 --> 00:10:21,621 but I saw a video of him and some girl doing it in a hot tub. 181 00:10:31,130 --> 00:10:33,424 Yeah, um... that was me. 182 00:10:33,841 --> 00:10:36,093 But it's not what you think. We were just making out. 183 00:10:39,388 --> 00:10:40,389 That's... 184 00:10:42,433 --> 00:10:44,018 cool, actually. 185 00:10:56,697 --> 00:10:58,574 I want some ice cream. You want some? 186 00:10:58,658 --> 00:10:59,742 -Sure. -Sure. 187 00:11:05,373 --> 00:11:06,582 That's for you. 188 00:11:06,874 --> 00:11:07,917 Thanks. 189 00:11:26,060 --> 00:11:28,938 When Kitty mailed my love letters, I thought my life was over. 190 00:11:29,063 --> 00:11:32,692 For weeks, I prayed John Ambrose's letter had gotten lost in the mail. 191 00:11:32,775 --> 00:11:36,195 And when I never heard anything back, I thought the nightmare was over. 192 00:11:36,278 --> 00:11:38,280 But, I guess it wasn't. 193 00:11:38,989 --> 00:11:40,324 Dear Lara Jean, 194 00:11:40,783 --> 00:11:43,953 I couldn't believe when I opened that letter and it was from you. 195 00:11:44,036 --> 00:11:47,164 Wow. It's been, what, five years since we've seen each other? 196 00:11:47,248 --> 00:11:50,292 Not that I'm mad or anything. I was so happy to get it. 197 00:11:50,668 --> 00:11:53,337 I can't believe how mature you were at 11. 198 00:11:53,421 --> 00:11:57,550 God, when I was 11, my mom was still putting out snacks for me after school, 199 00:11:57,633 --> 00:12:01,387 but here you were with all these complex thoughts and emotions. 200 00:12:01,470 --> 00:12:02,388 It's crazy. 201 00:12:02,972 --> 00:12:06,016 Reading it reminded me of that time that we both got locked out after school. 202 00:12:06,100 --> 00:12:07,601 -Remember that? 203 00:12:07,685 --> 00:12:11,814 We went to the Robertson's treehouse and read Harry Potter until it got dark. 204 00:12:12,273 --> 00:12:13,899 If I'd written you a love letter back then, 205 00:12:13,983 --> 00:12:16,485 I'm pretty sure it would've just said something like, um, 206 00:12:17,236 --> 00:12:18,946 "I liked reading with you. 207 00:12:19,780 --> 00:12:21,073 You're really pretty." 208 00:12:22,450 --> 00:12:24,243 But your letter was so much more than that. 209 00:12:24,827 --> 00:12:27,204 I just have one question: Why send it now? 210 00:12:27,747 --> 00:12:30,291 Whatever the reason, I'm really glad I got to read it. 211 00:12:31,041 --> 00:12:32,960 Yours, John Ambrose. 212 00:12:34,962 --> 00:12:36,672 Oh, my God. 213 00:12:37,131 --> 00:12:39,967 John Ambrose McClaren just wrote me a letter. 214 00:12:40,593 --> 00:12:43,846 Wait, does this mean he liked me in sixth grade, too? 215 00:12:45,181 --> 00:12:46,515 Does he like me now? 216 00:12:47,391 --> 00:12:49,143 Okay. Calm down. 217 00:12:49,602 --> 00:12:51,937 It's not a spontaneous love letter or anything. 218 00:12:52,021 --> 00:12:53,647 It's more like a thank-you card. 219 00:12:54,023 --> 00:12:55,441 There's no need to respond. 220 00:12:56,525 --> 00:13:00,488 But... wouldn't it be rude not to respond? 221 00:13:01,280 --> 00:13:05,201 It would definitely be inconsiderate, so I respond. 222 00:13:05,284 --> 00:13:08,871 But, in a friendly way. Just be, like, polite. 223 00:13:08,954 --> 00:13:11,373 Thank him for his letter and move on. 224 00:13:12,333 --> 00:13:13,459 Dear John Ambrose, 225 00:13:13,876 --> 00:13:15,711 I hope this letter finds you well. 226 00:13:15,795 --> 00:13:19,340 Have you continued your interest in politics and diplomacy? 227 00:13:19,423 --> 00:13:23,552 I'm sure you're even more smart, considerate, and adorable-- 228 00:13:23,886 --> 00:13:25,471 What am I saying? 229 00:13:25,554 --> 00:13:26,722 I can't say that. 230 00:13:27,431 --> 00:13:28,682 Dear John Ambrose, 231 00:13:28,766 --> 00:13:30,976 What lovely penmanship you have. 232 00:13:31,060 --> 00:13:34,730 When I saw your name on the envelope, my heart skipped a beat, and then I-- 233 00:13:35,356 --> 00:13:37,483 I am so lame. 234 00:13:39,151 --> 00:13:40,820 Dear John Ambrose, 235 00:13:40,903 --> 00:13:43,447 First of all, thank you for writing me back. 236 00:13:43,531 --> 00:13:45,741 It's nice to be in touch after so long. 237 00:13:45,825 --> 00:13:49,078 I do remember that day in the treehouse reading until it was dark. 238 00:13:49,578 --> 00:13:53,207 You said you were House Hufflepuff, and that was my house, too, 239 00:13:53,290 --> 00:13:56,293 and I thought maybe that was a sign that we were meant to be. 240 00:13:56,836 --> 00:13:58,170 Oh, my God. 241 00:13:58,671 --> 00:14:00,047 I cannot do this. 242 00:14:00,965 --> 00:14:02,716 Do I have to tell Peter about this? 243 00:14:07,221 --> 00:14:13,561 ♪ Clovers in my eyes ♪ 244 00:14:18,524 --> 00:14:23,654 ♪ The way the light falls On the bus on the way home ♪ 245 00:14:29,618 --> 00:14:32,705 All juniors, please report to the cafeteria 246 00:14:32,788 --> 00:14:35,541 to choose your spring service commitments. 247 00:14:35,624 --> 00:14:37,293 'Sup, Covey? 248 00:14:37,793 --> 00:14:39,795 -Ready? -Always. 249 00:14:40,087 --> 00:14:41,046 Ooh. 250 00:14:41,130 --> 00:14:43,841 -What is going on in that head of yours? -What do you mean? 251 00:14:43,924 --> 00:14:46,427 Uh, snickerdoodles. They're your pensive bake. 252 00:14:46,510 --> 00:14:48,596 -How do you know that? -I dunno. Maybe from... 253 00:14:48,679 --> 00:14:51,891 that picture you posted on Instagram a few months ago, #pensivebake? 254 00:14:51,974 --> 00:14:55,102 Oh, yeah. That's when I didn't know what was going on between us. 255 00:14:55,185 --> 00:14:57,271 That's not what's going on now, I hope. 256 00:15:01,567 --> 00:15:04,320 Do you remember when Kitty sent out my love letters? 257 00:15:04,403 --> 00:15:06,280 Is that a serious question? 258 00:15:06,363 --> 00:15:08,574 No, of course you remember. But... 259 00:15:08,657 --> 00:15:11,076 remember when you asked me who got the other ones, 260 00:15:11,160 --> 00:15:13,662 and I said the last one went to someone from Model UN? 261 00:15:13,746 --> 00:15:14,580 Mm-hmm. 262 00:15:15,372 --> 00:15:17,833 -It was John Ambrose McClaren. -No shit. 263 00:15:18,334 --> 00:15:20,628 McClaren? That was my boy. 264 00:15:21,045 --> 00:15:22,296 Well, he wrote me back. 265 00:15:23,088 --> 00:15:26,508 He wrote you-- Like, an actual... Like, an actual letter? Or an email? Or... 266 00:15:26,592 --> 00:15:29,553 Yeah, like a real letter in the mail. 267 00:15:30,054 --> 00:15:30,971 Huh. 268 00:15:32,097 --> 00:15:33,307 He say anything about me? 269 00:15:33,474 --> 00:15:34,642 -Like what? -I dunno. 270 00:15:34,725 --> 00:15:37,603 Like, "Um, how's Kavinsky? How's he doing?" 271 00:15:37,686 --> 00:15:38,938 Nope. 272 00:15:39,813 --> 00:15:40,940 Did you write him back? 273 00:15:41,023 --> 00:15:41,857 Not yet. 274 00:15:41,941 --> 00:15:44,777 Oh, so you're, like... you're, like, going to, planning on it? 275 00:15:44,860 --> 00:15:46,111 I probably should. 276 00:15:46,737 --> 00:15:49,073 -Why? -Because it'd be rude not to. 277 00:15:49,490 --> 00:15:51,492 Then, I don't know why you're telling me all this. 278 00:15:51,575 --> 00:15:53,202 Are you asking for my permission or... 279 00:15:53,285 --> 00:15:55,955 No, I just thought it was gonna be strange if I didn't tell you. 280 00:16:02,962 --> 00:16:05,631 Please choose your service commitments wisely. 281 00:16:05,714 --> 00:16:08,050 You will be representing Adler at your chosen post. 282 00:16:08,133 --> 00:16:10,219 Expand your horizons, people! Thank you. 283 00:16:10,302 --> 00:16:12,763 Yo! K, what's up, big boy? 284 00:16:13,222 --> 00:16:14,598 -'Sup, LJ? -Hi, Trevor. 285 00:16:14,682 --> 00:16:15,683 Yo, bro, so check it out. 286 00:16:15,766 --> 00:16:18,936 We already snagged six spots at Oakwood Market. 287 00:16:19,019 --> 00:16:20,479 Everybody's in, done deal. 288 00:16:20,562 --> 00:16:22,064 Come on. Covey, let us sign you up. 289 00:16:22,147 --> 00:16:23,691 -Oakwood? -Yes. 290 00:16:23,899 --> 00:16:26,110 I kinda thought we'd volunteer at Belleview together. 291 00:16:28,153 --> 00:16:30,322 Okay, I'm out. Uh, enjoy your fight. 292 00:16:30,406 --> 00:16:32,199 Come on, let me sign you up. It'll be fun. 293 00:16:32,282 --> 00:16:34,576 Margot volunteered at Belleview. 294 00:16:34,785 --> 00:16:37,705 And, besides, Belleview looks better on college applications. 295 00:16:38,580 --> 00:16:41,125 I dunno, it was just the guys-- We kind of decided that 296 00:16:41,208 --> 00:16:44,253 we were gonna do Oakwood when training started. But, um... 297 00:16:45,546 --> 00:16:47,715 You should go. I'm gonna sign up for Belleview. 298 00:16:48,632 --> 00:16:50,342 -Are you sure -Mm-hmm. 299 00:16:51,677 --> 00:16:53,512 Go sign up. Seriously. 300 00:16:54,138 --> 00:16:56,432 Okay, well, let me make it up to you. 301 00:16:56,515 --> 00:16:58,642 Let's meet after practice for coffee. 302 00:16:58,851 --> 00:16:59,810 Five o'clock. 303 00:17:01,311 --> 00:17:02,312 Sounds good. 304 00:17:03,814 --> 00:17:05,315 -It's epic. -You're so lazy! 305 00:17:05,399 --> 00:17:06,358 It's epic. 306 00:17:06,442 --> 00:17:08,861 Come on, you guys. Come sign up for Belleview with me. 307 00:17:08,944 --> 00:17:11,321 Playing Connect 4 with a bunch of octagenarians? 308 00:17:11,405 --> 00:17:12,656 No, thanks. 309 00:17:13,615 --> 00:17:14,992 Oh, hell nah. 310 00:17:15,075 --> 00:17:16,827 Nah, I already signed up for the soup kitchen. 311 00:17:18,412 --> 00:17:20,330 Oh, I wrote a proposal for a new program. 312 00:17:20,748 --> 00:17:21,957 Rescue Animal Welfare. 313 00:17:22,041 --> 00:17:24,543 Chris, this is you hanging out with your dog at home. 314 00:17:24,626 --> 00:17:26,211 Yeah, a dog who's a rescue. 315 00:17:26,295 --> 00:17:28,422 It's genius, right? 316 00:17:28,505 --> 00:17:30,716 No, that is genius. I'm with you on this one, Chris. 317 00:17:38,390 --> 00:17:40,601 Of course you would do Belleview. 318 00:17:42,269 --> 00:17:44,897 You're so predictable, Lara Jean. It's quite adorable. 319 00:17:45,439 --> 00:17:48,901 -I guess you're doing Oakwood. -Sorting through half-rotten produce? 320 00:17:48,984 --> 00:17:49,943 No, thank you. 321 00:17:51,403 --> 00:17:55,157 So, I saw on your story that you went to Cardona's this weekend? 322 00:17:55,824 --> 00:17:57,117 Classic Kavinsky. 323 00:17:57,201 --> 00:17:59,828 You know, by the time we broke up, I actually thought I was gonna die 324 00:17:59,912 --> 00:18:02,206 if I had any more cacio e pepe. 325 00:18:02,289 --> 00:18:06,960 Pro tip: If you do want to fit into your jeans come summer, 326 00:18:07,544 --> 00:18:09,505 you should probably start ordering salad. 327 00:18:14,760 --> 00:18:16,386 When Peter and I got together, 328 00:18:16,470 --> 00:18:20,224 I didn't expect to feel so insecure about his past relationship with Gen. 329 00:18:20,599 --> 00:18:22,893 But for every first I was having with him, 330 00:18:23,435 --> 00:18:25,771 he'd already had his with her. 331 00:18:28,899 --> 00:18:30,567 Sorry, are you using this chair? 332 00:18:30,651 --> 00:18:32,152 Yeah. It's for my boyfriend. I'm sorry. 333 00:18:36,782 --> 00:18:38,242 You don't need this chair, do you, Lara Jean? 334 00:18:38,325 --> 00:18:39,284 I do. 335 00:18:39,993 --> 00:18:40,828 Peter's on his way. 336 00:18:40,911 --> 00:18:42,621 -He's just running a little behind. -Is he? 337 00:18:46,458 --> 00:18:49,753 -Is anybody using this chair? -Yes. My boyfriend, he's coming. 338 00:18:53,632 --> 00:18:57,261 Okay, I am so sorry, Covey. I-- 339 00:18:57,761 --> 00:19:01,348 Coach made us run the bleachers until everyone practically puked. 340 00:19:01,431 --> 00:19:02,808 Well, you could've let me know. 341 00:19:04,017 --> 00:19:06,687 I would've, but he has that rule. 342 00:19:06,770 --> 00:19:08,897 No texting during practice or else you don't start. 343 00:19:08,981 --> 00:19:12,025 I need to play every single game, so it's kind of... 344 00:19:17,739 --> 00:19:18,782 I'm really sorry. 345 00:19:19,324 --> 00:19:22,077 I should've came up with a better plan that didn't leave you hanging. 346 00:19:22,786 --> 00:19:24,496 Yeah, you should've. 347 00:19:27,958 --> 00:19:28,959 Let's get out of here. 348 00:19:29,459 --> 00:19:30,419 What? 349 00:19:30,627 --> 00:19:31,712 -Call your dad. -What? 350 00:19:31,795 --> 00:19:33,172 Tell him you're gonna be home late. 351 00:19:33,255 --> 00:19:34,673 What? Where are we going? 352 00:19:35,048 --> 00:19:36,383 I'm taking you out. 353 00:19:37,467 --> 00:19:39,303 -Okay. Ah! -Yup. Let's go. 354 00:19:39,386 --> 00:19:41,013 - Right now. -Okay, okay, I'm going. 355 00:19:41,096 --> 00:19:42,639 You don't have to lift a finger. 356 00:19:44,808 --> 00:19:46,268 Thank you so much, man. 357 00:19:46,935 --> 00:19:47,769 -Ready? -I am. 358 00:19:47,853 --> 00:19:49,438 -Yeah? -Come on, let's go! 359 00:19:50,564 --> 00:19:51,481 Come on. 360 00:19:51,565 --> 00:19:53,984 We are here together at Sizzler. 361 00:19:54,067 --> 00:19:55,402 -Whoo! -Here we go! 362 00:19:55,485 --> 00:19:56,778 -This is your idea! -I know! 363 00:19:58,238 --> 00:19:59,448 I love this date. 364 00:20:01,325 --> 00:20:02,618 Blech! 365 00:20:03,285 --> 00:20:05,329 -All right, what do you want to do next? -Bumper cars! 366 00:20:11,793 --> 00:20:14,630 I got this. I got it! Come on. 367 00:20:14,713 --> 00:20:16,465 Come on. Go, go, go, go, go! 368 00:20:16,548 --> 00:20:17,799 -Stop it. Go! - Come on! 369 00:20:17,883 --> 00:20:20,594 -Stop, don't. Ow, Peter! -Stop, stop! 370 00:20:21,887 --> 00:20:23,055 -Go, go! -No, no! 371 00:20:23,138 --> 00:20:24,139 -Yeah! 372 00:20:25,015 --> 00:20:26,642 Victory is mine! 373 00:20:26,725 --> 00:20:27,768 I win! 374 00:20:28,143 --> 00:20:30,354 -Well done. -Um, excuse me, miss? 375 00:20:30,437 --> 00:20:31,688 Could I get this, please? 376 00:20:32,314 --> 00:20:33,523 Thank you. 377 00:20:34,816 --> 00:20:36,068 -Please watch. -Okay. 378 00:20:36,151 --> 00:20:37,527 -I'm watching. -Okay. 379 00:20:41,990 --> 00:20:44,826 It's a funny thing, this relationship stuff. 380 00:20:45,160 --> 00:20:47,079 One moment, things are upside down, 381 00:20:47,287 --> 00:20:51,166 but then, like magic, there's glitter everywhere. 382 00:20:51,458 --> 00:20:54,753 And once it all settles, you're right back in the fairy tale again. 383 00:21:16,900 --> 00:21:19,528 Outdoorsy, morning person, 384 00:21:19,611 --> 00:21:22,197 -consistently has good shoe choices. -What are you talking about? 385 00:21:22,864 --> 00:21:25,826 Mrs. Rothschild. I think they should date. 386 00:21:25,909 --> 00:21:27,160 She's divorced, you know. 387 00:21:27,828 --> 00:21:28,996 Happened last year. 388 00:21:29,204 --> 00:21:32,624 Right. Because Dad, who hasn't dated in years, 389 00:21:32,708 --> 00:21:34,751 is suddenly gonna start dating our neighbor. 390 00:21:34,835 --> 00:21:36,420 Sounds a bit delusional, Kitty. 391 00:21:36,753 --> 00:21:39,881 You also thought I was delusional when I suggested you date Peter. 392 00:21:39,965 --> 00:21:41,925 And, um, how did that one work out? 393 00:21:42,467 --> 00:21:44,469 They just need a little shove. 394 00:21:44,845 --> 00:21:45,679 Kitty. 395 00:21:46,179 --> 00:21:48,140 Leave Dad and Mrs. Rothschild alone. 396 00:21:48,515 --> 00:21:49,516 Okay? I mean it. 397 00:21:49,975 --> 00:21:53,145 She cut down her hedges, Lara Jean. That is a metaphor! 398 00:21:53,228 --> 00:21:55,022 Are you sure? I can just keep Henry outside. 399 00:21:55,647 --> 00:21:58,317 Can I get him anything? A rack of ribs? 400 00:21:58,400 --> 00:21:59,901 Yes. 401 00:21:59,985 --> 00:22:02,154 - I'll get that number. -Good boy. 402 00:22:02,321 --> 00:22:03,155 Hi. 403 00:22:03,238 --> 00:22:04,740 -Oh, hi. -Hi. 404 00:22:04,823 --> 00:22:06,616 Nice to see you, Mrs. Rothschild. 405 00:22:06,700 --> 00:22:10,203 Okay. I got Bobby's contact info. Can I text it? 406 00:22:10,287 --> 00:22:12,956 Yeah, know what? Why don't I just put my number in your phone? 407 00:22:13,040 --> 00:22:15,083 - Oh, okay. - Okay. 408 00:22:15,167 --> 00:22:18,295 This guy has got a master green thumb. 409 00:22:18,378 --> 00:22:21,173 -He, uh, gave me some tips on hollyhocks. -Hollyhocks are my favorite. 410 00:22:21,256 --> 00:22:22,174 -Really? -Yeah. 411 00:22:22,257 --> 00:22:24,885 I find them more rewarding than boring azaleas. 412 00:22:24,968 --> 00:22:26,094 Exactly. 413 00:22:26,720 --> 00:22:28,555 All right. I should probably go. 414 00:22:30,307 --> 00:22:31,808 It's nice to see you, Mrs. Rothschild. 415 00:22:31,892 --> 00:22:33,477 Oh, Trina. Please. 416 00:22:33,560 --> 00:22:34,978 -Trina. 417 00:22:35,645 --> 00:22:37,481 -Come on. Come on! -Well, I'll walk you out. 418 00:22:37,564 --> 00:22:38,565 Ah... okay. 419 00:22:41,068 --> 00:22:41,985 -Ah! 420 00:22:42,069 --> 00:22:44,696 They're gonna be in love by Valentine's Day! 421 00:22:44,780 --> 00:22:48,950 How could you possibly get that from a conversation about gardening? 422 00:22:49,409 --> 00:22:52,913 Because Dad is not a dog person. Hmm? 423 00:23:11,556 --> 00:23:13,892 ♪ Purple hat, cheetah print Dancing on the people ♪ 424 00:23:13,975 --> 00:23:16,269 ♪ Rolled up at the after joint Dancing, dancing on the people ♪ 425 00:23:16,770 --> 00:23:18,605 Don't let me make you nervous. 426 00:23:19,731 --> 00:23:21,900 Margot loved Belleview because of the people, 427 00:23:21,983 --> 00:23:26,238 but there was one person she talked about way more than any of the others. 428 00:23:26,321 --> 00:23:27,614 Hard to beat that! 429 00:23:28,323 --> 00:23:29,574 For most people. 430 00:23:36,915 --> 00:23:38,750 - Ooh! 431 00:23:39,126 --> 00:23:42,087 Why that's a Song-Covey if I've ever seen one. 432 00:23:45,173 --> 00:23:46,258 You must be Stormy. 433 00:23:46,800 --> 00:23:48,260 And you must be Lara Jean. 434 00:23:48,343 --> 00:23:50,762 Did your sister send you over here to check up on me? 435 00:23:50,846 --> 00:23:52,764 I'm volunteering. Do you know where to find Dorothy? 436 00:23:52,848 --> 00:23:54,641 How is Margot enjoying Scotland? 437 00:23:55,392 --> 00:23:57,144 I think she really likes St. Andrews. 438 00:23:57,227 --> 00:23:59,396 Well, I hope she's not just studying over there. 439 00:23:59,479 --> 00:24:01,606 I never had a bad time in Scotland. 440 00:24:01,690 --> 00:24:03,191 That was one of my routes for Pan Am. 441 00:24:03,608 --> 00:24:04,985 Were you a flight attendant? 442 00:24:06,403 --> 00:24:07,863 A flight attendant? 443 00:24:08,196 --> 00:24:10,157 That is some PC nonsense. 444 00:24:10,240 --> 00:24:11,908 I was a Pan Am stewardess. 445 00:24:12,701 --> 00:24:17,581 We served smoked oysters and caviar and shook gin martinis at 30,000 feet. 446 00:24:17,664 --> 00:24:20,041 We were the showgirls of the skies. 447 00:24:20,500 --> 00:24:21,668 Come on, I'll give you a tour. 448 00:24:21,751 --> 00:24:24,588 Oh, no, I think I actually have to wait for, uh, Dorothy-- 449 00:24:24,671 --> 00:24:26,590 The only thing Dorothy will tell you 450 00:24:26,673 --> 00:24:29,801 is where to find the first aid kit and the bingo supplies. 451 00:24:29,885 --> 00:24:32,429 If you'd like a real introduction to this place, 452 00:24:32,804 --> 00:24:33,722 follow me. 453 00:24:37,726 --> 00:24:38,935 Okay, I'm coming! 454 00:24:39,603 --> 00:24:40,854 This is the crafts room. 455 00:24:40,937 --> 00:24:42,481 And the knitting club. 456 00:24:42,564 --> 00:24:47,319 Why you would form a club to do an activity you can do alone is beyond me. 457 00:24:47,402 --> 00:24:48,612 The games room. 458 00:24:49,112 --> 00:24:52,282 Sore losers, they won't even let me play with them anymore. 459 00:24:52,365 --> 00:24:53,909 Bunch of communists. 460 00:24:54,910 --> 00:24:56,203 Communists? 461 00:24:56,286 --> 00:25:00,665 This used to be the breakfast room until Hilda over there decided she had a gift. 462 00:25:00,749 --> 00:25:02,667 We can hear you, you know? 463 00:25:03,084 --> 00:25:05,337 But, didn't you know what we were going to say anyway? 464 00:25:05,712 --> 00:25:07,088 Ah, here's Dorothy. 465 00:25:07,756 --> 00:25:10,592 This is my very dear friend Lara Jean. 466 00:25:10,675 --> 00:25:12,719 She's one of our high school volunteers. 467 00:25:12,802 --> 00:25:14,304 -Hello. -Hi. 468 00:25:14,471 --> 00:25:15,680 Now, Dorothy, 469 00:25:15,972 --> 00:25:17,807 this one is very special. 470 00:25:18,058 --> 00:25:20,519 So, I want you to apply the same care to her 471 00:25:20,602 --> 00:25:23,104 as you do to your excellent Bloody Mary mix. 472 00:25:23,188 --> 00:25:25,649 You make me laugh. 473 00:25:26,233 --> 00:25:27,567 Knock 'em dead, honey. 474 00:25:27,651 --> 00:25:28,568 Thank you. 475 00:25:28,985 --> 00:25:31,112 -Getting a refill. -Make sure you eat your celery! 476 00:25:31,196 --> 00:25:33,240 -Oh, yes. -Yeah. She needs her fiber. 477 00:25:33,323 --> 00:25:35,742 Oh, no, I don't need that. I have you right here. 478 00:25:35,825 --> 00:25:37,369 -Lara Jean Covey. -Yeah. 479 00:25:37,452 --> 00:25:38,703 -That's me. -Welcome. 480 00:25:38,787 --> 00:25:40,247 -We're just waiting for one more. -Oh. 481 00:25:40,330 --> 00:25:42,499 I thought that I was the only one who signed up. 482 00:25:42,582 --> 00:25:46,503 From Adler, yes, but we have a young man from Port Smith. His name is-- 483 00:25:46,586 --> 00:25:48,046 John Ambrose McClaren. 484 00:25:52,926 --> 00:25:54,219 Oh! 485 00:26:01,226 --> 00:26:02,227 Hi, Lara Jean. 486 00:26:04,563 --> 00:26:05,564 Hi-- 487 00:26:06,565 --> 00:26:08,066 Oh, jeez! Lara Jean! 488 00:26:08,149 --> 00:26:09,526 I'll get the first aid kit. 489 00:26:09,609 --> 00:26:10,735 Are you okay? 490 00:26:10,819 --> 00:26:11,820 Yeah. 491 00:26:13,655 --> 00:26:14,781 Follow my finger. 492 00:26:14,864 --> 00:26:15,865 -Oh. -Yeah. 493 00:26:17,325 --> 00:26:18,159 What are you doing? 494 00:26:18,243 --> 00:26:19,744 I'm making sure you're not concussed. 495 00:26:21,329 --> 00:26:22,205 How can you tell? 496 00:26:22,706 --> 00:26:25,375 I'm gonna ask you some questions. 497 00:26:25,458 --> 00:26:26,418 Okay. 498 00:26:26,501 --> 00:26:27,627 You know who I am? 499 00:26:29,754 --> 00:26:31,464 Someone I sent a love letter to. 500 00:26:32,340 --> 00:26:33,300 Yeah, that's the one. 501 00:26:38,471 --> 00:26:40,348 And, I'm gonna need that letter back. 502 00:26:41,224 --> 00:26:42,142 Why? 503 00:26:42,601 --> 00:26:45,270 Oh, you know, I just-- I wrote it a long time ago, 504 00:26:45,353 --> 00:26:47,939 and I don't necessarily remember what I said, so, 505 00:26:48,023 --> 00:26:50,734 I guess I just wanna know how mortified I should be. 506 00:26:50,817 --> 00:26:53,236 Okay, okay. I will... 507 00:26:53,320 --> 00:26:55,363 I'll bring you the letter on one condition. 508 00:26:55,822 --> 00:26:57,866 Okay, you have to return it after you read it. 509 00:26:57,949 --> 00:27:01,953 I just, I need proof that someone actually liked me in middle school. 510 00:27:02,120 --> 00:27:03,246 Are you kidding? 511 00:27:03,580 --> 00:27:05,081 Everyone liked you in middle school. 512 00:27:06,541 --> 00:27:08,793 Uh, I don't... I don't really think that's true. 513 00:27:08,918 --> 00:27:10,879 You know? But even if it was, I-- 514 00:27:11,671 --> 00:27:14,341 I didn't really care about everyone. 515 00:27:15,550 --> 00:27:16,843 Okay. 516 00:27:16,926 --> 00:27:18,053 How's the patient? 517 00:27:18,762 --> 00:27:22,932 Uh, she's... she's good. She's embarrassed, but okay. 518 00:27:23,016 --> 00:27:25,477 Good. Don't want to get sued again. 519 00:27:25,894 --> 00:27:26,978 You ready to get started? 520 00:27:27,479 --> 00:27:29,522 Come on. We got it. Nice and easy. 521 00:27:29,606 --> 00:27:31,232 Good. Nice and slow. 522 00:27:31,316 --> 00:27:32,484 -Okay. 523 00:27:32,567 --> 00:27:34,194 I bring it to you, you bring it back to me. 524 00:27:34,277 --> 00:27:36,154 Those are my terms. Take 'em or leave 'em. 525 00:27:36,780 --> 00:27:37,739 -Deal. -Okay. 526 00:27:38,365 --> 00:27:39,407 -Ready. -Ready. 527 00:27:42,160 --> 00:27:43,745 I thought having a boyfriend 528 00:27:43,828 --> 00:27:47,165 meant the mere idea of other boys left your mind completely. 529 00:27:47,540 --> 00:27:51,961 And yet, here I was, totally crazy about Peter, but... 530 00:27:52,295 --> 00:27:56,007 I couldn't stop replaying my conversation with John Ambrose in my head. 531 00:27:58,426 --> 00:28:00,929 I didn't care about everyone. 532 00:28:02,430 --> 00:28:05,392 I didn't want to be thinking about what might have been 533 00:28:05,475 --> 00:28:08,436 if he'd gotten that letter in middle school instead of now. 534 00:28:09,229 --> 00:28:10,397 But I was. 535 00:28:10,689 --> 00:28:12,273 So, I have a question. 536 00:28:13,525 --> 00:28:15,360 When you wrote those letters... 537 00:28:16,194 --> 00:28:17,529 who'd you like the most? 538 00:28:17,612 --> 00:28:19,197 You had to have had a favorite. 539 00:28:19,781 --> 00:28:21,324 You couldn't have liked us all the same. 540 00:28:21,408 --> 00:28:24,619 One of the letters had to have been a little more intense than the others. 541 00:28:27,664 --> 00:28:29,624 If I was really being honest, 542 00:28:29,708 --> 00:28:31,418 there was one letter that I remember 543 00:28:31,501 --> 00:28:33,795 being a little more intense than the others. 544 00:28:34,129 --> 00:28:36,047 It was mine. Right? 545 00:28:36,798 --> 00:28:37,966 It was me. 546 00:28:38,591 --> 00:28:39,467 Right? 547 00:29:07,412 --> 00:29:11,708 ♪ Won't you please let me go ♪ 548 00:29:13,376 --> 00:29:18,173 ♪ These words lie inside And they hurt me so ♪ 549 00:29:19,507 --> 00:29:22,427 ♪ And I'm not the kind That likes to tell you ♪ 550 00:29:22,510 --> 00:29:25,555 ♪ Just what you want me to ♪ 551 00:29:25,638 --> 00:29:28,308 ♪ And you're not the kind That needs to tell me ♪ 552 00:29:29,142 --> 00:29:31,644 ♪ About the birds and the bees ♪ 553 00:29:42,197 --> 00:29:45,658 Are you sure you don't wanna add some glitter? Or maybe some pearls? 554 00:29:45,742 --> 00:29:48,495 I don't wanna go nuts, I mean this is our first Valentine's Day, so... 555 00:29:48,578 --> 00:29:49,996 That's true. 556 00:29:50,079 --> 00:29:52,457 You don't wanna give him something super sweet and heartfelt 557 00:29:52,540 --> 00:29:54,626 and have him give you something from Rite Aid. 558 00:29:54,709 --> 00:29:56,127 Hmm. That would be embarrassing. 559 00:29:56,836 --> 00:29:58,797 You know, that's not gonna get to Margot in time. 560 00:29:58,880 --> 00:30:01,716 Well, good thing this one only has to make it across the street. 561 00:30:01,800 --> 00:30:03,760 Aw. You're giving Trina a valentine? 562 00:30:04,219 --> 00:30:06,971 Well, not from me. From Dad. 563 00:30:08,807 --> 00:30:11,100 Did you already forget our conversation about meddling? 564 00:30:12,143 --> 00:30:14,395 Besides, Dad's not a glitter type of guy. 565 00:30:14,479 --> 00:30:17,816 Nor were you a Peter Kavinsky kinda girl till I sprinkled some glitter on it. 566 00:30:19,692 --> 00:30:23,029 Oh, uh-huh, mmm, walk away. Go get your turnovers! 567 00:30:23,988 --> 00:30:25,573 I mean, as one of my success stories, 568 00:30:25,657 --> 00:30:27,909 you'd think you'd be a tad more supportive. 569 00:30:41,965 --> 00:30:47,720 ♪ I've been watching you For some time ♪ 570 00:30:48,763 --> 00:30:54,227 ♪ Can't stop staring At those ocean eyes ♪ 571 00:30:54,477 --> 00:30:55,645 ♪ Those eyes ♪ 572 00:30:55,770 --> 00:31:01,067 ♪ Burning cities And napalm skies ♪ 573 00:31:01,734 --> 00:31:06,155 Get ready, Lara Jean. Last year, Peter sent one to Gen every period. 574 00:31:06,239 --> 00:31:08,074 ♪ Ocean eyes ♪ 575 00:31:08,408 --> 00:31:11,786 ♪ Your ocean eyes ♪ 576 00:31:21,337 --> 00:31:23,339 All right. Let's get this over with. 577 00:31:24,048 --> 00:31:28,261 ♪ You are my fire ♪ 578 00:31:28,845 --> 00:31:33,308 ♪ The one desire ♪ 579 00:31:33,391 --> 00:31:34,851 ♪ Believe ♪ 580 00:31:34,934 --> 00:31:35,768 Oh, my God. 581 00:31:35,852 --> 00:31:38,187 ♪ When I say ♪ 582 00:31:38,688 --> 00:31:42,525 ♪ I want it that way ♪ 583 00:31:42,609 --> 00:31:47,363 ♪ Tell me why Ain't nothin' but a heartache ♪ 584 00:31:47,447 --> 00:31:51,826 ♪ Tell me why Ain't nothin' but a mistake ♪ 585 00:31:51,910 --> 00:31:56,456 ♪ Tell me why I never want to hear you say ♪ 586 00:31:56,539 --> 00:32:00,919 ♪ I want it that way ♪ 587 00:32:01,461 --> 00:32:03,630 -Whoo! 588 00:32:04,172 --> 00:32:05,131 I'm fired up! 589 00:32:11,262 --> 00:32:12,847 -Whoa! 590 00:32:12,931 --> 00:32:14,390 Dude, you got spammed! 591 00:32:14,599 --> 00:32:17,560 Oh, my God. I don't even know who half of these people are. 592 00:32:17,894 --> 00:32:19,896 Uh, it's the girls' soccer team. 593 00:32:19,979 --> 00:32:23,650 Is it Kelly? Yeah, she's nice to me. I like her. 594 00:32:24,859 --> 00:32:26,110 Hey. 595 00:32:27,070 --> 00:32:30,073 Don't lose sleep over the Kavinsky fan club. 596 00:32:30,156 --> 00:32:33,493 Okay, you're the one that dethroned Gen without even trying. 597 00:32:33,576 --> 00:32:34,786 I guess. 598 00:32:34,869 --> 00:32:37,455 Just sometimes I wish my boyfriend was a little bit... 599 00:32:38,081 --> 00:32:39,707 more anonymous. 600 00:32:39,791 --> 00:32:43,044 Well, heavy is the head that wears the crown. 601 00:32:43,795 --> 00:32:45,254 I don't want it. Take it back. 602 00:32:45,338 --> 00:32:46,881 Oh, no, no, no. This is all you now. 603 00:32:46,965 --> 00:32:49,092 -But I didn't ask for it. -Nah, this is all you. It's tough. 604 00:32:49,175 --> 00:32:51,177 -Stop. Gross. -It's yours now. 605 00:32:51,260 --> 00:32:54,514 Well, tough. Look, I was thinking, all right.. 606 00:32:58,518 --> 00:32:59,435 Found you. 607 00:33:02,271 --> 00:33:03,272 You found me. 608 00:33:03,606 --> 00:33:07,652 I was looking for my valentine. 609 00:33:12,281 --> 00:33:13,199 Come on. 610 00:33:14,158 --> 00:33:15,159 Where are we going? 611 00:33:16,369 --> 00:33:17,286 You'll see. 612 00:33:27,505 --> 00:33:32,093 So, I figured this is the perfect place to give you this 613 00:33:32,176 --> 00:33:36,139 because this is where it all started when you jumped me. 614 00:33:36,222 --> 00:33:37,140 Okay. 615 00:33:44,313 --> 00:33:46,607 It's beautiful. 616 00:33:46,691 --> 00:33:48,067 Um, would you put it on me? 617 00:33:48,151 --> 00:33:49,235 Yeah. 618 00:34:01,748 --> 00:34:02,874 Okay, um... 619 00:34:06,169 --> 00:34:07,086 Ooh. 620 00:34:07,628 --> 00:34:09,005 Stop. 621 00:34:11,632 --> 00:34:14,594 Oh, and, uh, here is your card. 622 00:34:16,554 --> 00:34:17,597 I love it. 623 00:34:19,432 --> 00:34:20,349 One more thing. 624 00:34:20,892 --> 00:34:21,809 Okay. 625 00:34:26,230 --> 00:34:29,567 "The moon never beams without bringing me dreams 626 00:34:30,151 --> 00:34:32,195 of beautiful Lara Jean. 627 00:34:32,278 --> 00:34:35,573 And stars never rise, but I feel the bright eyes 628 00:34:35,656 --> 00:34:37,867 of beautiful Lara Jean." 629 00:34:41,162 --> 00:34:42,080 Do you like it? 630 00:34:42,789 --> 00:34:45,708 Oh, my God. No one has ever written me a poem before. 631 00:34:45,792 --> 00:34:49,587 Like, seriously, this is the most romantic thing ever. I-- 632 00:34:58,471 --> 00:35:02,141 Hey, Chris? Why are we in woodshop for our Valentine's Subway tradition? 633 00:35:02,809 --> 00:35:05,728 Woodshop is the only place on campus I can stomach today. 634 00:35:05,812 --> 00:35:09,357 -Mmm. -I get ear bleeds from a cappella. 635 00:35:10,233 --> 00:35:12,151 Did Kavinsky sic them on you? 636 00:35:12,235 --> 00:35:14,987 Ah, no, he got me something better. 637 00:35:15,071 --> 00:35:18,241 Nice! Boy's got game. 638 00:35:18,324 --> 00:35:21,285 And, I got you a little V-Day gift of my own. 639 00:35:21,369 --> 00:35:23,162 -Oh, Chris, that's so sweet-- -It's advice. 640 00:35:23,246 --> 00:35:24,413 Okay. 641 00:35:24,497 --> 00:35:26,207 Before you go too far with Kavinsky, 642 00:35:26,290 --> 00:35:29,335 make sure you are 100 percent-- 643 00:35:29,418 --> 00:35:34,549 -No, 1000 percent sure-- -That it's something that I want. I know. 644 00:35:34,632 --> 00:35:37,093 -Trust me, I'm not-- -Actually, I was gonna say something else. 645 00:35:37,176 --> 00:35:40,513 I am trying to make sure you know how to rev your own engine 646 00:35:40,596 --> 00:35:44,684 before you let anyone under the hood. 647 00:35:47,061 --> 00:35:49,105 Chris, we all know you can't wink. It's okay. 648 00:35:49,188 --> 00:35:52,525 I'm just saying! Make sure you know how to look after you! 649 00:35:52,608 --> 00:35:54,610 Yeah, okay, I get it. I get it, thank you. 650 00:36:02,368 --> 00:36:03,369 Hey. 651 00:36:04,120 --> 00:36:05,121 Mm-hmm. 652 00:36:05,204 --> 00:36:08,624 Are you sure there's no other reason why you wanted to eat in the woodshop today? 653 00:36:09,167 --> 00:36:12,920 We both like the smell of sawdust and that is not a crime. 654 00:36:13,004 --> 00:36:14,046 I'm gonna go. 655 00:36:20,386 --> 00:36:21,762 I think this is yours. 656 00:36:26,267 --> 00:36:27,101 Thanks. 657 00:36:28,561 --> 00:36:29,979 Oh, my God. 658 00:36:30,062 --> 00:36:31,147 Shut up. 659 00:36:34,567 --> 00:36:37,820 -Oh! John Ambrose, good to see you again! -Hi, Mrs. Glick. 660 00:36:37,904 --> 00:36:39,071 Oh, hi, John. 661 00:36:39,155 --> 00:36:42,617 Today's gonna be a fun day. I have an exciting project for you two. 662 00:36:42,700 --> 00:36:46,329 Our annual Belleview garden party is coming up. 663 00:36:46,412 --> 00:36:50,583 Last year we got rained out, so we decided to move it indoors. 664 00:36:50,666 --> 00:36:52,585 So we're gonna do the garden party in here? 665 00:36:52,668 --> 00:36:55,504 Yup! Put out some potted ferns, cheese platter. 666 00:36:55,588 --> 00:36:57,256 I dunno, some twinkle lights? It'll be fine. 667 00:36:57,340 --> 00:36:59,884 But, I need you two to clear out this space. 668 00:36:59,967 --> 00:37:02,053 -It's become a bit of a junk room. -Wow. 669 00:37:02,136 --> 00:37:02,970 What is this? 670 00:37:03,054 --> 00:37:05,056 Mr. Sawoski's failed green thumb attempt 671 00:37:05,139 --> 00:37:08,559 and belongings of residents who passed. 672 00:37:08,643 --> 00:37:10,978 Alone. With no family members to claim them. 673 00:37:12,230 --> 00:37:14,857 Make two piles, okay? Trash and donations. 674 00:37:25,326 --> 00:37:29,247 When I heard "garden party," I imagined art deco elegance. 675 00:37:29,789 --> 00:37:31,958 Not a couple potted plants and a cheese plate. 676 00:37:32,750 --> 00:37:35,336 Yeah. Yeah, it's kind of depressing. 677 00:37:35,878 --> 00:37:36,921 Yeah. 678 00:37:39,715 --> 00:37:40,800 Look at this. 679 00:37:43,552 --> 00:37:47,098 Oh. Old love letters from someone stationed in Italy. 680 00:37:51,852 --> 00:37:54,855 He sent her his photo with a note on the back. 681 00:37:55,481 --> 00:37:56,816 "My darling Linda..." 682 00:37:58,859 --> 00:38:01,612 Oh, this seems personal. I feel a little funny reading this. 683 00:38:02,822 --> 00:38:04,407 Wanna read this instead? 684 00:38:05,866 --> 00:38:08,452 Remember, it's only a loan. 685 00:38:12,707 --> 00:38:13,708 That it is. 686 00:38:32,351 --> 00:38:33,728 Mm. Okay... 687 00:38:40,651 --> 00:38:42,528 "Dear John Ambrose, 688 00:38:42,695 --> 00:38:45,489 do you remember the Halloween party at Matt Kaplan's barn? 689 00:38:46,198 --> 00:38:49,702 I planned my costume for weeks. I was so excited. 690 00:38:49,785 --> 00:38:51,746 I didn't tell anyone what I was gonna be. 691 00:38:51,829 --> 00:38:54,081 And then, I got there. 692 00:38:54,165 --> 00:38:57,293 It's like everyone except me got the cool kid memo that 693 00:38:57,376 --> 00:38:59,712 no one really dresses up for Halloween anymore. 694 00:39:00,129 --> 00:39:01,589 I felt so lame. 695 00:39:01,672 --> 00:39:03,799 Like I didn't fit in. 696 00:39:04,759 --> 00:39:07,678 And then, you walked in as a deviled egg. 697 00:39:07,762 --> 00:39:11,557 And I realized... maybe I'm lame in a cool way. 698 00:39:11,640 --> 00:39:13,225 And that's when I knew. 699 00:39:13,309 --> 00:39:16,562 I knew it all the way down to my candy red sneakers. 700 00:39:16,645 --> 00:39:20,316 I love you, John Ambrose. I really love you. 701 00:39:21,150 --> 00:39:23,903 Why, oh, why do you have to move away? 702 00:39:24,737 --> 00:39:28,741 Maybe someday we'll meet again, and you'll never know I felt any of this. 703 00:39:29,158 --> 00:39:30,701 But, I'll know. 704 00:39:30,785 --> 00:39:33,537 I'll always know that once upon a time, 705 00:39:33,954 --> 00:39:35,539 my heart was yours." 706 00:39:40,294 --> 00:39:42,004 I cannot believe I wrote that. 707 00:39:42,296 --> 00:39:43,839 I cannot believe he read that. 708 00:39:43,923 --> 00:39:47,385 I cannot believe he's downstairs knowing I just read what he read that I wrote. 709 00:39:50,179 --> 00:39:52,139 Lara Jean, are you okay? 710 00:39:52,765 --> 00:39:54,850 I don't know. 711 00:39:55,393 --> 00:39:56,727 Come into my room. 712 00:39:57,061 --> 00:40:00,064 No woman should be out in public with that look on her face. 713 00:40:01,565 --> 00:40:03,609 "Maybe one day, we'll meet again. 714 00:40:03,692 --> 00:40:06,070 I'll always know that once upon a time, 715 00:40:06,612 --> 00:40:08,447 my heart was yours. 716 00:40:08,948 --> 00:40:10,324 Love, Lara Jean." 717 00:40:10,741 --> 00:40:11,784 Why? 718 00:40:12,243 --> 00:40:14,120 Why did I write these stupid love letters? 719 00:40:14,203 --> 00:40:15,955 I think it's exciting. 720 00:40:16,956 --> 00:40:18,958 You predicted that you'd meet again. 721 00:40:19,041 --> 00:40:20,251 And here you are. 722 00:40:20,334 --> 00:40:21,335 I have a boyfriend. 723 00:40:21,419 --> 00:40:25,381 So? Almost every one of my love affairs overlapped with another one. 724 00:40:25,923 --> 00:40:27,466 Well, this is different. 725 00:40:27,758 --> 00:40:29,802 Peter and I promised not to break each other's hearts. 726 00:40:29,885 --> 00:40:32,221 Oh, honey, you're always breaking someone's heart, 727 00:40:32,304 --> 00:40:33,597 or they're breaking yours. 728 00:40:33,681 --> 00:40:36,267 Well, isn't there a way to both get out unscathed? 729 00:40:36,934 --> 00:40:38,227 Not if you're doing it right. 730 00:40:39,520 --> 00:40:41,522 I think it's time we both had a drink. 731 00:40:41,605 --> 00:40:42,690 Stormy. 732 00:40:43,691 --> 00:40:44,692 I'm 16. 733 00:40:44,775 --> 00:40:46,110 Suit yourself. 734 00:40:47,153 --> 00:40:48,446 More for me. 735 00:40:48,863 --> 00:40:50,656 I'll just get you some soda. 736 00:40:50,739 --> 00:40:53,701 When I was young, the drinking age was 18, 737 00:40:53,784 --> 00:40:55,161 and you're not far from that. 738 00:40:55,619 --> 00:40:57,538 That's about when I met my first husband. 739 00:40:57,621 --> 00:40:58,581 How did you meet? 740 00:40:58,664 --> 00:41:00,416 Oh, he was our neighbor. 741 00:41:00,499 --> 00:41:01,709 And he was a songwriter. 742 00:41:01,792 --> 00:41:05,379 And I can remember sitting around our living room, listening to him sing. 743 00:41:05,880 --> 00:41:07,465 And then one day, 744 00:41:07,548 --> 00:41:10,468 I discovered that the song was about me. 745 00:41:12,136 --> 00:41:14,013 If a man ever writes you a song, 746 00:41:15,055 --> 00:41:18,267 then you know for sure that he's got it bad. 747 00:41:18,809 --> 00:41:19,935 What about a poem? 748 00:41:20,019 --> 00:41:21,520 Well, yeah. Sure. Same thing. 749 00:41:21,604 --> 00:41:24,315 A poem is just a song without the music part. 750 00:41:24,982 --> 00:41:28,068 For Valentine's Day, Peter wrote me the most beautiful poem. 751 00:41:28,569 --> 00:41:30,029 I bet you know it, too. 752 00:41:33,282 --> 00:41:36,243 "The moon never beams without bringing me dreams 753 00:41:36,327 --> 00:41:37,995 of beautiful Lara Jean. 754 00:41:38,370 --> 00:41:40,331 And the stars never rise--" 755 00:41:40,414 --> 00:41:42,541 "But I feel the bright eyes 756 00:41:42,833 --> 00:41:44,627 of beautiful Annabel Lee." 757 00:41:45,836 --> 00:41:47,213 Uh, how did you... 758 00:41:49,757 --> 00:41:53,511 Your young man has very good taste. I'll give him that. 759 00:41:54,428 --> 00:41:58,015 But I'm sorry to tell you that the author of that particular poem 760 00:41:58,724 --> 00:42:00,017 is Edgar Allen Poe. 761 00:42:03,562 --> 00:42:05,648 You want to rethink that drink option? 762 00:42:09,193 --> 00:42:10,110 Go! 763 00:42:12,112 --> 00:42:13,155 Ah! 764 00:42:15,282 --> 00:42:17,993 -Oh, wait, come on. What was that? 765 00:42:18,536 --> 00:42:21,747 -Let's go, I ain't stopping! - Let's take one for Insta. 766 00:42:22,164 --> 00:42:23,541 -Hi, Mom. 767 00:42:25,000 --> 00:42:26,335 Now one for the real Insta. 768 00:42:26,961 --> 00:42:28,295 Whipped wonderworld. 769 00:42:28,379 --> 00:42:29,672 The secret ingredient is-- 770 00:42:29,755 --> 00:42:31,340 -Whipped cream? -That's why it's the... 771 00:42:31,423 --> 00:42:32,508 Yeah, I think you should... 772 00:42:32,591 --> 00:42:34,134 -What? -Yeah. 773 00:42:34,218 --> 00:42:36,262 Okay... 774 00:42:36,804 --> 00:42:39,640 Anywho, last ice cream sandwich. You wanna split it? 775 00:42:39,723 --> 00:42:40,558 Thanks. 776 00:42:41,976 --> 00:42:43,435 Dude! Every time! 777 00:42:44,019 --> 00:42:46,105 -Not into flip cup, huh? -Like, ever. 778 00:42:46,188 --> 00:42:48,649 Don't hate the player. Hate the game. 779 00:42:48,732 --> 00:42:50,067 I just said I hate the game. 780 00:42:50,734 --> 00:42:52,069 Okay. Spill it. 781 00:42:52,736 --> 00:42:54,029 I just need a break. 782 00:42:54,280 --> 00:42:56,323 From the contortions of being someone's girlfriend. 783 00:42:56,407 --> 00:42:58,075 Oh, no, what is he doing to you? 784 00:42:58,158 --> 00:43:00,828 No, it's not like that. It's, like, mentally. 785 00:43:00,911 --> 00:43:03,247 -All right. Go on. -It's like this. 786 00:43:03,330 --> 00:43:05,541 We're here and we're sharing an ice cream sandwich. 787 00:43:05,624 --> 00:43:06,667 And it's great. 788 00:43:06,750 --> 00:43:09,211 But if Peter was here and we were sharing an ice cream sandwich, 789 00:43:09,295 --> 00:43:10,921 I don't know, I'd be thinking about... 790 00:43:11,171 --> 00:43:14,383 has Peter shared an ice cream sandwich with someone before? 791 00:43:14,466 --> 00:43:16,594 And if he has, was it with Gen? 792 00:43:16,677 --> 00:43:18,178 Does he think that I'm a prude 793 00:43:18,262 --> 00:43:20,598 if I just wanna share an ice cream sandwich? 794 00:43:20,681 --> 00:43:21,599 Maybe it's me. 795 00:43:21,682 --> 00:43:24,935 Maybe I'm the one who wants to do more than just share an ice cream sandwich. 796 00:43:25,019 --> 00:43:28,397 So the answer to all of those questions... 797 00:43:28,856 --> 00:43:30,149 is... is I don't know. 798 00:43:30,232 --> 00:43:32,484 Is this what happens in a girl's mind? 799 00:43:32,568 --> 00:43:36,071 -That's what goes on in this girl's mind. -Well, I am glad I am not you. 800 00:43:37,448 --> 00:43:39,033 And not your ice cream. 801 00:43:39,116 --> 00:43:40,242 So, back up. 802 00:43:46,457 --> 00:43:48,626 -Hey, Lucas? -Mm-hmm. 803 00:43:49,168 --> 00:43:51,462 -Do you remember John Ambrose McClaren? -Yeah. 804 00:43:51,545 --> 00:43:52,630 Of course. 805 00:43:52,713 --> 00:43:55,132 I was like obsessed with him in the fifth grade. 806 00:43:55,215 --> 00:43:58,719 Well, him and Michael B. Jordan in Creed. 807 00:43:59,928 --> 00:44:02,139 I was obsessed with him in sixth grade. 808 00:44:03,932 --> 00:44:05,893 He's volunteering at Belleview with me. 809 00:44:06,518 --> 00:44:08,520 Not that it means anything. 810 00:44:08,812 --> 00:44:11,273 I'm perfectly happy in my relationship with Peter. 811 00:44:12,691 --> 00:44:16,111 It's just like the stuff that I was telling you about, like the overthinking, 812 00:44:17,363 --> 00:44:19,698 that doesn't happen when I'm with John Ambrose. 813 00:44:19,782 --> 00:44:21,033 It's, like, easy. 814 00:44:22,993 --> 00:44:25,287 But that's probably because we're just friends, right? 815 00:44:25,412 --> 00:44:27,164 You're lucky, LJ. 816 00:44:27,665 --> 00:44:30,125 -Lucky how? -You have options. 817 00:44:31,168 --> 00:44:34,380 There's like, what, two gay dudes at our school? 818 00:44:36,340 --> 00:44:37,549 I'm sorry. 819 00:44:37,883 --> 00:44:40,427 I've been thinking about my own problems and not even... 820 00:44:40,803 --> 00:44:43,055 thinking about what you're going through. 821 00:44:43,138 --> 00:44:45,224 Ah, come on! 822 00:44:45,307 --> 00:44:46,350 Listen, 823 00:44:46,809 --> 00:44:47,810 sooner than we think, 824 00:44:47,893 --> 00:44:50,771 we're gonna be out of high school and we're gonna be in the real world, 825 00:44:51,438 --> 00:44:53,607 and guys are gonna be lining up for you. 826 00:44:55,192 --> 00:44:57,027 And what makes you so sure? 827 00:44:57,820 --> 00:44:59,405 'Cause before I knew you were gay, 828 00:45:00,614 --> 00:45:02,032 I was first in line. 829 00:45:04,785 --> 00:45:08,288 Well, that was one hell of a speech just to get another bite. 830 00:45:17,881 --> 00:45:21,218 Wait, hold up. Are you guys texting each other when he's just 20 feet away? 831 00:45:21,719 --> 00:45:22,678 Hey. 832 00:45:23,762 --> 00:45:24,680 Wanna go? 833 00:45:25,180 --> 00:45:26,181 Okay. 834 00:45:27,474 --> 00:45:28,726 Bye, Lucas. 835 00:45:28,809 --> 00:45:29,852 Mm-hmm. 836 00:45:30,811 --> 00:45:32,896 Good night, you two. 837 00:45:32,980 --> 00:45:34,440 -Yes, yes! 838 00:45:36,316 --> 00:45:38,152 -I didn't know you were friends. - No. 839 00:45:38,235 --> 00:45:39,903 -Nothing to see here. -Mm-mm. 840 00:45:40,404 --> 00:45:41,864 - Leave. - Bye, LJ. 841 00:45:51,248 --> 00:45:52,207 Hey. 842 00:45:54,251 --> 00:45:55,169 You okay? 843 00:45:56,211 --> 00:45:58,297 Just, you were a little quiet tonight. 844 00:45:58,714 --> 00:46:00,007 Can I ask you something? 845 00:46:01,216 --> 00:46:03,343 Yeah. Of course. 846 00:46:04,678 --> 00:46:07,890 It's about the... the poem you wrote me. 847 00:46:12,978 --> 00:46:14,897 I never said that I... 848 00:46:16,273 --> 00:46:17,608 wrote... wrote it. 849 00:46:18,484 --> 00:46:21,069 I'm sorry. Look, you were so happy 850 00:46:22,112 --> 00:46:27,785 when I read it to you, that I-- I mean, I wished that I had written it, 851 00:46:27,868 --> 00:46:30,996 and that I could actually write something like that for you. I... 852 00:46:31,455 --> 00:46:32,956 But you're the writer. 853 00:46:36,585 --> 00:46:37,586 Are you mad? 854 00:46:40,172 --> 00:46:41,089 No. 855 00:46:41,924 --> 00:46:42,925 I love it. 856 00:46:43,425 --> 00:46:46,428 That's good because even if I didn't write it, 857 00:46:47,554 --> 00:46:49,306 it's still how I feel about you. 858 00:46:52,142 --> 00:46:53,644 Beautiful Lara Jean. 859 00:47:05,197 --> 00:47:06,198 Wow. 860 00:47:06,740 --> 00:47:08,450 He's really good at this. 861 00:47:09,284 --> 00:47:11,870 How is he so good at this? 862 00:47:14,957 --> 00:47:18,126 And how does he know how to do that so easily? 863 00:47:20,712 --> 00:47:22,047 How do you think? 864 00:47:23,340 --> 00:47:25,467 You know what else he's really good at? 865 00:47:26,343 --> 00:47:30,264 Uh, I don't wanna have sex with you right now. 866 00:47:31,348 --> 00:47:32,224 Oh. 867 00:47:33,308 --> 00:47:35,435 That's all right. I... I wasn't... 868 00:47:35,936 --> 00:47:38,397 I wasn't trying to have sex with you right now. 869 00:47:38,981 --> 00:47:41,358 -I just-- I want to put it out there. -Okay. 870 00:47:41,441 --> 00:47:42,776 Just in case... 871 00:47:42,860 --> 00:47:45,737 Give me some credit, Covey. I don't want to rush you. 872 00:47:46,280 --> 00:47:50,033 Especially not in a parked car in front of your house. 873 00:47:54,079 --> 00:47:55,831 Did you feel like I'm rushing you? 874 00:47:55,914 --> 00:47:57,833 No. Uh... it's just-- 875 00:47:57,916 --> 00:48:02,671 Remember that story about me and Peter upstairs at last year's graduation party? 876 00:48:03,797 --> 00:48:05,007 No, it's just... 877 00:48:06,800 --> 00:48:09,845 You and Gen used to do it a lot, right? 878 00:48:11,096 --> 00:48:12,806 Can we... can we not... 879 00:48:13,348 --> 00:48:14,850 talk about Gen? 880 00:48:14,933 --> 00:48:16,894 Oh, it's not about Gen, it's, um... 881 00:48:17,853 --> 00:48:18,896 Do you miss sex? 882 00:48:20,522 --> 00:48:22,232 Is there a void in your life? 883 00:48:22,316 --> 00:48:24,109 Is there a void? No. 884 00:48:24,568 --> 00:48:25,527 No. 885 00:48:25,819 --> 00:48:27,279 No, not... not at all. 886 00:48:30,824 --> 00:48:33,702 Okay, think of it like this. Um... 887 00:48:34,286 --> 00:48:36,079 You've been base jumping before. 888 00:48:36,455 --> 00:48:38,874 And I've never, I've never been base jumping, 889 00:48:38,957 --> 00:48:43,253 so obviously, I would ask you about it in case it's something that 890 00:48:43,629 --> 00:48:45,505 I would ever want to... do. 891 00:48:46,506 --> 00:48:52,804 I promise if you ever decide to go base jumping 892 00:48:52,888 --> 00:48:55,599 that I would love to go with you. 893 00:49:01,104 --> 00:49:03,231 It's just a... It's a big decision... 894 00:49:04,232 --> 00:49:06,526 to jump off a cliff, so... 895 00:49:08,528 --> 00:49:09,655 remember that. 896 00:49:10,739 --> 00:49:11,657 Yes. 897 00:49:12,950 --> 00:49:13,867 Okay. 898 00:49:16,370 --> 00:49:18,121 I'm gonna walk you to your door. 899 00:49:18,705 --> 00:49:19,957 -Okay. -Okay. 900 00:49:20,582 --> 00:49:23,251 Okay, are we all comfortable? 901 00:49:23,335 --> 00:49:24,294 Everyone good? 902 00:49:24,378 --> 00:49:25,712 -Yup, -All right. 903 00:49:26,129 --> 00:49:28,090 We have a very big prize this week. 904 00:49:28,173 --> 00:49:30,092 It is a wheel of aged gouda 905 00:49:30,175 --> 00:49:33,095 donated by Mrs. Glick's son. Thank you so much. 906 00:49:33,178 --> 00:49:35,389 -Draw already! 907 00:49:35,472 --> 00:49:38,016 Okay. All right. 908 00:49:39,643 --> 00:49:40,852 First number is... 909 00:49:42,938 --> 00:49:43,772 B-4. 910 00:49:43,855 --> 00:49:46,233 Don't think I've forgotten you haven't returned my letter. 911 00:49:48,777 --> 00:49:49,736 O-62. 912 00:49:49,820 --> 00:49:52,239 John Ambrose, you're not getting that back. Too embarrassing. 913 00:49:54,616 --> 00:49:55,701 B-11. 914 00:49:56,243 --> 00:49:57,327 You want embarrassing? 915 00:49:57,411 --> 00:50:00,372 Try navigating sixth grade Shakespeare with a stutter. 916 00:50:00,998 --> 00:50:02,791 I don't remember that. 917 00:50:03,166 --> 00:50:04,167 N-32. 918 00:50:06,878 --> 00:50:07,754 G-48. 919 00:50:07,838 --> 00:50:10,924 Fine. But even with a mild stutter, you were still a hot commodity. 920 00:50:11,008 --> 00:50:14,720 At sleepovers, girls used to say, "Are you Team Peter or Team John?" 921 00:50:15,679 --> 00:50:16,930 G-60! 922 00:50:19,808 --> 00:50:21,351 Yeah, that's just the thing. 923 00:50:22,394 --> 00:50:24,229 Girls pretended to like me 924 00:50:24,479 --> 00:50:26,106 because I was friends with Peter. 925 00:50:26,565 --> 00:50:27,649 I-24. 926 00:50:28,150 --> 00:50:30,027 You remember the sixth grade graduation dance? 927 00:50:30,110 --> 00:50:34,114 I couldn't believe when Sabrina Fox asked me to go with her. 928 00:50:34,197 --> 00:50:35,240 Couldn't believe it. 929 00:50:36,074 --> 00:50:39,286 But then she tried to dance with Peter the whole night. 930 00:50:39,369 --> 00:50:42,080 Even during the slow songs, when I couldn't pretend 931 00:50:42,164 --> 00:50:44,458 like we were just dancing in a group. 932 00:50:44,541 --> 00:50:45,542 Hey! 933 00:50:46,376 --> 00:50:47,461 Cut the chitchat. 934 00:50:47,836 --> 00:50:49,087 Call the numbers. 935 00:50:52,758 --> 00:50:54,051 I-25. 936 00:50:54,551 --> 00:50:56,803 I can't wait to be at an age 937 00:50:56,887 --> 00:50:59,514 where I'm not expected to think that flip cup is fun. 938 00:50:59,598 --> 00:51:02,809 Yeah, I mean, why do you think we're both volunteering 939 00:51:02,893 --> 00:51:05,145 and hanging out with the senior citizens on a Saturday? 940 00:51:05,228 --> 00:51:06,354 N-40. 941 00:51:08,148 --> 00:51:08,982 Are we lame? 942 00:51:12,486 --> 00:51:14,738 We might be a little bit. I-30. 943 00:51:17,949 --> 00:51:19,743 But, lame in a cool way. 944 00:51:19,826 --> 00:51:21,870 Totally lame in a cool way. 945 00:51:21,953 --> 00:51:23,205 -Yeah. -Are you kidding? 946 00:51:25,165 --> 00:51:27,042 B-2? 947 00:51:27,125 --> 00:51:29,086 Whoo! I got BINGO. 948 00:51:30,462 --> 00:51:32,380 Suck it. 949 00:51:33,465 --> 00:51:35,050 Oh, my God. 950 00:51:35,133 --> 00:51:37,385 So, um, speaking of Peter Kavinsky, 951 00:51:37,469 --> 00:51:39,888 he told me to tell you he says hi. 952 00:51:40,305 --> 00:51:41,306 Oh, cool. 953 00:51:42,224 --> 00:51:43,683 You guys still hang out. 954 00:51:43,767 --> 00:51:44,893 We do, actually. 955 00:51:44,976 --> 00:51:47,395 Is he... is he still like he was in middle school? 956 00:51:47,479 --> 00:51:48,730 What does that mean? 957 00:51:48,814 --> 00:51:52,692 I mean like, okay, at parties and stuff, he would always 958 00:51:52,776 --> 00:51:54,569 take the last slice of pizza. 959 00:51:54,653 --> 00:51:56,780 And then whenever you tried to call him out on it, 960 00:51:56,863 --> 00:51:58,365 he'd be like, "I'm an athlete." 961 00:52:00,617 --> 00:52:04,913 And that one time, it was my birthday and you made me those amazing 962 00:52:04,996 --> 00:52:06,873 peanut butter chocolate cupcakes, remember those? 963 00:52:06,957 --> 00:52:07,874 -Mm-hmm. -So good. 964 00:52:07,958 --> 00:52:09,960 And he took the last one of those, too. 965 00:52:11,253 --> 00:52:13,797 But we never even got mad at him, 'cause he's so... 966 00:52:14,339 --> 00:52:15,966 Peter Kavinsky, you know? 967 00:52:16,466 --> 00:52:18,844 Yeah. I do know. Um... 968 00:52:18,927 --> 00:52:20,512 -And-- -Are he and Gen still together? 969 00:52:20,595 --> 00:52:22,514 -Huh? -I mean, they must be, 970 00:52:22,597 --> 00:52:24,391 since you all still hang out. 971 00:52:24,474 --> 00:52:26,601 No, actually Gen and I aren't really friends anymore 972 00:52:26,685 --> 00:52:28,478 and she and Peter broke up. 973 00:52:29,396 --> 00:52:30,272 Huh. 974 00:52:31,148 --> 00:52:34,568 That makes sense. No one really stays together in high school, anyway. 975 00:52:34,651 --> 00:52:36,528 Right. And on that note, 976 00:52:36,611 --> 00:52:38,155 -I think I should tell you-- - Oh! 977 00:52:38,238 --> 00:52:40,407 What a wonderful team you make. 978 00:52:40,490 --> 00:52:41,741 But this is wrong. 979 00:52:41,825 --> 00:52:43,577 All of the bingo stuff goes in the basement. 980 00:52:43,660 --> 00:52:45,704 This needs to be cleared out for the garden party. 981 00:52:46,246 --> 00:52:48,331 I have to go make some prune daiquiris. 982 00:52:48,999 --> 00:52:51,001 -Hey, Dorothy! -Dorothy? 983 00:52:53,879 --> 00:52:55,130 Did you know there's a basement? 984 00:53:04,681 --> 00:53:05,724 Whoa. 985 00:53:05,807 --> 00:53:07,267 Oh, my gosh. 986 00:53:14,107 --> 00:53:17,027 Oh, there's a bust of Mozart over here. I love his new album. 987 00:53:20,488 --> 00:53:21,406 Hey. 988 00:53:22,490 --> 00:53:23,366 Look. 989 00:53:26,161 --> 00:53:29,497 Forget the stupid garden party and the potted ferns. Like... 990 00:53:30,332 --> 00:53:32,709 I think we should give the people what they want. 991 00:53:33,001 --> 00:53:35,921 An excuse to dress up and dance like they used to. 992 00:53:36,004 --> 00:53:36,838 Yeah? 993 00:53:37,797 --> 00:53:39,466 I think we should bring back the Star Ball. 994 00:53:40,258 --> 00:53:44,262 I think it's crazy that people think all old people wanna do is play bingo. 995 00:53:44,346 --> 00:53:45,597 Yeah, totally. 996 00:53:46,264 --> 00:53:47,349 I think it's a great idea. 997 00:53:48,266 --> 00:53:50,060 -Cool. -Although... 998 00:53:51,436 --> 00:53:56,441 to be fair, I do think that old people just really love bingo for some reason. 999 00:53:58,610 --> 00:53:59,569 Yeah. 1000 00:54:00,111 --> 00:54:02,697 -Do you know what all this reminds me of? -Hmm? 1001 00:54:02,781 --> 00:54:04,241 Uh, the time capsule. 1002 00:54:04,866 --> 00:54:06,451 Do you remember when we buried it? 1003 00:54:07,744 --> 00:54:11,122 Uh, yeah, it was during one of our pizza parties at the treehouse. 1004 00:54:11,206 --> 00:54:12,290 The pizza parties... 1005 00:54:13,750 --> 00:54:17,295 Man, we had such good times at that treehouse. 1006 00:54:17,963 --> 00:54:19,506 Just hanging, you know? 1007 00:54:21,800 --> 00:54:22,759 Reading. 1008 00:54:43,989 --> 00:54:45,573 There's something I need to tell you. 1009 00:54:45,657 --> 00:54:46,783 What's up? 1010 00:54:50,287 --> 00:54:53,123 Um... they are tearing the treehouse down. 1011 00:54:53,665 --> 00:54:54,582 Why? 1012 00:54:55,250 --> 00:54:57,919 The Robertsons are moving out 1013 00:54:58,003 --> 00:55:00,505 and the new couple, they don't have kids, so... 1014 00:55:00,588 --> 00:55:01,464 The time capsule. 1015 00:55:01,548 --> 00:55:03,008 We should dig it up. 1016 00:55:03,883 --> 00:55:07,512 And rob future generations of the discovery? 1017 00:55:07,595 --> 00:55:11,599 Future generations are gonna have their hands full with deforestation. 1018 00:55:11,683 --> 00:55:13,101 Urban overcrowding. 1019 00:55:13,184 --> 00:55:16,980 And we'll probably be living underwater at that point, right? 1020 00:55:18,315 --> 00:55:19,858 But it could be fun for us. 1021 00:55:23,445 --> 00:55:24,362 What do you think? 1022 00:55:24,946 --> 00:55:26,781 Yeah, um, that's a great idea. 1023 00:55:26,865 --> 00:55:29,701 And we can invite the other people that were there when we buried it. 1024 00:55:30,827 --> 00:55:31,870 Yeah. 1025 00:55:32,162 --> 00:55:35,457 Yeah, totally. We'll... We can invite everybody. 1026 00:55:36,166 --> 00:55:37,125 It'd be great. 1027 00:55:38,293 --> 00:55:39,419 I'll bring the pizza. 1028 00:55:40,170 --> 00:55:41,796 Maybe you can make those 1029 00:55:42,422 --> 00:55:44,215 peanut butter chocolate cupcakes? 1030 00:55:47,719 --> 00:55:51,014 What makes the octopus's pulmonary system unique 1031 00:55:51,431 --> 00:55:55,352 is it has not one, but three hearts. 1032 00:55:56,353 --> 00:55:58,229 Make an incision underneath the ocellus 1033 00:55:58,938 --> 00:56:02,150 and you will see the branchial heart. 1034 00:56:02,233 --> 00:56:06,112 The octopus is a mollusk and we will get to see one of those 1035 00:56:06,196 --> 00:56:09,532 during next week's visit to the Portland Aquarium. 1036 00:56:09,616 --> 00:56:11,785 -Mm-mmm. -Okay, here. I got this. 1037 00:56:12,994 --> 00:56:14,954 So what are you doing this Friday? Are you free? 1038 00:56:15,121 --> 00:56:16,498 Uh, I'm not sure. 1039 00:56:16,581 --> 00:56:17,707 Um, why? 1040 00:56:18,458 --> 00:56:20,752 Do you remember the time capsule that we buried in middle school? 1041 00:56:20,835 --> 00:56:22,504 -Mm-hmm. -We should dig it up. 1042 00:56:23,505 --> 00:56:24,547 Just us? 1043 00:56:25,090 --> 00:56:28,802 Uh, no, the other people that... that we buried it with. 1044 00:56:28,885 --> 00:56:30,595 -So, Gen? -No. 1045 00:56:30,929 --> 00:56:33,264 I'm not inviting Gen. She posted that video of us. 1046 00:56:33,348 --> 00:56:35,683 Well, we don't know for sure that she did that anyway, right? 1047 00:56:35,767 --> 00:56:38,978 Well, I don't even think she'd come even if we invited her, so... 1048 00:56:39,604 --> 00:56:42,482 It would be me, you, Chris, 1049 00:56:42,941 --> 00:56:45,443 Trevor, and John Ambrose. 1050 00:56:46,861 --> 00:56:49,155 So you... you, um. wrote him back. 1051 00:56:50,240 --> 00:56:52,075 Funny story, um... 1052 00:56:52,742 --> 00:56:54,911 we're actually volunteering at Belleview together. 1053 00:56:54,994 --> 00:56:56,329 -No way. -Yeah. 1054 00:56:56,413 --> 00:56:57,497 -Really? -Mm-hmm. 1055 00:56:59,624 --> 00:57:01,418 Did you ask him to volunteer with you? 1056 00:57:01,501 --> 00:57:04,170 -No, I didn't even write him back. -Huh. 1057 00:57:05,046 --> 00:57:08,007 Jeez, Covey, for a girl who's never had a boyfriend, 1058 00:57:08,466 --> 00:57:10,552 you sure know how to mess with a guy. 1059 00:57:10,635 --> 00:57:12,345 Excuse me? 1060 00:57:13,888 --> 00:57:16,808 Time capsule. Yeah, let's do it, what the hell? 1061 00:57:17,684 --> 00:57:19,352 We don't know what we'll find, right? 1062 00:57:20,603 --> 00:57:21,521 Cool. 1063 00:57:24,274 --> 00:57:25,191 Watch. 1064 00:57:25,275 --> 00:57:26,276 -No, no. -Watch it. 1065 00:57:26,359 --> 00:57:27,569 -Please, I-- -Watch it. 1066 00:57:27,652 --> 00:57:28,570 Jesus... 1067 00:57:39,330 --> 00:57:41,124 Chocolate peanut butter cupcakes? 1068 00:57:42,000 --> 00:57:44,002 Peter prefers salted caramel. 1069 00:58:07,358 --> 00:58:08,693 Lara Jean. 1070 00:58:08,860 --> 00:58:09,986 Hey. 1071 00:58:10,653 --> 00:58:13,031 Two pepperoni pizzas! That's probably enough, right? 1072 00:58:13,114 --> 00:58:16,117 Well, well, well, if it isn't Johnny McClaren! 1073 00:58:16,201 --> 00:58:17,494 Peter Kavinsky. 1074 00:58:17,577 --> 00:58:18,745 Hey, man. 1075 00:58:20,205 --> 00:58:21,623 -Good to see you. -Good to see you. 1076 00:58:21,706 --> 00:58:23,166 -How you doing? -Good, you get pizzas? 1077 00:58:23,249 --> 00:58:25,627 -What kind? -Yeah, pepperoni, just two pepperoni. 1078 00:58:25,710 --> 00:58:26,711 It's the safest. 1079 00:58:26,794 --> 00:58:30,173 I didn't realize until I saw them standing next to one another 1080 00:58:30,256 --> 00:58:32,842 what a spectacularly bad idea this was. 1081 00:58:32,926 --> 00:58:35,178 Yo! You guys ordered 'za? 1082 00:58:35,470 --> 00:58:37,180 God, I am so hungry! 1083 00:58:37,555 --> 00:58:38,890 -John! -Yeah. 1084 00:58:38,973 --> 00:58:40,141 -You made it. -Yeah. 1085 00:58:40,225 --> 00:58:42,101 Dude, I can't believe you made it, man. 1086 00:58:42,185 --> 00:58:43,144 It's been so long! 1087 00:58:43,228 --> 00:58:47,106 Yeah, well, I mean, LJ and I planned the thing, so-- 1088 00:58:47,190 --> 00:58:49,317 -Glad you could come. -Now we're just waiting for Chris. 1089 00:58:49,400 --> 00:58:51,277 So I guess my invitation got lost in the mail? 1090 00:58:51,361 --> 00:58:54,197 Oh, my God. It's Gen and Peter! Just like old times. 1091 00:58:59,077 --> 00:59:01,120 We doin' this or... or what? 1092 00:59:02,080 --> 00:59:04,582 Why are you, uh, comin' from the river? 1093 00:59:04,666 --> 00:59:06,626 I just buried a dead body. 1094 00:59:06,751 --> 00:59:07,835 Yeah, you're next! 1095 00:59:07,919 --> 00:59:10,547 -Whoa, okay, calm down, Chris. 1096 00:59:10,630 --> 00:59:12,882 -Let me take this. You got it. -Oh, thank you. 1097 00:59:13,258 --> 00:59:15,718 My shovel. I don't trust you with this thing. 1098 00:59:16,135 --> 00:59:19,264 -Remember where we buried this thing? -Um, you need some help? 1099 00:59:19,347 --> 00:59:21,140 No, we're good, dude. Thank you. 1100 00:59:21,224 --> 00:59:22,475 It's about here, yeah? 1101 00:59:29,941 --> 00:59:31,442 That's not how you eat a cupcake. 1102 00:59:31,526 --> 00:59:33,403 No, look at that! She ate it from the bottom up. 1103 00:59:33,486 --> 00:59:35,905 You know what? She's saving the best for last! 1104 00:59:35,989 --> 00:59:37,156 That's the way to do it. 1105 00:59:37,240 --> 00:59:39,033 -It just felt right. 1106 00:59:40,618 --> 00:59:43,371 Hey. Why didn't you ask me to bring the pizza? 1107 00:59:44,330 --> 00:59:46,958 All right, let's bust this bad boy open! 1108 00:59:47,542 --> 00:59:49,460 Starting with yours truly. 1109 00:59:50,503 --> 00:59:51,879 La, la, la... Oh. 1110 00:59:51,963 --> 00:59:53,506 -Who put this in? -I did. 1111 00:59:53,590 --> 00:59:54,424 It's just a bracelet. 1112 00:59:54,507 --> 00:59:56,509 It's not just a bracelet, I mean, 1113 00:59:56,593 --> 00:59:59,554 that piece of string was the most valuable thing in your life. 1114 00:59:59,637 --> 01:00:00,680 I guess. 1115 01:00:02,056 --> 01:00:03,349 Baseball. 1116 01:00:03,975 --> 01:00:06,311 -I am guessing you put that in. -Yeah, that was me. 1117 01:00:07,353 --> 01:00:09,230 This is when I hit a home run at Claremont Park. 1118 01:00:09,314 --> 01:00:11,608 Wait, I remember that! You came running off the field 1119 01:00:11,691 --> 01:00:13,735 and then you kissed me in front of your mom. Remember that? 1120 01:00:13,818 --> 01:00:16,487 Uh, no. No, I don't remember that. 1121 01:00:19,532 --> 01:00:21,659 All right. Yep, that's mine. 1122 01:00:22,035 --> 01:00:26,039 Ah, yes, the Linkin Park concert at the Crystal Ballroom. 1123 01:00:26,122 --> 01:00:28,291 - Linkin Park? Nerd. -What? 1124 01:00:28,374 --> 01:00:30,209 Linkin Park slaps. 1125 01:00:30,293 --> 01:00:31,169 Oof. 1126 01:00:31,252 --> 01:00:34,881 Hey, McClaren, remember this? This is when you hopped on the bandwagon, 1127 01:00:34,964 --> 01:00:37,717 -and wore this hat every single day. -Oh, my God. 1128 01:00:37,800 --> 01:00:40,094 Wait, Lara Jean, didn't you get a Seahawks T-shirt 1129 01:00:40,178 --> 01:00:42,013 'cause you were trying to impress John? 1130 01:00:42,555 --> 01:00:43,431 Uh, no. 1131 01:00:43,514 --> 01:00:45,975 If that's true, that's really cute. 1132 01:00:47,894 --> 01:00:50,855 Hey, uh, McClaren, remember when you had that stutter? 1133 01:00:53,024 --> 01:00:56,152 No... I just, I noticed you don't have it anymore. 1134 01:00:56,611 --> 01:00:58,237 Yeah, well, dude, thank you. Appreciate it. 1135 01:00:58,321 --> 01:01:00,365 I'm sure that my speech therapist 1136 01:01:00,448 --> 01:01:03,743 would love to know that her methods were successful. 1137 01:01:03,826 --> 01:01:04,786 It's all good. 1138 01:01:09,499 --> 01:01:12,085 This is to future Chris. 1139 01:01:12,460 --> 01:01:14,545 Well, that's me. 1140 01:01:15,338 --> 01:01:16,798 Whoa. Ha! 1141 01:01:17,757 --> 01:01:19,509 Genius then... 1142 01:01:20,760 --> 01:01:21,969 genius now. 1143 01:01:22,261 --> 01:01:23,137 Uh... 1144 01:01:23,221 --> 01:01:26,224 I don't know about that. I think a genius would know the time value of money. 1145 01:01:26,307 --> 01:01:29,060 You know how like a 20 dollar bill now is actually worth less 1146 01:01:29,143 --> 01:01:30,687 than it was six years ago. 1147 01:01:30,770 --> 01:01:32,105 -You really got me. -I know. 1148 01:01:32,188 --> 01:01:34,399 Mm-hmm. You're the last one left. What's inside? 1149 01:01:34,482 --> 01:01:36,776 Um, well, it's empty. 1150 01:01:36,859 --> 01:01:38,820 Impossible. You put something in there. We all did. 1151 01:01:38,903 --> 01:01:42,115 Well, I don't really know what to tell you because there's nothing in there. 1152 01:01:42,198 --> 01:01:44,409 Uh, does anyone want the last slice? 1153 01:01:45,660 --> 01:01:46,619 Too slow. 1154 01:01:49,122 --> 01:01:51,666 -What? -It's getting too crowded in here. 1155 01:01:51,749 --> 01:01:53,251 - Same. -Yeah, I'm out. 1156 01:01:53,334 --> 01:01:55,628 I can stick around and help you clean up if you want. 1157 01:01:56,254 --> 01:01:58,047 -I got it. - Oh, dude, 1158 01:01:58,131 --> 01:02:01,426 it's cool. I mean, I kinda helped make the mess. But it's fine, I don't mind-- 1159 01:02:01,509 --> 01:02:04,929 No, man. I think I can handle helping my girlfriend clean up. 1160 01:02:07,181 --> 01:02:08,266 Thank you, though. 1161 01:02:10,727 --> 01:02:12,520 I'll go down. You wanna hand me stuff? 1162 01:02:12,603 --> 01:02:13,604 Okay. 1163 01:02:13,855 --> 01:02:15,064 I'll see you tomorrow. 1164 01:02:15,773 --> 01:02:16,858 Sure. 1165 01:02:20,486 --> 01:02:23,489 Why didn't you tell McClaren that you and I are together? 1166 01:02:23,573 --> 01:02:26,033 Well, I wanted to. I tried to. There just was never a good time. 1167 01:02:26,117 --> 01:02:28,202 Yeah, there's usually not, when you're flirting. 1168 01:02:28,286 --> 01:02:30,371 Well, we weren't flirting. So... 1169 01:02:30,455 --> 01:02:33,332 Well, next time you need pizza, just ask me. I'll get it for you. 1170 01:02:33,416 --> 01:02:35,084 What is it with you and pizza? 1171 01:02:35,168 --> 01:02:36,544 It's not about pizza. 1172 01:02:36,627 --> 01:02:39,505 If he brings the pizza then it looks like you two threw the party. 1173 01:02:39,589 --> 01:02:40,965 It sort of was. 1174 01:02:41,257 --> 01:02:43,217 You can't do that, Lara Jean. 1175 01:02:43,551 --> 01:02:45,470 Not when you have a boyfriend. Doesn't look right. 1176 01:02:45,553 --> 01:02:46,387 Oh, right. 1177 01:02:46,471 --> 01:02:49,515 So, like, inviting your ex-girlfriend to your current girlfriend's party. 1178 01:02:49,599 --> 01:02:52,977 I did not invite her! Like, officially. I... 1179 01:02:53,060 --> 01:02:55,730 -I might've mentioned it. -Oh, yeah? When? 1180 01:02:57,648 --> 01:02:58,733 I don't know. 1181 01:02:59,025 --> 01:03:01,652 Why does it matter? You're the one who arranged the pizza. 1182 01:03:01,736 --> 01:03:05,114 -Okay, we're going around in circles. -Well, it's not supposed to be like this. 1183 01:03:05,198 --> 01:03:08,326 -Then, how's it supposed to be? -I don't know. Not like this though. 1184 01:03:09,952 --> 01:03:11,579 Does that mean you wanna break up? 1185 01:03:14,624 --> 01:03:16,918 Wait, what? No! Why would you say that? 1186 01:03:17,001 --> 01:03:18,002 I don't know. 1187 01:03:18,085 --> 01:03:21,589 Is that why you didn't tell John about us? So you'd keep your options open? 1188 01:03:21,672 --> 01:03:23,424 No! That's not the reason at all. 1189 01:03:24,342 --> 01:03:27,303 Okay, fine! Ever since we started dating for real, I don't know how to act. 1190 01:03:27,386 --> 01:03:29,055 I didn't read the girlfriend's handbook. 1191 01:03:29,138 --> 01:03:31,015 Girlfriend's handbook? Uh... what does that mean? 1192 01:03:31,098 --> 01:03:33,893 Like, little stuff. Like I remember Gen used to dress up for your games. 1193 01:03:33,976 --> 01:03:36,062 -Am I supposed to do that? -It's not just Gen. 1194 01:03:36,145 --> 01:03:38,022 Okay, all the girlfriends do that. 1195 01:03:38,105 --> 01:03:39,690 Okay, so, do you want me to? 1196 01:03:39,774 --> 01:03:42,068 I mean, no, not if you don't want to. 1197 01:03:42,652 --> 01:03:44,862 It would be nice, it would show that you care. 1198 01:03:44,946 --> 01:03:47,865 Oh, like sending a serenade to someone on Valentine's Day, maybe? 1199 01:03:47,949 --> 01:03:50,701 I... I didn't think that was your style. I mean... 1200 01:03:50,785 --> 01:03:51,953 Well, it's not my style. 1201 01:03:52,036 --> 01:03:53,454 Okay, so... 1202 01:04:10,596 --> 01:04:12,265 Let's never fight again, okay? 1203 01:04:15,685 --> 01:04:16,727 Okay. 1204 01:04:16,811 --> 01:04:17,854 I got this. 1205 01:04:27,238 --> 01:04:28,281 This way. 1206 01:05:24,086 --> 01:05:27,214 You have quite the ability to remain sneakily silent. 1207 01:05:32,261 --> 01:05:34,472 I know I should've told you about me and Peter. 1208 01:05:38,643 --> 01:05:39,685 It's okay. 1209 01:05:41,687 --> 01:05:42,730 Lara Jean, I... 1210 01:05:44,315 --> 01:05:45,650 I was just embarrassed. 1211 01:05:47,068 --> 01:05:48,945 'Cause I... I read it all wrong. 1212 01:05:50,071 --> 01:05:51,072 No. 1213 01:05:51,948 --> 01:05:53,699 It's totally my fault. 1214 01:05:55,284 --> 01:05:56,452 I'm sorry. 1215 01:06:10,841 --> 01:06:13,844 Since we're, um... Since we're coming clean 1216 01:06:14,637 --> 01:06:15,805 about stuff... 1217 01:06:16,597 --> 01:06:18,265 You know how you call me John Ambrose? 1218 01:06:19,141 --> 01:06:20,559 Everyone calls you that. 1219 01:06:21,185 --> 01:06:22,186 I know. 1220 01:06:23,479 --> 01:06:24,563 It's because of you. 1221 01:06:26,691 --> 01:06:27,733 What? 1222 01:06:30,111 --> 01:06:34,657 Before sixth grade, pretty much everybody called me John. 1223 01:06:35,866 --> 01:06:38,244 And then I met you, and you called me John Ambrose 1224 01:06:39,537 --> 01:06:44,166 and said how it was cool that we both went by our first and middle names. 1225 01:06:46,794 --> 01:06:48,295 I didn't wanna correct you, 1226 01:06:48,629 --> 01:06:51,757 I liked how we had something in common. 1227 01:06:53,300 --> 01:06:55,970 So I started telling people to call me John Ambrose. 1228 01:07:01,892 --> 01:07:02,935 Wow. 1229 01:07:04,020 --> 01:07:05,604 I don't know what to say. 1230 01:07:14,071 --> 01:07:15,406 Are we good, John... 1231 01:07:16,365 --> 01:07:17,491 Ambrose? 1232 01:07:20,870 --> 01:07:22,246 We've always been good. 1233 01:07:22,913 --> 01:07:23,831 Lara... 1234 01:07:24,623 --> 01:07:25,458 Jean. 1235 01:07:45,352 --> 01:07:47,605 Are we doing Brussels sprouts this year? 1236 01:07:47,688 --> 01:07:49,648 Ah, nobody really ate them last year. 1237 01:07:49,732 --> 01:07:53,027 Kitty says Fakesgiving's all about the potatoes anyway. 1238 01:07:53,110 --> 01:07:55,112 Okay. Then, I think we're good. 1239 01:07:56,113 --> 01:07:58,657 On second thought, I'll get us some Brussels. 1240 01:07:59,158 --> 01:08:00,659 -Hi. -What you doing? 1241 01:08:00,743 --> 01:08:01,994 You know, just... 1242 01:08:03,162 --> 01:08:04,663 making a soup. 1243 01:08:04,747 --> 01:08:06,290 -What you got there? 1244 01:08:06,373 --> 01:08:10,336 -Ah, these are good. -Yes, yeah, those are... those... 1245 01:08:11,629 --> 01:08:13,964 I'd never seen my dad with a crush. 1246 01:08:14,215 --> 01:08:15,841 But, there he was, 1247 01:08:15,925 --> 01:08:19,386 laughing nervously with his hands in his pockets. 1248 01:08:20,805 --> 01:08:22,348 He looks a little... 1249 01:08:22,973 --> 01:08:23,891 hopeless. 1250 01:08:26,477 --> 01:08:27,895 -Hi. -Hi. 1251 01:08:27,978 --> 01:08:31,482 I was supposed to get some Brussels sprouts but I got distracted... 1252 01:08:31,565 --> 01:08:33,275 -uh... for our... -Ah. I see. 1253 01:08:33,359 --> 01:08:35,194 -Fakesgiving. -Fakesgiving. 1254 01:08:36,487 --> 01:08:39,949 It's like regular Thanksgiving, but it's in March, 1255 01:08:40,032 --> 01:08:41,200 it's a family tradition. 1256 01:08:41,283 --> 01:08:42,618 Oh, my God, that's so fun. 1257 01:08:42,701 --> 01:08:43,911 You should come. 1258 01:08:44,787 --> 01:08:45,663 Yeah. 1259 01:08:46,914 --> 01:08:48,749 Oh, well, I-I don't wanna... 1260 01:08:49,542 --> 01:08:52,878 You don't wanna wait till November for turkey. 1261 01:08:54,046 --> 01:08:55,798 Right? You wanna come? 1262 01:08:55,881 --> 01:08:57,383 -Yeah, count me in. -Okay. 1263 01:08:58,175 --> 01:09:00,136 I'll, uh, I'll text ya the deets. 1264 01:09:00,219 --> 01:09:01,428 Okay. 1265 01:09:01,512 --> 01:09:04,390 -No one says that. -That's some nice lingo. 1266 01:09:04,473 --> 01:09:06,475 -I'm glad you're coming. -Me too. 1267 01:09:06,559 --> 01:09:08,519 But there's something that I should tell you. 1268 01:09:09,562 --> 01:09:11,689 You know that valentine that Dad sent you? 1269 01:09:12,898 --> 01:09:14,400 Kitty made that. 1270 01:09:14,608 --> 01:09:17,194 Wait, so you're telling me that the valentine 1271 01:09:17,278 --> 01:09:20,030 that was addressed to Mrs. Rothschild in glitter glue... 1272 01:09:21,115 --> 01:09:22,116 ...wasn't from your Dad? 1273 01:09:22,908 --> 01:09:24,577 Well, that is a plot twist. 1274 01:09:26,912 --> 01:09:28,914 Wait, did Dad get Brussels sprouts? 1275 01:09:28,998 --> 01:09:31,041 He did not get the Brussels sprouts. 1276 01:09:32,084 --> 01:09:33,043 Dad. 1277 01:09:34,545 --> 01:09:35,462 What? 1278 01:09:35,546 --> 01:09:36,714 -Get more. -Okay. 1279 01:09:36,797 --> 01:09:38,215 -That's not enough. -Okay. 1280 01:09:42,011 --> 01:09:43,637 Mm-hmm. 1281 01:09:45,181 --> 01:09:46,390 All right. 1282 01:09:47,141 --> 01:09:48,934 Is something wrong with the green beans? 1283 01:09:49,435 --> 01:09:51,145 Uh, they're just a little un-Covey. 1284 01:09:51,812 --> 01:09:55,024 No? I mean everything else on the table looks like it could be 1285 01:09:55,107 --> 01:09:56,942 in one of my mom's food and wine magazines. 1286 01:09:57,026 --> 01:09:58,652 -He noticed. - He's got a good eye. 1287 01:09:58,736 --> 01:10:01,322 It's silly, we do a little thing where I get a can of green beans. 1288 01:10:01,405 --> 01:10:04,992 No, it's symbolic. I mean, it's kind of, um, for Mom. 1289 01:10:05,075 --> 01:10:07,661 Okay, it sounds like there's a story there. 1290 01:10:07,745 --> 01:10:09,163 Is there a story? 1291 01:10:09,246 --> 01:10:14,752 Oh, when I was in college, I got invited to a Thanksgiving party in a dorm room. 1292 01:10:14,835 --> 01:10:17,671 But the weird thing is, it was the middle of March, 1293 01:10:17,755 --> 01:10:21,926 and the girl hosting it was the coolest girl I ever saw. 1294 01:10:22,176 --> 01:10:23,844 Evie, their mom. 1295 01:10:24,053 --> 01:10:28,515 And she thought it was unfair that the two best holidays of the year 1296 01:10:28,599 --> 01:10:31,560 were at the end of the year, right on top of each other and 1297 01:10:31,769 --> 01:10:33,979 we should just spread the love a little bit 1298 01:10:34,063 --> 01:10:36,023 and have a potluck for good ol' March. 1299 01:10:36,106 --> 01:10:39,693 Right, and at that potluck, when everyone made homemade goods, 1300 01:10:39,777 --> 01:10:41,278 Dad brought 1301 01:10:41,612 --> 01:10:43,197 -canned green beans. -Canned green beans. 1302 01:10:43,280 --> 01:10:44,615 -Right. 1303 01:10:44,698 --> 01:10:46,659 And she made fun of him the entire night. 1304 01:10:46,742 --> 01:10:49,203 She made so much fun of me, I thought she was really mad at me. 1305 01:10:49,286 --> 01:10:52,081 But after, her roommate told you that that's just how she flirts, right? 1306 01:10:52,164 --> 01:10:54,166 See, she teases you. 1307 01:10:55,000 --> 01:10:56,043 -Is that... -Nope. 1308 01:10:56,126 --> 01:10:57,169 Uh... 1309 01:10:58,545 --> 01:11:00,673 All right, well that is a really sweet tradition. 1310 01:11:00,756 --> 01:11:03,050 -Thanks for sharing that story. -Yeah, thanks. 1311 01:11:03,259 --> 01:11:05,552 Oh, there's one other tradition. 1312 01:11:05,886 --> 01:11:08,806 Yes. Newcomers have to eat the beans. 1313 01:11:08,889 --> 01:11:11,517 -Oh, I don't think that's necessary. -Oh, it is very necessary. 1314 01:11:11,600 --> 01:11:14,395 Mom made you eat them, and Margot made Josh, so... 1315 01:11:14,478 --> 01:11:17,273 Oh, well then, yeah. That sounds pretty set in stone. 1316 01:11:17,356 --> 01:11:18,315 Okay. 1317 01:11:18,774 --> 01:11:19,650 Bottoms up. 1318 01:11:19,733 --> 01:11:21,652 I don't mind. I like canned goods. 1319 01:11:21,735 --> 01:11:23,445 -That makes so much sense. 1320 01:11:23,988 --> 01:11:24,822 To Eve. 1321 01:11:24,905 --> 01:11:25,906 Evie. 1322 01:11:30,327 --> 01:11:31,370 Huh? 1323 01:11:31,620 --> 01:11:32,454 Nice? 1324 01:11:33,205 --> 01:11:34,623 You know what? It's not terrible. 1325 01:11:34,707 --> 01:11:35,541 -Right? -There you have it. 1326 01:11:35,624 --> 01:11:37,835 - That's what that is. -Can you pass the cranberry sauce? 1327 01:11:37,918 --> 01:11:40,462 I'll cut some turkey. Will you take this, hon? 1328 01:11:40,546 --> 01:11:42,131 -Yeah, of course. -Okay. 1329 01:11:43,841 --> 01:11:45,259 Okay, let's see here. 1330 01:11:45,342 --> 01:11:48,804 -You've done this before, right? -Dad, that's not totally necessary. 1331 01:11:52,308 --> 01:11:57,062 ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah Blackpink in your area! ♪ 1332 01:11:59,565 --> 01:12:01,859 ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 1333 01:12:04,278 --> 01:12:05,779 ♪ Here I come kickin' the door ♪ 1334 01:12:07,948 --> 01:12:10,034 ♪ Let's kill this love! ♪ 1335 01:12:12,536 --> 01:12:16,081 I may have had a few missteps at this whole girlfriend thing. 1336 01:12:17,416 --> 01:12:18,625 But not today. 1337 01:12:18,792 --> 01:12:20,878 ♪ Let's kill this love! ♪ 1338 01:12:22,421 --> 01:12:24,882 ♪ Rum, pum, pum, pum, pum, pum, pum ♪ 1339 01:12:30,387 --> 01:12:32,181 Yeah, yeah, whoo! 1340 01:12:32,264 --> 01:12:33,474 That last one hurt. 1341 01:12:33,557 --> 01:12:36,143 LJ! Like your look. Pete's gonna love it! 1342 01:12:39,438 --> 01:12:41,148 Dude, hey. Um... 1343 01:12:41,857 --> 01:12:42,775 What? 1344 01:12:47,279 --> 01:12:49,365 I don't know how to tell you this. 1345 01:12:49,865 --> 01:12:51,241 Well, just say it. 1346 01:12:52,034 --> 01:12:53,660 I just saw Peter and Gen together. 1347 01:12:55,621 --> 01:12:57,664 They seemed close. 1348 01:12:58,624 --> 01:13:00,876 Close like, um, how close? 1349 01:13:13,931 --> 01:13:14,765 Hi. 1350 01:13:14,848 --> 01:13:16,225 Were you with Gen today? 1351 01:13:18,018 --> 01:13:19,770 Uh, yeah. Yeah. 1352 01:13:20,187 --> 01:13:21,063 Here we go again. 1353 01:13:21,146 --> 01:13:23,565 Listen, she was upset because there's some 1354 01:13:23,649 --> 01:13:25,401 things happening with her mom and her dad 1355 01:13:25,484 --> 01:13:27,694 and she just wanted to talk to someone who understands. 1356 01:13:27,986 --> 01:13:29,405 -That's it. -That's it? 1357 01:13:29,488 --> 01:13:30,531 Kavinsky! Let's go! 1358 01:13:30,614 --> 01:13:32,366 Peter, that is everything. 1359 01:13:32,449 --> 01:13:35,035 She is trying to prove that no matter what is going on in your life, 1360 01:13:35,119 --> 01:13:37,121 when she calls, you come running. 1361 01:13:37,204 --> 01:13:38,997 And when push comes to shove, you pick her, 1362 01:13:39,081 --> 01:13:40,666 you pick her every single time. 1363 01:13:40,749 --> 01:13:41,750 That's bullshit. 1364 01:13:41,834 --> 01:13:43,419 Okay? I pick you. 1365 01:13:43,544 --> 01:13:45,963 Lara Jean, when there was an actual choice, I picked you. 1366 01:13:46,046 --> 01:13:48,507 An actual choice? Like, what does that even mean? 1367 01:13:48,590 --> 01:13:52,261 She took that video, I told her that if she ever hurt you again then we were done. 1368 01:13:54,430 --> 01:13:56,640 -So you knew? -Yeah, Lara Jean-- 1369 01:13:56,723 --> 01:13:57,683 You denied it. 1370 01:13:57,766 --> 01:14:00,769 Because you guys already have so much bad blood between you two. 1371 01:14:00,853 --> 01:14:02,438 I didn't-- Look, I was just trying to-- 1372 01:14:02,521 --> 01:14:04,314 To protect her. Like always. 1373 01:14:04,398 --> 01:14:05,899 No. To protect you. 1374 01:14:06,275 --> 01:14:07,734 - Peter. -Covey. 1375 01:14:07,818 --> 01:14:09,236 Seriously. Let's go. 1376 01:14:09,736 --> 01:14:11,780 Sorry, LJ, but, yeah. 1377 01:14:11,864 --> 01:14:13,490 Can we please talk about this later? 1378 01:14:13,574 --> 01:14:14,741 How did she know? 1379 01:14:14,825 --> 01:14:16,994 -What? -That night. 1380 01:14:17,077 --> 01:14:20,539 I said I was going to bed. And Gen knew exactly where you were. How did she know? 1381 01:14:25,586 --> 01:14:28,046 You were waiting at the hot tub for her, weren't you? 1382 01:14:28,172 --> 01:14:29,131 Peter! 1383 01:14:31,550 --> 01:14:34,887 You and I weren't, like, really together yet. 1384 01:14:36,430 --> 01:14:38,432 And that's why she took the video. 1385 01:14:40,517 --> 01:14:42,728 And if I hadn't come down to find you, 1386 01:14:42,811 --> 01:14:46,231 you and Gen would be together, and you and I would've never happened. 1387 01:14:50,152 --> 01:14:51,612 Maybe that's how it should be. 1388 01:14:54,573 --> 01:14:56,366 Don't say that. You don't mean that. 1389 01:14:58,035 --> 01:14:58,994 You should go. 1390 01:15:01,497 --> 01:15:03,207 -D-Don't do this, Covey. -Go. 1391 01:15:03,290 --> 01:15:06,793 No, we promised that we were not going to break each other's hearts. 1392 01:15:08,253 --> 01:15:11,882 Yeah, well, I think that we both made promises we couldn't keep. 1393 01:15:14,301 --> 01:15:15,302 Right. 1394 01:15:41,662 --> 01:15:42,996 I miss you, Mom. 1395 01:15:45,415 --> 01:15:47,251 I wish you could tell me what to do. 1396 01:16:04,226 --> 01:16:05,602 It's a quarter to eight. 1397 01:16:06,728 --> 01:16:07,688 I know. 1398 01:16:10,566 --> 01:16:11,525 Okay. 1399 01:16:34,506 --> 01:16:36,883 ♪ So I never really knew you ♪ 1400 01:16:36,967 --> 01:16:38,844 ♪ God, I really tried to ♪ 1401 01:16:38,969 --> 01:16:40,512 ♪ Blindsided ♪ 1402 01:16:40,971 --> 01:16:42,556 ♪ Addicted ♪ 1403 01:16:42,889 --> 01:16:46,768 ♪ Thought we could really do this But really I was foolish ♪ 1404 01:16:46,893 --> 01:16:50,731 ♪ Hindsight, it's obvious ♪ 1405 01:16:50,939 --> 01:16:54,484 ♪ Talking with my lawyer She said, "Where'd you find this guy?" ♪ 1406 01:16:54,568 --> 01:16:59,364 ♪ I said, "Young people fall in love With the wrong people sometimes" ♪ 1407 01:16:59,448 --> 01:17:02,951 ♪ Some mistakes get made That's all right, that's okay ♪ 1408 01:17:03,035 --> 01:17:05,162 ♪ You can think that you're in love ♪ 1409 01:17:05,245 --> 01:17:07,205 ♪ When you're really just in pain ♪ 1410 01:17:07,289 --> 01:17:11,001 ♪ Some mistakes get made That's all right, that's okay ♪ 1411 01:17:11,084 --> 01:17:13,045 ♪ In the end it's better for me ♪ 1412 01:17:13,128 --> 01:17:15,505 ♪ That's the moral of the story, babe ♪ 1413 01:17:23,639 --> 01:17:26,892 Everybody should be lined up in ten minutes 1414 01:17:26,975 --> 01:17:29,144 for our field trip to the Portland Aquarium. 1415 01:17:29,686 --> 01:17:32,856 Make sure to remember to bring your worksheets 1416 01:17:33,106 --> 01:17:36,610 and your permission slips. And don't forget about your buddies. 1417 01:17:36,693 --> 01:17:40,280 ♪ Some mistakes get made That's all right, that's okay ♪ 1418 01:17:40,364 --> 01:17:44,451 ♪ You can think that you're in love When you're really just in pain ♪ 1419 01:17:44,576 --> 01:17:48,330 ♪ Some mistakes get made That's all right, that's okay ♪ 1420 01:17:48,413 --> 01:17:52,459 ♪ In the end it's better for me That's the moral of the story, babe ♪ 1421 01:18:07,891 --> 01:18:11,978 ♪ They say It's better to have loved and lost ♪ 1422 01:18:12,396 --> 01:18:16,650 ♪ Than never to have loved at all ♪ 1423 01:18:16,733 --> 01:18:19,736 ♪ That could a load of shit ♪ 1424 01:18:20,445 --> 01:18:25,409 ♪ But I just need to tell you all ♪ 1425 01:18:42,634 --> 01:18:44,219 Oh. Um... 1426 01:18:45,345 --> 01:18:46,722 Do you want this back? 1427 01:18:50,392 --> 01:18:51,351 Yeah. 1428 01:18:53,895 --> 01:18:54,980 Yeah, sure. 1429 01:19:03,405 --> 01:19:05,532 -I can't do it. -Let me help. 1430 01:20:02,255 --> 01:20:09,221 ♪ They just wanna, they just wanna Girls just wanna have fun ♪ 1431 01:20:11,264 --> 01:20:14,142 ♪ I come home in the morning light ♪ 1432 01:20:14,226 --> 01:20:19,189 ♪ My mother says "When you gonna live your life right?" ♪ 1433 01:20:19,272 --> 01:20:23,235 ♪ Oh, mother dear We're not the fortunate ones ♪ 1434 01:20:23,318 --> 01:20:26,321 ♪ And girls, they wanna have fun ♪ 1435 01:20:28,657 --> 01:20:32,035 ♪ That's all they really want ♪ 1436 01:20:32,702 --> 01:20:36,289 ♪ Some fun ♪ 1437 01:20:36,706 --> 01:20:40,043 ♪ When the working day is done ♪ 1438 01:20:40,126 --> 01:20:42,420 ♪ Oh, girls, they wanna have fun ♪ 1439 01:20:42,504 --> 01:20:44,673 I thought that if Peter and I were together, 1440 01:20:44,756 --> 01:20:46,591 the two of us could get through anything. 1441 01:20:47,092 --> 01:20:48,510 I was wrong. 1442 01:20:48,593 --> 01:20:51,263 I don't know if that means our love wasn't true, 1443 01:20:51,346 --> 01:20:53,223 or that we just weren't ready for it. 1444 01:20:53,515 --> 01:20:55,642 But I do know we weren't honest with each other. 1445 01:20:55,725 --> 01:20:58,228 And that I haven't been honest with myself. 1446 01:20:58,645 --> 01:21:01,523 ♪ And girls just wanna have fun ♪ 1447 01:21:19,040 --> 01:21:25,714 ♪ In Massachusetts Only thirty minutes from Alewife ♪ 1448 01:21:28,216 --> 01:21:34,848 ♪ I lay in my room Wondering why I've got this life ♪ 1449 01:21:44,900 --> 01:21:45,859 Hey. 1450 01:21:46,526 --> 01:21:47,485 Hey. 1451 01:21:57,329 --> 01:21:59,456 I guess you know Peter and I broke up. 1452 01:22:00,957 --> 01:22:03,084 Yup, I heard something about that. 1453 01:22:09,049 --> 01:22:11,760 Part of the reason was because when he was with me, 1454 01:22:11,843 --> 01:22:14,471 I always thought he was thinking about you. 1455 01:22:15,847 --> 01:22:17,891 And that I would never be good enough. 1456 01:22:18,391 --> 01:22:21,019 I was convinced that he was never really gonna get over you. 1457 01:22:24,940 --> 01:22:27,400 And then I realized that 1458 01:22:27,901 --> 01:22:29,986 the person who couldn't get over you... 1459 01:22:31,821 --> 01:22:32,822 was me. 1460 01:22:41,957 --> 01:22:44,042 You probably don't remember this, but... 1461 01:22:45,210 --> 01:22:48,421 I put this in the time capsule because it's our friendship bracelet. 1462 01:23:04,062 --> 01:23:06,356 You know, you're way off about Peter. 1463 01:23:07,440 --> 01:23:09,317 He's crazy about you. 1464 01:23:09,985 --> 01:23:11,444 He tells me that himself. 1465 01:23:14,406 --> 01:23:18,326 And the reason that I call him is not to hurt you. 1466 01:23:19,995 --> 01:23:20,996 Just... 1467 01:23:21,997 --> 01:23:23,206 Um... 1468 01:23:27,460 --> 01:23:29,671 My parents are splitting up right now, 1469 01:23:30,130 --> 01:23:33,383 and it's just really confusing. 1470 01:23:37,637 --> 01:23:39,514 Peter's been through it, you know? 1471 01:23:58,450 --> 01:24:01,077 I hid this over there because 1472 01:24:01,161 --> 01:24:03,705 I didn't want you to know that I put the same thing in. 1473 01:24:10,170 --> 01:24:12,380 There's a Korean word my grandma taught me. 1474 01:24:12,630 --> 01:24:13,923 It's called jung. 1475 01:24:14,507 --> 01:24:17,510 It's the connection between two people that can't be severed. 1476 01:24:17,802 --> 01:24:19,262 Even when love turns to hate, 1477 01:24:19,387 --> 01:24:21,806 you will always have tenderness in your heart for them. 1478 01:24:22,348 --> 01:24:23,767 Gen and I have jung. 1479 01:24:23,850 --> 01:24:26,478 Part of us will always be tied to one another. 1480 01:24:27,020 --> 01:24:28,688 If I want to move forward, 1481 01:24:28,772 --> 01:24:31,733 I have to stop blaming Peter for having it with her, too. 1482 01:25:04,307 --> 01:25:07,185 ♪ Feeling out of control With your chemicals ♪ 1483 01:25:07,268 --> 01:25:12,315 ♪ What’s coming over me? It’s a total eclipse of rationality ♪ 1484 01:25:12,398 --> 01:25:14,567 Oh, there you are. Come in, sweetie. 1485 01:25:20,532 --> 01:25:21,574 You look amazing. 1486 01:25:21,658 --> 01:25:24,119 And you look like a girl not ready for the ball. 1487 01:25:24,202 --> 01:25:25,745 Yeah, well, I'm just a volunteer. 1488 01:25:25,829 --> 01:25:27,288 It'd be weird if I dressed up. 1489 01:25:27,372 --> 01:25:29,582 Ah. Oh, well... 1490 01:25:31,126 --> 01:25:33,628 I guess you won't be needing this, then. 1491 01:25:34,796 --> 01:25:37,340 Sort of a shame that you don't want to dress up. 1492 01:25:37,924 --> 01:25:39,634 Gosh, this would just... 1493 01:25:40,260 --> 01:25:41,803 look so lovely on you. 1494 01:25:42,804 --> 01:25:44,264 But, there you go. 1495 01:25:44,347 --> 01:25:45,390 Stormy. 1496 01:25:49,644 --> 01:25:50,812 Give me the dress. 1497 01:25:56,776 --> 01:25:57,861 How do I look? 1498 01:25:58,736 --> 01:26:00,321 The way you look 1499 01:26:00,905 --> 01:26:03,533 should be against the law. 1500 01:26:11,499 --> 01:26:12,709 ♪ Tonight ♪ 1501 01:26:16,087 --> 01:26:17,005 Wow. 1502 01:26:18,298 --> 01:26:19,257 Hi. 1503 01:26:23,720 --> 01:26:27,390 ♪ So I’m crashing here tonight ♪ 1504 01:26:31,477 --> 01:26:32,979 ♪ Tonight ♪ 1505 01:26:34,022 --> 01:26:37,358 ♪ Yeah, I’m crashing here tonight ♪ 1506 01:26:37,734 --> 01:26:38,902 You look great. 1507 01:26:39,152 --> 01:26:40,153 Thanks. 1508 01:26:40,236 --> 01:26:42,488 -I'm glad I decided to dress up. 1509 01:26:42,572 --> 01:26:43,615 Me too. 1510 01:26:44,240 --> 01:26:47,160 -It's my dad's. Yeah. -Oh, great. 1511 01:26:48,203 --> 01:26:49,537 -Shall we? 1512 01:26:49,746 --> 01:26:50,788 -Yes. -Yeah. 1513 01:26:51,831 --> 01:26:53,166 "It's my dad's"? 1514 01:26:56,419 --> 01:26:59,672 ♪ You should be dancing, yeah ♪ 1515 01:27:00,882 --> 01:27:03,593 ♪ Dancing, yeah ♪ 1516 01:27:15,146 --> 01:27:18,775 Come out from behind that table and come and enjoy yourselves. 1517 01:27:18,858 --> 01:27:21,736 These people are perfectly capable of serving their own punch. 1518 01:27:21,819 --> 01:27:23,279 We're supposed to be working. 1519 01:27:23,363 --> 01:27:24,489 Oh... 1520 01:27:26,658 --> 01:27:28,409 Convince her, would you? 1521 01:27:37,085 --> 01:27:39,462 Come on, ask her to dance. 1522 01:27:39,545 --> 01:27:40,755 What are you waiting for? 1523 01:27:41,839 --> 01:27:44,300 It seems as though they want us to dance. 1524 01:27:45,551 --> 01:27:48,429 As volunteers, I think we should give the people what they want. 1525 01:27:50,139 --> 01:27:53,142 ♪ I've been in the woods too long ♪ 1526 01:27:54,269 --> 01:27:57,188 ♪ I don't wanna come back home ♪ 1527 01:27:58,189 --> 01:28:01,025 ♪ I'm sorry if it's inconvenient ♪ 1528 01:28:07,740 --> 01:28:10,159 -We're finally dancing. -Mm-hmm. 1529 01:28:10,785 --> 01:28:11,786 I... 1530 01:28:12,537 --> 01:28:15,331 wanted to ask you to the sixth grade dance. 1531 01:28:16,332 --> 01:28:17,333 Yeah. 1532 01:28:18,376 --> 01:28:20,461 I actually went to your house. 1533 01:28:21,004 --> 01:28:23,506 I gathered up a whole bunch of sticks, 1534 01:28:24,173 --> 01:28:28,344 and I arranged them in the letters D-A-N-C-E, 1535 01:28:28,428 --> 01:28:31,931 with a little question mark at the end. Yeah. Right outside your window. 1536 01:28:33,558 --> 01:28:35,018 And then your dad came home. 1537 01:28:36,352 --> 01:28:37,562 I'm pretty sure he-- 1538 01:28:38,146 --> 01:28:40,148 Yeah, I'm pretty sure he thought that I was 1539 01:28:40,231 --> 01:28:41,858 cleaning people's yards. 1540 01:28:44,068 --> 01:28:46,154 So he gave me ten bucks, 1541 01:28:47,363 --> 01:28:50,450 and I just, I got super nervous. 1542 01:28:50,992 --> 01:28:52,076 So I went home. 1543 01:28:53,995 --> 01:28:55,288 I can't believe that. 1544 01:28:56,581 --> 01:28:57,582 Yeah. 1545 01:28:58,958 --> 01:29:01,627 It's actually-- It's kind of embarrassing now. 1546 01:29:03,338 --> 01:29:06,424 ♪ 'Cause I'm young as I'll ever be ♪ 1547 01:29:08,092 --> 01:29:10,094 I probably shouldn't have even told you that, I-- 1548 01:29:10,720 --> 01:29:12,263 I know you're with Kavinsky. 1549 01:29:15,600 --> 01:29:16,559 Um... 1550 01:29:17,352 --> 01:29:18,686 Him and I are... 1551 01:29:21,564 --> 01:29:22,607 Oh. 1552 01:29:23,941 --> 01:29:25,109 Are you okay? 1553 01:29:25,193 --> 01:29:28,321 ♪ Like I'm awake inside a dream ♪ 1554 01:29:29,530 --> 01:29:30,823 Let's get some air. 1555 01:29:36,621 --> 01:29:40,124 ♪ Like I'm awake inside a dream ♪ 1556 01:29:40,708 --> 01:29:43,461 ♪ Like I'm awake inside a... ♪ 1557 01:29:45,630 --> 01:29:46,589 Wow. 1558 01:29:48,841 --> 01:29:49,759 Come on. 1559 01:29:57,600 --> 01:30:00,770 God, I can't believe it's snowing this late in the year. 1560 01:30:02,939 --> 01:30:03,856 I mean, it'll... 1561 01:30:04,732 --> 01:30:05,817 probably melt by morning. 1562 01:30:05,900 --> 01:30:07,151 But-- 1563 01:30:08,986 --> 01:30:10,071 Okay! 1564 01:30:10,279 --> 01:30:11,948 -Okay. Okay. -No. 1565 01:30:12,031 --> 01:30:14,700 -You know where this is going, right? -No! No, no, no. No! 1566 01:30:17,453 --> 01:30:18,538 What are you doing? 1567 01:30:18,621 --> 01:30:19,997 Snow angels. 1568 01:30:28,464 --> 01:30:29,298 Are you cold? 1569 01:30:29,382 --> 01:30:30,550 -Yeah, I'm freezing. -Okay. 1570 01:30:32,301 --> 01:30:33,261 Come on. 1571 01:31:08,546 --> 01:31:09,630 It's Peter. 1572 01:31:15,219 --> 01:31:16,429 I'm sorry. 1573 01:31:47,919 --> 01:31:49,128 Lara Jean. 1574 01:31:49,921 --> 01:31:51,214 Are you all right, honey? 1575 01:31:52,131 --> 01:31:53,216 We kissed. 1576 01:31:55,885 --> 01:31:57,136 But, I... 1577 01:31:58,513 --> 01:32:00,515 I wanted him to be someone else. 1578 01:32:01,098 --> 01:32:02,308 Oh. 1579 01:32:08,356 --> 01:32:10,775 And now I feel like I ruined everything. 1580 01:32:10,858 --> 01:32:13,569 No, no. You're too hard on yourself. 1581 01:32:13,778 --> 01:32:16,197 Sometimes you have to kiss the wrong man 1582 01:32:16,572 --> 01:32:17,949 to know what's right. 1583 01:32:19,116 --> 01:32:20,201 I have. 1584 01:32:20,660 --> 01:32:22,995 More times than a lady should admit. 1585 01:32:25,957 --> 01:32:29,835 But what if it's too late? I mean, Peter and I, we broke up. 1586 01:32:30,044 --> 01:32:32,588 So what? Unbreak it. 1587 01:32:33,506 --> 01:32:35,299 If that's what you want. 1588 01:32:37,301 --> 01:32:38,678 And if he doesn't? 1589 01:32:39,762 --> 01:32:41,180 If he doesn't what? 1590 01:32:45,434 --> 01:32:46,477 Want me. 1591 01:32:48,187 --> 01:32:49,105 Well... 1592 01:32:50,189 --> 01:32:52,024 that will hurt like hell. 1593 01:32:52,900 --> 01:32:54,277 Yeah. 1594 01:33:00,992 --> 01:33:03,119 Okay. Uh, Stormy? 1595 01:33:03,828 --> 01:33:04,787 Mm-hmm. 1596 01:33:04,870 --> 01:33:07,290 Can I bring you back your dress tomorrow? 1597 01:33:08,916 --> 01:33:09,875 No. 1598 01:33:10,293 --> 01:33:11,586 Because it's yours. 1599 01:33:13,879 --> 01:33:15,548 -Thank you. -Mm-hmm. 1600 01:33:16,048 --> 01:33:17,300 I have... I have to go. 1601 01:33:17,383 --> 01:33:18,384 Go. 1602 01:33:45,244 --> 01:33:46,203 Peter. 1603 01:33:52,043 --> 01:33:54,545 You said you didn't like driving in the snow, right? 1604 01:34:06,015 --> 01:34:07,808 Break my heart, Covey. 1605 01:34:13,939 --> 01:34:17,276 Break my heart into a thousand pieces. 1606 01:34:22,782 --> 01:34:24,033 Do whatever you want. 1607 01:34:30,164 --> 01:34:31,165 I love you. 1608 01:34:35,086 --> 01:34:36,337 I love you, too. 1609 01:35:03,948 --> 01:35:07,076 When you light a lantern and send it into the sky, 1610 01:35:07,159 --> 01:35:09,078 you're supposed to make a wish. 1611 01:35:09,161 --> 01:35:13,332 I thought I wanted a promise that Peter and I would never hurt each other. 1612 01:35:13,791 --> 01:35:16,293 I wanted something that doesn't exist. 1613 01:35:16,377 --> 01:35:18,337 I wanted happily ever after. 1614 01:35:19,046 --> 01:35:22,842 But I know now that I don't want a love in half measures. 1615 01:35:23,175 --> 01:35:24,385 I want it all. 1616 01:35:24,468 --> 01:35:27,096 And to have it all, we have to risk it all. 1617 01:35:28,055 --> 01:35:31,225 If I could do it over, I wouldn't change a thing. 1618 01:35:31,892 --> 01:35:35,229 Because everything that's happened has brought us here. 1619 01:35:36,230 --> 01:35:38,149 This is our story. 1620 01:35:38,232 --> 01:35:40,067 And we're still at the beginning. 1621 01:35:40,943 --> 01:35:45,740 ♪ I don't really know a lot about love A lot about love, a lot about love ♪ 1622 01:35:45,823 --> 01:35:48,200 ♪ But you're in my head You're in my blood ♪ 1623 01:35:48,284 --> 01:35:50,911 ♪ And it feels so good It hurts so much ♪ 1624 01:35:50,995 --> 01:35:55,624 ♪ I don't really know a lot about love A lot about love, a lot about love ♪ 1625 01:35:55,708 --> 01:35:58,043 ♪ But you're in my head You're in my blood ♪ 1626 01:35:58,127 --> 01:36:00,713 ♪ And it feels so good It hurts so much ♪ 1627 01:36:02,923 --> 01:36:05,885 ♪ And it feels so good It hurts so much ♪ 1628 01:36:20,566 --> 01:36:23,027 ♪ But you're in my head You're in my blood ♪ 1629 01:36:23,110 --> 01:36:25,946 ♪ And it feels so good It hurts so much ♪ 1630 01:36:27,990 --> 01:36:32,286 ♪ Started in the strangest way Couldn't see it coming ♪ 1631 01:36:32,953 --> 01:36:36,916 ♪ Swept up in a hurricane Wouldn't give it up for nothing ♪ 1632 01:36:37,708 --> 01:36:40,461 ♪ Now I'm all caught up In the highs and the lows ♪ 1633 01:36:40,544 --> 01:36:42,630 ♪ It's a shock to my system ♪ 1634 01:36:43,005 --> 01:36:46,634 ♪I don't want to run away So I stay ♪ 1635 01:36:46,967 --> 01:36:51,305 ♪ My head gets messy when I try to hide ♪ 1636 01:36:52,014 --> 01:36:56,185 ♪ The things I love about you In my mind ♪ 1637 01:36:56,519 --> 01:37:00,940 ♪ I don't really know a lot about love A lot about love, a lot about love ♪ 1638 01:37:01,023 --> 01:37:03,943 ♪ But you're in my head You're in my blood ♪ 1639 01:37:04,026 --> 01:37:06,362 ♪ And it feels so good It hurts so much ♪ 1640 01:37:06,445 --> 01:37:11,242 ♪ I don't really know a lot about love A lot about love, a lot about love ♪ 1641 01:37:11,325 --> 01:37:13,661 ♪ But you're in my head You're in my blood ♪ 1642 01:37:13,744 --> 01:37:16,705 ♪ And it feels so good It hurts so much ♪ 1643 01:37:31,053 --> 01:37:33,430 ♪ But you're in my head You're in my blood ♪ 1644 01:37:33,514 --> 01:37:36,183 ♪ And it feels so good It hurts so much ♪ 1645 01:37:41,438 --> 01:37:44,149 ♪ I've heard stories ♪ 1646 01:37:44,567 --> 01:37:51,031 ♪ Love's got demons But I want to see them for myself ♪ 1647 01:37:53,409 --> 01:37:58,205 ♪ Here's my secret, in too deep ♪ 1648 01:37:58,289 --> 01:38:02,835 ♪ So you might Need to save me from myself ♪ 1649 01:38:04,336 --> 01:38:07,965 ♪ What if we grow up Get a house in the hills ♪ 1650 01:38:08,048 --> 01:38:10,467 ♪ With a pool and a grill and all that? ♪ 1651 01:38:10,551 --> 01:38:14,597 ♪ Jumping on shortcuts Never gonna feel like us ♪ 1652 01:38:16,599 --> 01:38:20,936 ♪ Be honest Even if it breaks my heart ♪ 1653 01:38:21,312 --> 01:38:23,564 ♪ Even if it leaves me scars ♪ 1654 01:38:23,647 --> 01:38:28,819 ♪ 'Cause if it hurts like hell I want it to hurt with you ♪ 1655 01:38:28,903 --> 01:38:32,698 ♪ Honest I wanna see the way you're flawed ♪ 1656 01:38:33,073 --> 01:38:35,367 ♪ Even if it makes it hard ♪ 1657 01:38:35,451 --> 01:38:41,373 ♪ 'Cause if it hurts like hell I want it to hurt with you ♪ 1658 01:38:44,960 --> 01:38:48,589 ♪ Hurt with you ♪ 1659 01:38:51,008 --> 01:38:52,551 ♪ Hurt with you ♪ 1660 01:38:52,635 --> 01:38:57,932 ♪ I remember How we used to hang out ♪ 1661 01:38:58,015 --> 01:39:01,727 ♪ In the treehouse all the time ♪ 1662 01:39:04,021 --> 01:39:08,984 ♪ Kinda miss it Kinda don't ♪ 1663 01:39:09,068 --> 01:39:13,447 ♪ 'Cause now we got More story left to write ♪ 1664 01:39:15,115 --> 01:39:18,744 ♪ What if we grow up Get a house in the hills ♪ 1665 01:39:18,827 --> 01:39:21,246 ♪ With a pool and a grill and all that? ♪ 1666 01:39:21,330 --> 01:39:25,376 ♪ Jumping on shortcuts Never gonna feel like us ♪ 1667 01:39:27,378 --> 01:39:31,715 ♪ Be honest Even if it breaks my heart ♪ 1668 01:39:32,091 --> 01:39:34,343 ♪ Even if it leaves me scars ♪ 1669 01:39:34,426 --> 01:39:39,598 ♪ 'Cause if it hurts like hell I want it to hurt with you ♪ 1670 01:39:39,682 --> 01:39:43,477 ♪ Honest I wanna see the way you're flawed ♪ 1671 01:39:43,852 --> 01:39:46,146 ♪ Even if it makes it hard ♪ 1672 01:39:46,230 --> 01:39:52,152 ♪ 'Cause if it hurts like hell I want it to hurt with you ♪ 1673 01:39:55,489 --> 01:39:59,159 ♪ Hurt with you ♪ 1674 01:40:01,537 --> 01:40:03,163 ♪ Hurt with you ♪ 1675 01:40:07,418 --> 01:40:10,921 ♪ Hurt with you ♪ 1676 01:40:55,507 --> 01:40:57,718 ♪ I'm better by myself ♪ 1677 01:40:57,801 --> 01:41:00,554 ♪ By myself, better by myself ♪ 1678 01:41:00,637 --> 01:41:02,723 ♪ I'm better by myself ♪ 1679 01:41:02,806 --> 01:41:05,517 ♪ By myself, better by myself ♪ 1680 01:41:05,601 --> 01:41:07,978 ♪ I'm better by myself ♪