WEBVTT 00:00:49.740 --> 00:00:51.300 (WATER LAPPING) 00:00:59.520 --> 00:01:01.490 CHRIS: When l was young 00:01:01.560 --> 00:01:04.750 l met this beautiful girl by a lake. 00:01:06.460 --> 00:01:08.360 Ow! Hey! Whoa! 00:01:08.800 --> 00:01:10.390 (GIRL LAUGHING) 00:01:10.460 --> 00:01:12.800 Scusi! Scusi! 00:01:15.340 --> 00:01:18.170 Dov'è la Svizzera? 00:01:19.040 --> 00:01:20.370 No capisce. 00:01:20.440 --> 00:01:23.810 No capisce? Où est la Suisse? 00:01:23.880 --> 00:01:25.280 Switzerland? 00:01:25.750 --> 00:01:27.340 Oh, Suisse. Yeah. 00:01:27.410 --> 00:01:30.380 Yeah, Switzerland. Hi. 00:01:30.450 --> 00:01:32.210 Oh, you're American? 00:01:33.050 --> 00:01:34.950 So are you? ANNIE: Yeah. 00:01:37.460 --> 00:01:41.190 Keep going till you smell money or step in chocolate. 00:01:42.800 --> 00:01:45.230 Okay. Thank you. 00:01:50.140 --> 00:01:52.630 Watch your head. You okay? 00:01:52.710 --> 00:01:53.970 l'm fine. 00:02:17.860 --> 00:02:19.390 Can l sit here? 00:02:22.900 --> 00:02:24.370 Actually, no. 00:02:25.040 --> 00:02:28.410 Two years ago, l reserved this specific area. 00:02:29.110 --> 00:02:30.770 What if l say please? 00:02:31.610 --> 00:02:33.600 That's the one exception. 00:02:49.630 --> 00:02:50.690 Oh. 00:02:50.760 --> 00:02:52.250 Careful there. 00:03:01.540 --> 00:03:03.440 You find Switzerland? 00:03:03.840 --> 00:03:05.970 Um... l did. 00:03:07.480 --> 00:03:09.210 l claimed it for Missouri. 00:03:09.280 --> 00:03:13.010 Planted my flag and sold beads to the natives. 00:03:14.920 --> 00:03:16.950 They had sandwiches there. 00:03:17.960 --> 00:03:19.690 l brought you some. 00:03:26.970 --> 00:03:28.200 l'm Ann. 00:03:30.400 --> 00:03:31.700 Collins. 00:03:31.770 --> 00:03:34.000 (lN SWISS ACCENT) The lady who discovered Switzerland. 00:03:34.070 --> 00:03:36.100 Read it all in the papers. 00:03:36.940 --> 00:03:38.600 l'm Chris Nielsen. 00:03:41.410 --> 00:03:43.710 How did you know l'd be here? 00:03:43.950 --> 00:03:46.150 Um... l didn't. 00:03:47.190 --> 00:03:48.550 (CHUCKLING) 00:04:01.500 --> 00:04:02.900 (EXCLAIMING) 00:04:14.110 --> 00:04:15.840 (CHILDREN LAUGHING) 00:04:18.690 --> 00:04:20.150 (DOG BARKING) 00:04:22.960 --> 00:04:24.860 (lNDISTINCT CHATTERING) 00:04:40.470 --> 00:04:42.200 (CHILDREN LAUGHING) 00:04:56.460 --> 00:04:57.950 Let's make out. 00:04:58.020 --> 00:04:59.390 (CHUCKLING) 00:05:02.600 --> 00:05:04.120 (ALL LAUGHING) 00:05:08.840 --> 00:05:09.960 You've got to eat something. 00:05:10.040 --> 00:05:12.160 No, l don't. l can get something at school. 00:05:12.240 --> 00:05:13.640 l know what! 00:05:13.910 --> 00:05:16.100 Well, Mom, l gotta carb up, l got a game. 00:05:16.210 --> 00:05:17.800 And a math test. 00:05:18.380 --> 00:05:19.970 Yeah, l'm ready. 00:05:20.180 --> 00:05:21.440 l'm cool. 00:05:23.380 --> 00:05:25.010 Mom, if you get me, 00:05:25.090 --> 00:05:28.450 l won't have to wait at his incredibly boring game. 00:05:28.520 --> 00:05:30.750 Sorry, Marie, l have a meeting. 00:05:31.190 --> 00:05:33.320 Angie's gonna pick you up 00:05:33.560 --> 00:05:35.760 before she gets your brother. 00:05:36.230 --> 00:05:38.250 l'll let her take the van. 00:05:39.700 --> 00:05:41.760 l'll see your chorus thing tomorrow. 00:05:41.840 --> 00:05:42.890 l thought you couldn't. 00:05:42.970 --> 00:05:44.840 l don't wanna miss it. 00:05:45.340 --> 00:05:46.860 We're late, guys! 00:05:46.940 --> 00:05:48.810 l'll pull out the van. 00:05:50.910 --> 00:05:52.970 Hey, ace it, okay? Yeah. 00:05:54.780 --> 00:05:56.040 Love you. 00:06:02.460 --> 00:06:03.720 Do you... 00:06:05.390 --> 00:06:07.490 Do you want his breakfast? 00:06:07.560 --> 00:06:09.050 (HORN HONKING) 00:06:10.430 --> 00:06:11.900 (ENGINE STARTING) 00:06:11.970 --> 00:06:13.520 You mother puts healthy stuff in. 00:06:13.600 --> 00:06:16.630 Don't trade it... For chips and cookies. l know. 00:06:43.930 --> 00:06:47.390 CHRIS: lt was the last time Annie and l saw them alive. 00:07:03.350 --> 00:07:06.650 MINISTER: When death claims the life of our children 00:07:08.790 --> 00:07:12.380 we are left with too many questions. 00:07:15.260 --> 00:07:18.820 How do we make sense of the feelings we're left with? 00:07:21.940 --> 00:07:24.130 The Gospel according to Luke, 00:07:24.470 --> 00:07:25.940 even the First Corinthians, 00:07:26.010 --> 00:07:30.570 tell us of the extraordinary paradise that awaits us. 00:07:58.000 --> 00:07:59.730 (CHILDREN LAUGHING) 00:08:00.710 --> 00:08:02.940 (WOMAN CHATTERING ON PA SYSTEM) 00:08:09.650 --> 00:08:12.180 Okay. The lucky winner is 00:08:13.020 --> 00:08:14.250 Jacobs. 00:08:14.320 --> 00:08:15.790 Stacy Jacobs. 00:08:22.760 --> 00:08:25.630 Hello, Stacy, l'm Dr. Nielsen. 00:08:26.700 --> 00:08:27.720 Hi. 00:08:28.470 --> 00:08:30.030 Ah, too late. 00:08:31.840 --> 00:08:33.970 Oh! Nice stream. 00:08:34.040 --> 00:08:36.770 He's feeling better. He waited 10 years. 00:08:37.480 --> 00:08:39.570 Stacy Jacobs! 00:08:41.310 --> 00:08:43.210 What were you thinking? 00:08:43.850 --> 00:08:45.370 lt's all right. 00:08:45.450 --> 00:08:47.820 My kid used to say, "What's the difference? 00:08:47.890 --> 00:08:50.080 "You weren't looking anyway." 00:08:51.120 --> 00:08:52.750 You like rabbits? 00:08:53.560 --> 00:08:55.460 Yes? Then go like this. 00:08:57.730 --> 00:08:58.820 Good. 00:08:59.800 --> 00:09:00.990 Ready? 00:09:05.270 --> 00:09:06.600 (GRUNTING) 00:09:06.770 --> 00:09:08.830 We've given her MRls and... Whoa! 00:09:08.910 --> 00:09:10.810 Wild rabbit. Watch out. 00:09:12.680 --> 00:09:14.910 And also a CAT scan, l believe. 00:09:16.450 --> 00:09:20.250 Look at that. Stacy, you have more pictures than a supermodel. 00:09:21.120 --> 00:09:22.610 Do you ever wear glasses? 00:09:22.690 --> 00:09:24.890 No, she doesn't need glasses. 00:09:25.230 --> 00:09:26.560 Does your head hurt a lot? 00:09:26.630 --> 00:09:27.890 All the time. 00:09:27.960 --> 00:09:30.020 l want you to do something for me. 00:09:30.100 --> 00:09:33.430 Cup your hand, cover your nose and mouth like this. 00:09:33.500 --> 00:09:34.590 And just breathe in and out. 00:09:34.670 --> 00:09:36.000 WOMAN: (ON lNTERCOM) Mrs. Nielsen on four. 00:09:36.070 --> 00:09:37.590 That's my wife. 00:09:37.800 --> 00:09:40.600 lf you can do it longer than she can talk, 00:09:41.140 --> 00:09:42.270 that's an achievement. 00:09:43.880 --> 00:09:46.140 Christy, l've got a meltdown. 00:09:46.210 --> 00:09:47.870 Okay, take a breath. 00:09:47.950 --> 00:09:50.640 Eight pieces from Germany never arrived. 00:09:51.750 --> 00:09:54.190 l've gotta choose replacements the night before the opening, 00:09:54.250 --> 00:09:57.620 get them down here and re-hang them, re-light them and l... 00:09:57.690 --> 00:09:58.710 (SIGHING) 00:09:58.790 --> 00:10:00.190 Okay, focus. 00:10:01.830 --> 00:10:04.730 lt's our Double D-anniversary. l'm ruining it. 00:10:04.800 --> 00:10:06.320 Double D, yeah. 00:10:06.430 --> 00:10:09.130 l'm sorry, Christy, l can't leave here. 00:10:10.100 --> 00:10:11.430 l'm sorry. 00:10:15.910 --> 00:10:19.350 Tell you what, how about this. 00:10:20.110 --> 00:10:22.240 How about the Hudson Rivers? 00:10:23.680 --> 00:10:25.240 That gives us three. 00:10:25.320 --> 00:10:27.980 And the Hollenbeck, 00:10:28.690 --> 00:10:34.180 and the, uh, Hennik 16, 19 and 23, 00:10:34.560 --> 00:10:35.890 and the bridge. 00:10:35.960 --> 00:10:37.400 But they're in Fairfield. 00:10:37.460 --> 00:10:39.660 l don't have anybody to send. 00:10:39.970 --> 00:10:41.200 l'll drop by after work. 00:10:41.270 --> 00:10:44.330 l'll get them and take 'em to the gallery, huh? 00:10:45.770 --> 00:10:47.100 You'd do that for me? 00:10:47.170 --> 00:10:48.770 Only if you're incredibly grateful. 00:10:49.740 --> 00:10:52.910 Hey, that's a chance to show yours. 00:10:53.550 --> 00:10:55.070 lt's very sexy. 00:10:59.020 --> 00:11:00.580 (BOTH BREATHING) 00:11:01.650 --> 00:11:03.150 Okay, weirdo. 00:11:04.290 --> 00:11:06.780 l'll be home late, but l'll be home. 00:11:10.960 --> 00:11:12.630 l love you, Bella. 00:11:13.230 --> 00:11:14.830 l love you, too. 00:11:16.640 --> 00:11:17.690 Bye. 00:11:21.410 --> 00:11:23.240 Stacy, do you like art? 00:11:23.310 --> 00:11:26.210 My wife fixes paintings and also makes some. 00:11:26.750 --> 00:11:31.240 To me, paintings are the most important interesting thing in the world 00:11:31.620 --> 00:11:33.350 next to your brain. 00:11:34.020 --> 00:11:36.110 You feel better, don't you? 00:11:36.890 --> 00:11:38.620 (SCOFFS) Migraines. 00:11:46.400 --> 00:11:48.600 l said, "l love you, Bella." 00:11:49.670 --> 00:11:51.690 l'll always remember that. 00:11:52.870 --> 00:11:54.860 At least l got to say it. 00:11:56.240 --> 00:11:57.970 (CAR HORNS BLARING) 00:12:05.550 --> 00:12:07.210 (TIRES SCREECHING) 00:12:13.760 --> 00:12:14.950 (GASPS) 00:12:28.040 --> 00:12:29.510 (BABY CRYING) 00:12:30.240 --> 00:12:31.230 You all right? 00:12:31.310 --> 00:12:32.970 WOMAN: l think so. 00:12:38.480 --> 00:12:40.080 (SHUDDERING) l'm a doctor. 00:12:40.150 --> 00:12:41.520 Don't move. 00:12:41.590 --> 00:12:43.250 (TIRES SCREECHING) 00:12:52.170 --> 00:12:54.460 (MAN CHATTERING ON POLICE RADIO) 00:12:58.140 --> 00:13:00.040 (lNDISTINCT CHATTERING) 00:13:07.380 --> 00:13:08.750 MAN: Chris? 00:13:09.020 --> 00:13:10.010 CHRIS: Hmm? 00:13:10.080 --> 00:13:11.880 Do you know what's happened? 00:13:12.790 --> 00:13:14.850 Yeah. l had a bad piece of fish before bed. 00:13:14.920 --> 00:13:16.250 (CHUCKLES) 00:13:18.490 --> 00:13:20.150 (MONITORS BEEPING) 00:13:20.290 --> 00:13:22.630 Who are you? A doc? 00:13:23.860 --> 00:13:25.830 Are you operating on me? 00:13:27.770 --> 00:13:29.170 Who are you? 00:13:30.500 --> 00:13:32.270 Why can't l see you? 00:13:33.070 --> 00:13:34.800 (BEEPING lNCREASES) 00:13:42.520 --> 00:13:43.980 (DOG BARKING) 00:13:45.720 --> 00:13:48.480 CHRIS: Ginger, you see me? 00:13:49.120 --> 00:13:52.110 MAN: (CHUCKLING) She does. Dogs are different. 00:13:53.630 --> 00:13:55.290 Can you see me now? 00:13:55.360 --> 00:13:56.420 CHRIS: ls that you, Doc? 00:13:56.500 --> 00:13:58.020 Why are you so blurred? 00:13:58.100 --> 00:14:00.430 l'll get clearer when you want me to, Chris. 00:14:00.500 --> 00:14:03.090 Confused how you got home so fast? 00:14:03.170 --> 00:14:06.160 Dreams don't deal in time. Time doesn't count. 00:14:06.910 --> 00:14:08.770 (lNDISTINCT MUTTERING) 00:14:16.580 --> 00:14:18.310 You've died, Chris. 00:14:19.390 --> 00:14:21.180 You have to be a dream, Doc. 00:14:21.250 --> 00:14:23.590 Doc, if l were dead, would l need you to tell me? 00:14:23.660 --> 00:14:25.120 l guess you do. 00:14:25.190 --> 00:14:26.990 Everyone's different. 00:14:30.700 --> 00:14:33.220 l wish everybody would go home. l know. 00:14:33.300 --> 00:14:35.170 CHRIS: How come l see everyone? 00:14:35.230 --> 00:14:38.030 Everybody but... l'm the one you don't want to see. 00:14:38.100 --> 00:14:40.100 You don't wanna be dead. 00:14:41.340 --> 00:14:43.930 ANNIE: The kids were so young at that time. 00:14:44.010 --> 00:14:46.910 DOC: What you want to remember is your kids. 00:14:49.050 --> 00:14:52.110 (CHILDREN LAUGHING) When they were still alive. 00:15:03.860 --> 00:15:06.800 When she goes to the hospital, l'm going too. 00:15:17.240 --> 00:15:19.300 Marie, Katie's not... 00:15:21.680 --> 00:15:24.280 Katie's not going there to get better. 00:15:26.320 --> 00:15:27.480 Sugar? 00:15:28.690 --> 00:15:31.780 They're gonna give her a shot, and it's not gonna hurt, 00:15:31.860 --> 00:15:33.090 and she'll fall asleep. 00:15:33.160 --> 00:15:35.290 You're going to kill my dog? 00:15:35.730 --> 00:15:37.960 l'm going to help her die, yes. 00:15:41.330 --> 00:15:43.960 Honey, she hurts very... 00:15:47.610 --> 00:15:48.940 Very badly. 00:15:49.010 --> 00:15:51.440 And nothing can help her. l'm going to stop that, 00:15:51.510 --> 00:15:53.240 because l love her. 00:15:53.380 --> 00:15:55.250 You're killing my dog. 00:15:56.880 --> 00:15:58.370 You get angry. 00:15:59.320 --> 00:16:00.910 Death does that. 00:16:03.460 --> 00:16:05.320 What'll happen to her? 00:16:08.030 --> 00:16:09.120 Um... 00:16:09.800 --> 00:16:11.820 She'll go where we all go. 00:16:13.430 --> 00:16:15.400 And how can that be bad? 00:16:20.540 --> 00:16:22.270 (CHILDREN LAUGHING) 00:16:27.210 --> 00:16:28.870 IAN: Oh, my leg! 00:16:32.520 --> 00:16:34.010 (BOTH SIGHING) 00:16:35.350 --> 00:16:37.880 IAN: Thanks for not listening to Mom. 00:16:39.590 --> 00:16:41.560 About what? l don't know. 00:16:41.860 --> 00:16:44.390 Just coming out here. This whole day. 00:16:44.460 --> 00:16:47.330 She didn't want us doing this, because of 00:16:47.930 --> 00:16:49.560 grades and stuff. 00:16:51.570 --> 00:16:53.560 Your mother and l talked. 00:16:56.310 --> 00:16:58.540 We always listen to each other. 00:17:02.050 --> 00:17:04.450 So, l mean, what'd you talk about? 00:17:06.690 --> 00:17:09.120 About taking you out of Head-Royce. 00:17:11.720 --> 00:17:13.850 The school is wrong for you. 00:17:17.560 --> 00:17:19.900 MINISTER: While this is a time... 00:17:20.070 --> 00:17:22.030 CHRIS: Where are we now? 00:17:23.100 --> 00:17:26.560 DOC: Where we all want to stay. This is your funeral. 00:17:28.440 --> 00:17:29.810 (CHUCKLING) 00:17:30.080 --> 00:17:32.570 What am l on? You're real fuzzy. 00:17:34.180 --> 00:17:35.980 (MINISTER CHATTERING) 00:17:40.890 --> 00:17:43.580 At least you're willing to see yourself. 00:17:43.760 --> 00:17:45.720 You're losing your fear. 00:17:46.430 --> 00:17:47.520 Fear? 00:17:48.160 --> 00:17:50.150 Thought you disappeared? 00:17:50.900 --> 00:17:52.260 You didn't. 00:17:53.200 --> 00:17:54.720 You only died. 00:17:58.000 --> 00:18:02.440 A woman, who lost her children just four years ago. 00:18:03.640 --> 00:18:05.980 Every day in the Lord's Prayer... 00:18:06.810 --> 00:18:07.870 Celia. 00:18:07.950 --> 00:18:10.420 (CHUCKLING) Come on. Whoa. 00:18:11.920 --> 00:18:13.720 (MINISTER CHATTERING) 00:18:36.580 --> 00:18:37.910 (SHUSHING) 00:19:17.250 --> 00:19:20.010 This one is a present for me. 00:19:22.090 --> 00:19:24.320 lt's our Double D-anniversary. 00:19:24.720 --> 00:19:26.690 Kind of our special day. 00:19:29.030 --> 00:19:30.960 lt's her version of our place. 00:19:31.030 --> 00:19:32.120 Your place? 00:19:32.200 --> 00:19:33.930 Where we first met. 00:19:35.400 --> 00:19:38.030 Where we were going to retire, l guess. 00:19:39.000 --> 00:19:40.730 Live out our lives. 00:19:40.840 --> 00:19:42.710 Be old farts together. 00:19:44.610 --> 00:19:46.010 Right there. 00:19:46.650 --> 00:19:48.550 That's our dream house. 00:19:49.850 --> 00:19:51.750 That one's me, l guess. 00:19:53.850 --> 00:19:55.820 The blurry one is Annie. 00:19:56.560 --> 00:19:58.750 Looks a little familiar, Doc. 00:20:01.090 --> 00:20:02.420 (LAUGHING) 00:20:07.300 --> 00:20:11.240 The funeral is over. Why is this going on past the funeral? 00:20:15.240 --> 00:20:16.970 ANNIE: Dear Diary, 00:20:17.140 --> 00:20:18.800 l'm writing in your bullshit pages 00:20:18.880 --> 00:20:21.400 because my shrink is crazier than me. 00:20:22.150 --> 00:20:24.140 He thinks you're therapy. 00:20:24.820 --> 00:20:27.810 He figures, if two babies can hammer me into a psycho ward, 00:20:27.890 --> 00:20:29.790 what'll l do with this? 00:20:30.820 --> 00:20:32.310 He's so stupid. 00:20:33.490 --> 00:20:35.860 He thinks he pulled me through the breakdown 00:20:35.930 --> 00:20:37.920 when it was only Christy. 00:20:38.330 --> 00:20:40.300 Always. Only Chris. 00:20:40.830 --> 00:20:41.990 Jesus. 00:20:42.500 --> 00:20:44.800 l was looking through his postcards. 00:20:44.870 --> 00:20:47.000 Paintings were his obsession. 00:20:47.070 --> 00:20:50.440 He used art as another way to love me, to help me. 00:20:51.510 --> 00:20:53.600 To keep us always together. 00:20:54.280 --> 00:20:55.750 CHRIS: Annie. 00:20:58.580 --> 00:21:00.110 l'm here, babe. 00:21:01.350 --> 00:21:02.840 l still exist. 00:21:05.260 --> 00:21:07.120 You're thinking of me. 00:21:07.530 --> 00:21:09.290 Keep thinking of me. 00:21:10.660 --> 00:21:12.290 Come on, with me. 00:21:13.100 --> 00:21:15.070 You were always with me. 00:21:15.170 --> 00:21:18.870 The people who finished each other's sentences. Remember us? 00:21:21.310 --> 00:21:24.000 l still exist. 00:21:26.080 --> 00:21:27.570 l still exist! 00:21:31.020 --> 00:21:32.880 l still exist. 00:21:35.150 --> 00:21:36.880 Just write it down. 00:21:39.430 --> 00:21:40.920 Write it down. 00:21:44.930 --> 00:21:46.520 "This is Chris." 00:21:47.730 --> 00:21:49.500 (ANNIE SIGHING) 00:21:49.770 --> 00:21:51.960 "This is Chris." 00:21:59.010 --> 00:22:00.100 "l 00:22:02.820 --> 00:22:04.080 "still 00:22:08.020 --> 00:22:09.280 "exist." 00:22:20.330 --> 00:22:21.560 Read it. 00:22:22.470 --> 00:22:23.700 Read it. 00:22:54.970 --> 00:22:56.490 (ANNIE SOBBING) 00:22:59.340 --> 00:23:01.670 CHRIS: Christ, when does it end? 00:23:02.780 --> 00:23:04.970 DOC: There's no rules, Chris. 00:23:05.240 --> 00:23:07.110 lt ends when you want. 00:23:07.910 --> 00:23:09.180 Where were you? 00:23:09.250 --> 00:23:10.770 Someplace else. 00:23:11.620 --> 00:23:14.520 You think l'm a figment of your imagination? 00:23:14.590 --> 00:23:16.610 lt's real. She's real. You're real. 00:23:16.690 --> 00:23:17.990 lt's all real. 00:23:18.060 --> 00:23:20.390 That's the point if there is one. 00:23:21.490 --> 00:23:24.400 lt's over when you stop wanting to hurt her. 00:23:37.140 --> 00:23:38.770 (ANNIE SNIFFLING) 00:23:41.450 --> 00:23:42.680 Forever. 00:23:54.730 --> 00:23:56.390 Don't worry, baby. 00:23:58.460 --> 00:24:00.490 l'm not leaving you alone. 00:24:01.070 --> 00:24:02.300 l'm not going anywhere. 00:24:02.370 --> 00:24:03.730 (SCREAMING) 00:24:07.170 --> 00:24:08.440 (SOBBING) 00:24:24.490 --> 00:24:25.980 Goodbye, babe. 00:24:30.960 --> 00:24:32.230 (SIGHING) 00:24:54.990 --> 00:24:56.580 (BIRDS CHIRPING) 00:25:11.300 --> 00:25:13.070 (lNSECTS CHITTERING) 00:25:34.560 --> 00:25:35.930 (CHUCKLING) 00:25:38.600 --> 00:25:40.070 (DOG BARKING) 00:25:53.050 --> 00:25:54.880 Katie, it's you! 00:25:56.110 --> 00:25:57.840 You're young again! 00:25:58.820 --> 00:25:59.980 Katie! 00:26:02.220 --> 00:26:03.690 Come here, Katie. 00:26:03.760 --> 00:26:05.090 (LAUGHING) 00:26:06.760 --> 00:26:07.920 Katie. 00:26:11.400 --> 00:26:12.860 Come on, hey! 00:26:12.970 --> 00:26:14.430 (KATIE BARKING) 00:26:14.500 --> 00:26:16.160 Boy, l screwed up. 00:26:17.170 --> 00:26:18.830 l'm in dog heaven. 00:26:28.950 --> 00:26:32.210 A place where we all go can't be bad, can it, girl? 00:27:00.380 --> 00:27:03.310 Maybe l'm not in your heaven after all, girl! 00:27:03.580 --> 00:27:05.070 Maybe you're in mine! 00:27:05.150 --> 00:27:06.620 (KATIE BARKS) 00:27:12.490 --> 00:27:14.930 Annie! 00:27:35.210 --> 00:27:36.580 (SQUISHING) 00:27:48.730 --> 00:27:51.290 DOC: Chris, what the hell have you done? 00:27:51.360 --> 00:27:53.890 That's not how you use a stethoscope! 00:27:54.270 --> 00:27:55.670 Albert Lewis? 00:27:55.730 --> 00:28:00.500 Last time you saw me l was 63, stretched out on a cardiac ward! 00:28:00.570 --> 00:28:01.560 (LAUGHING) 00:28:01.640 --> 00:28:03.940 You thought l was old and decrepit, huh? 00:28:04.010 --> 00:28:06.310 Talking about "Ah, can't go on!" 00:28:08.080 --> 00:28:10.710 Who wants to be 63 throughout eternity? 00:28:11.020 --> 00:28:12.250 Look at you on the water! 00:28:12.320 --> 00:28:14.620 Well, hello! Come on. 00:28:15.320 --> 00:28:18.310 Walk along, feel the beat! 00:28:18.460 --> 00:28:20.080 Dancing on water! 00:28:20.390 --> 00:28:21.920 Smooth as ever! 00:28:23.600 --> 00:28:25.220 And that was you, 00:28:26.300 --> 00:28:29.360 just now, when l died. 00:28:30.300 --> 00:28:33.970 l thought you recognized me, because you called me "Doc". 00:28:34.170 --> 00:28:36.270 Me being your favorite doc. 00:28:36.610 --> 00:28:41.600 Could you lend me a hand? l'm up to my ass in problems again, Chief. 00:28:42.550 --> 00:28:44.680 Oh, Chris. 00:28:46.890 --> 00:28:48.220 Come here. 00:28:49.320 --> 00:28:51.310 You are still kinda ugly. 00:28:53.490 --> 00:28:55.590 You taught me a lot, Chief. 00:28:55.860 --> 00:28:57.020 Nice place you got here. 00:28:57.100 --> 00:28:59.890 No, no. Nice place you got here. 00:29:00.300 --> 00:29:01.290 Me? 00:29:01.370 --> 00:29:03.560 Sure, you're making all this. 00:29:04.100 --> 00:29:08.540 We're insecure at first, so we need safety and comfort. 00:29:08.770 --> 00:29:10.740 We all paint our surroundings, Chris. 00:29:10.810 --> 00:29:13.940 But you're the first guy l know to use real paint! 00:29:14.010 --> 00:29:16.610 There's so much here she didn't paint. 00:29:18.520 --> 00:29:20.040 Like that bird. 00:29:21.390 --> 00:29:24.690 Annie gave you a start, like holding onto handrails. 00:29:24.920 --> 00:29:26.950 You're creating a world. 00:29:27.290 --> 00:29:31.290 From your imagination, from paintings you love, anything you want. 00:29:31.760 --> 00:29:33.530 Why doesn't it move? 00:29:33.730 --> 00:29:35.830 lt will when you want it to. 00:29:39.940 --> 00:29:41.300 (SQUAWKING) 00:29:42.840 --> 00:29:45.070 Oh-hoh! You go, boy! 00:29:45.140 --> 00:29:46.170 Can l make it dive? 00:29:46.240 --> 00:29:47.770 You're the painter now! 00:29:47.850 --> 00:29:49.440 lt's your world. 00:29:49.550 --> 00:29:51.180 (CHRIS SCREAMING) 00:29:51.850 --> 00:29:53.180 (WHOOPING) 00:29:54.020 --> 00:29:55.510 Look at it go! 00:29:56.860 --> 00:29:58.850 How about turquoise wings? 00:29:58.920 --> 00:30:00.260 Turquoise! 00:30:00.330 --> 00:30:03.230 And a little mauve, all right! 00:30:03.360 --> 00:30:04.990 (ALBERT WHOOPING) 00:30:19.810 --> 00:30:21.440 l didn't do that. 00:30:21.580 --> 00:30:22.810 No, l did. 00:30:22.880 --> 00:30:25.780 When we're together it's like dual controls. 00:30:26.050 --> 00:30:28.040 Can l make elephants fly? 00:30:29.250 --> 00:30:31.350 Didn't Annie paint a house? 00:30:36.390 --> 00:30:38.660 Yeah, it's our dream house. 00:30:41.700 --> 00:30:43.930 Just a stroll across the water. 00:30:45.270 --> 00:30:47.100 Let's take the shortcut. 00:30:51.910 --> 00:30:53.040 Nice shortcut. 00:30:53.110 --> 00:30:54.980 lt's easy, look at me! 00:30:55.210 --> 00:30:56.270 l'm gonna drown. 00:30:56.350 --> 00:30:58.980 ALBERT: You can't. You're already dead. 00:30:59.280 --> 00:31:02.150 Oh. Am l... Am l really here? 00:31:03.020 --> 00:31:05.050 What do you mean by "you"? 00:31:05.120 --> 00:31:07.250 Are you your arm or your leg? 00:31:07.490 --> 00:31:09.360 Partly. Really? 00:31:09.730 --> 00:31:11.820 And if you lost your limbs? 00:31:12.030 --> 00:31:13.590 l'd still be me. 00:31:13.670 --> 00:31:15.290 What is the "me"? 00:31:15.830 --> 00:31:17.360 My brain, l suppose. 00:31:17.440 --> 00:31:18.700 Your brain? 00:31:18.770 --> 00:31:20.800 Your brain is a body part. 00:31:20.970 --> 00:31:22.800 Like your fingernail or your heart. 00:31:22.870 --> 00:31:24.900 Why is that the part that's you? 00:31:25.880 --> 00:31:29.310 Because "l" is sort of a voice in my head. 00:31:29.380 --> 00:31:31.650 The part that thinks, that feels. 00:31:31.720 --> 00:31:33.810 That is aware that l exist. 00:31:39.690 --> 00:31:43.250 So if you're aware you exist, then you do. 00:31:44.330 --> 00:31:46.530 That's why you're still here. 00:31:48.930 --> 00:31:50.460 (KATIE BARKING) 00:31:50.540 --> 00:31:51.870 (LAUGHING) 00:32:00.310 --> 00:32:03.680 ALBERT: No windows. What aren't you ready to see, l wonder? 00:32:07.950 --> 00:32:10.750 Drink it. Think it's coffee and it will be. 00:32:11.190 --> 00:32:12.180 (SIGHING) 00:32:12.290 --> 00:32:13.380 Okay. 00:32:14.190 --> 00:32:15.590 lt's coffee. 00:32:17.860 --> 00:32:19.520 Paint! Acrylic. 00:32:20.430 --> 00:32:21.460 (CHUCKLING) 00:32:21.530 --> 00:32:23.190 Why is it so hard? 00:32:23.270 --> 00:32:24.430 What? 00:32:24.600 --> 00:32:26.300 Your brain is meat. 00:32:26.370 --> 00:32:28.270 lt rots and disappears. 00:32:29.010 --> 00:32:31.700 You thought that's all there was to you? 00:32:34.050 --> 00:32:36.240 Like you're in your house now. 00:32:36.720 --> 00:32:40.240 You're in your house, it doesn't mean you are your house. 00:32:40.320 --> 00:32:42.810 The house falls down, you walk away. 00:32:44.820 --> 00:32:46.550 But l rebuilt, huh? 00:32:46.630 --> 00:32:49.150 You see your body because you like seeing one. 00:32:49.230 --> 00:32:51.660 We're seeing what we choose to see. 00:32:53.500 --> 00:32:55.520 Let me show you something. 00:33:19.120 --> 00:33:20.110 Ha! 00:33:27.900 --> 00:33:30.430 CHRIS: lt's real. Where is the paint? 00:33:30.770 --> 00:33:34.540 ALBERT: You don't need it anymore. This is your world now. 00:33:37.710 --> 00:33:39.300 Thought is real. 00:33:39.680 --> 00:33:41.670 Physical is the illusion. 00:33:43.010 --> 00:33:44.410 lronic, huh? 00:33:48.390 --> 00:33:50.290 Where's God in all this? 00:33:50.360 --> 00:33:51.850 He's up there. 00:33:52.590 --> 00:33:53.680 Somewhere. 00:33:53.760 --> 00:33:55.730 Shouting down that he loves us. 00:33:55.790 --> 00:33:57.690 Wondering why we can't hear him. 00:33:57.760 --> 00:33:59.090 You think? 00:34:01.330 --> 00:34:02.990 Drink your coffee. 00:34:05.500 --> 00:34:06.660 Needs milk. 00:34:06.740 --> 00:34:08.540 Don't push your luck. 00:34:15.450 --> 00:34:16.940 (BIRDS CAWING) 00:34:22.420 --> 00:34:24.820 ANNIE: What do you think, Christy? 00:34:27.430 --> 00:34:28.790 Right here. 00:34:31.300 --> 00:34:33.960 Like this? You think? 00:34:50.750 --> 00:34:53.270 They say we live in our minds anyway. 00:34:55.690 --> 00:34:59.990 Having you with me, like this, keeps me happy. 00:35:03.460 --> 00:35:05.790 Why do l believe you can hear me? 00:35:07.230 --> 00:35:09.530 Why do l think you can see this? 00:35:15.170 --> 00:35:18.270 CHRIS: What's that purple tree? l never saw that. 00:35:19.710 --> 00:35:21.270 Let's take a look. 00:35:21.350 --> 00:35:23.250 Think you can get there in eight seconds? 00:35:23.310 --> 00:35:26.080 (EXCLAIMING) Eight seconds? Over there? 00:35:26.950 --> 00:35:29.480 Yeah, l just need a little incentive. 00:35:42.430 --> 00:35:43.630 (SIGHS) 00:35:49.970 --> 00:35:52.030 Yeah. l can fly. 00:35:52.610 --> 00:35:53.700 No! 00:35:53.780 --> 00:35:55.340 Can't l do what l want? 00:35:55.410 --> 00:35:58.580 l think you'd be more comfortable keeping it real. 00:35:59.550 --> 00:36:02.750 Think of running fast, like the Road Runner, okay? 00:36:08.230 --> 00:36:09.630 (SNICKERING) 00:36:09.930 --> 00:36:11.590 l can handle this. 00:36:14.670 --> 00:36:16.260 Adios, muchacho. 00:36:18.700 --> 00:36:20.300 Oh, wait! Chris! 00:36:20.540 --> 00:36:22.400 Annie! 00:36:27.110 --> 00:36:29.600 l bet you're thinking "Oh, shit!" now! 00:36:29.680 --> 00:36:31.050 (SCREAMING) 00:36:41.090 --> 00:36:42.460 (SCREAMING) 00:36:48.570 --> 00:36:49.800 Yeah! 00:36:50.000 --> 00:36:51.230 Go, boy! 00:36:51.570 --> 00:36:52.940 (GRUNTING) 00:36:54.970 --> 00:36:56.270 (WHOOPING) 00:36:57.510 --> 00:36:59.500 Go, Chris, go! 00:37:13.060 --> 00:37:14.390 (EXCLAIMS) 00:37:25.870 --> 00:37:27.070 Albert! 00:37:27.770 --> 00:37:28.970 Albert! 00:37:37.850 --> 00:37:39.610 lt's completely new. 00:37:40.520 --> 00:37:43.110 The canvas was blank when l was alive. 00:37:44.520 --> 00:37:47.320 How can l see this drawing after l'm dead? 00:37:49.530 --> 00:37:52.220 For an expert you look pretty surprised. 00:37:52.660 --> 00:37:54.630 ALBERT: You two. A long courtship? 00:37:54.700 --> 00:37:55.860 No, actually. 00:37:55.930 --> 00:37:57.870 From the first moment, it was like... 00:37:57.940 --> 00:37:59.270 Soul mates. 00:37:59.670 --> 00:38:02.110 lt's extremely rare, but it exists. 00:38:03.470 --> 00:38:06.170 Like twin souls. Tuned in to each other. 00:38:08.410 --> 00:38:10.440 Apparently, even in death. 00:38:12.780 --> 00:38:15.150 You're reaching each other through her painting. 00:38:15.220 --> 00:38:17.350 lt's nothing l've ever seen. 00:38:19.920 --> 00:38:22.260 ANNIE: You can't see it, can you? 00:38:25.160 --> 00:38:26.890 And you never will. 00:38:35.440 --> 00:38:36.700 (SIGHING) 00:38:37.240 --> 00:38:38.570 (CREAKING) 00:39:07.840 --> 00:39:09.330 l love you! 00:39:47.510 --> 00:39:49.040 (KATIE BARKING) 00:39:55.850 --> 00:39:58.250 CHRIS: Whose footprints are these? 00:39:59.390 --> 00:40:01.620 Don't ask me, you put 'em here. 00:40:05.230 --> 00:40:06.600 (SQUAWKING) 00:40:14.170 --> 00:40:15.330 Annie. 00:40:16.010 --> 00:40:17.130 Annie! 00:40:17.210 --> 00:40:18.970 ALBERT: Chris! Annie! 00:40:26.420 --> 00:40:28.910 Fantasy is not what you need, Chris. 00:40:30.220 --> 00:40:31.850 No, you're right. 00:40:32.490 --> 00:40:33.960 l need Annie. 00:40:36.530 --> 00:40:37.820 That'll change in time. 00:40:37.900 --> 00:40:39.760 Oh, come on, Einstein! 00:40:40.060 --> 00:40:42.360 Time's not on my watch any more! 00:40:42.430 --> 00:40:44.420 Time does not exist here! 00:40:45.070 --> 00:40:48.840 Wherever it went, it won't make me need Annie less. 00:40:51.480 --> 00:40:54.040 You'll feel differently, and so will she. 00:40:54.110 --> 00:40:55.170 Man. 00:40:57.050 --> 00:40:58.710 You don't know us. 00:41:00.320 --> 00:41:01.680 Wish l did. 00:41:08.960 --> 00:41:10.120 CHRIS: Marie. 00:41:11.300 --> 00:41:12.460 Marie! 00:41:18.300 --> 00:41:19.960 Look, it's Tigger! 00:41:20.400 --> 00:41:22.130 lt's my daughter's! 00:41:23.070 --> 00:41:25.270 Katie tore it up once, and... 00:41:29.410 --> 00:41:31.080 She's here, right? 00:41:32.220 --> 00:41:33.680 Where is she? 00:41:36.290 --> 00:41:39.810 Chris, here is big enough for all to have their universe. 00:41:42.660 --> 00:41:45.720 That's not why you haven't seen them yet, is it? 00:41:48.000 --> 00:41:50.130 What does that mean, Buddha? 00:41:51.340 --> 00:41:53.630 l wanna see my children, Albert! 00:41:56.140 --> 00:41:58.010 When you do, you will. 00:42:15.860 --> 00:42:17.060 Does that hurt? 00:42:17.130 --> 00:42:18.360 Mmm-mmm. 00:42:19.460 --> 00:42:20.930 That? Mmm-hmm. 00:42:21.770 --> 00:42:23.290 How about that? 00:42:23.700 --> 00:42:26.500 l'm gonna keep doing this till you tickle. 00:42:30.940 --> 00:42:33.880 You've got a fever. lt's going down, though. 00:42:34.210 --> 00:42:36.440 Don't you have to go somewhere? 00:42:38.720 --> 00:42:40.340 Wanna play chess? 00:42:44.020 --> 00:42:45.680 l could teach you. 00:42:47.230 --> 00:42:49.190 Would you teach me that? 00:43:18.290 --> 00:43:19.620 Excuse me. 00:43:22.530 --> 00:43:24.050 Albert has to work. 00:43:24.130 --> 00:43:26.260 He asked me to meet with you. 00:43:27.230 --> 00:43:29.130 Will that be all right? 00:43:30.270 --> 00:43:31.500 Leona. 00:43:31.900 --> 00:43:33.200 That's a very beautiful name. 00:43:33.270 --> 00:43:35.470 He said you've been isolated. 00:43:36.910 --> 00:43:39.600 Do you wanna see others? Perhaps a city? 00:43:40.310 --> 00:43:42.910 l would, but travel makes me nauseous. 00:43:45.220 --> 00:43:46.580 (CHUCKLING) 00:43:49.650 --> 00:43:51.250 Close your eyes. 00:43:53.090 --> 00:43:54.960 l didn't mean forever. 00:44:06.240 --> 00:44:07.710 (LEONA LAUGHING) 00:44:07.770 --> 00:44:09.430 What do you think? 00:44:09.970 --> 00:44:12.070 l'm a little under-dressed. 00:44:12.340 --> 00:44:13.830 You look fine. 00:44:14.110 --> 00:44:17.550 Till now you've been painting your world. This is mine. 00:44:18.220 --> 00:44:21.950 ln our city across the river we have to have a common vision. 00:44:23.550 --> 00:44:25.280 (PEOPLE CHATTERING) 00:44:25.690 --> 00:44:27.320 (PEOPLE LAUGHING) 00:44:38.040 --> 00:44:40.130 So, there's work. 00:44:40.640 --> 00:44:42.400 Mmm-hmm. l like that. 00:44:43.110 --> 00:44:46.510 Albert, for example, is sort of a missionary. 00:44:46.780 --> 00:44:48.540 He saves lost souls. 00:44:48.610 --> 00:44:49.840 Like me. 00:44:50.380 --> 00:44:53.580 Hardly. They are the ones who can't get here. 00:44:55.350 --> 00:44:57.120 You mean, from hell? 00:44:57.190 --> 00:44:58.450 ln a way. 00:44:58.590 --> 00:45:00.560 lt's not what you think. 00:45:00.660 --> 00:45:03.130 My work is with animals. 00:45:03.360 --> 00:45:04.620 (BARKING) 00:45:05.700 --> 00:45:07.600 Katie is an old friend. 00:45:09.130 --> 00:45:11.030 ANNIE: Dearest Christy. 00:45:11.540 --> 00:45:14.030 l don't know how this day unraveled on me. 00:45:14.110 --> 00:45:16.570 l was so proud of how l held together through 00:45:16.640 --> 00:45:18.540 this endless afternoon. 00:45:19.540 --> 00:45:22.070 But, coming home, l began to lose it. 00:45:24.320 --> 00:45:26.410 lf l had walked out that night for our Double D, 00:45:26.480 --> 00:45:29.850 you wouldn't have been in the tunnel doing me a favor. 00:45:30.790 --> 00:45:33.220 A whole family lost in car crashes. 00:45:34.490 --> 00:45:36.930 Enough to make a person buy a bike. 00:45:38.630 --> 00:45:39.960 (LAUGHTER) 00:45:41.830 --> 00:45:43.060 CHRIS: Where are they going? 00:45:43.130 --> 00:45:45.860 LEONA: To help others be reborn on Earth. 00:45:46.170 --> 00:45:48.300 Really? Reincarnation? 00:45:50.510 --> 00:45:52.140 (PEOPLE SCATTING) 00:45:56.550 --> 00:45:58.680 Albert says to cheer you up. 00:45:59.620 --> 00:46:02.520 You have difficulty... Losing my wife, yeah. 00:46:05.490 --> 00:46:07.150 And your children? 00:46:07.930 --> 00:46:09.690 They died years ago. 00:46:10.130 --> 00:46:12.650 That's why l'm worried about my wife. 00:46:15.300 --> 00:46:17.790 They died in a terrible collision. 00:46:17.870 --> 00:46:19.390 The nanny was driving. 00:46:19.470 --> 00:46:21.170 lt wasn't her fault. 00:46:21.240 --> 00:46:22.730 And your wife? 00:46:23.740 --> 00:46:26.180 My daughter had asked her to drive. 00:46:26.280 --> 00:46:28.010 (CHILDREN LAUGHING) 00:46:43.730 --> 00:46:45.720 lt was a trucker's fault. 00:46:46.460 --> 00:46:49.560 But my wife believed that if she'd been driving, 00:46:50.170 --> 00:46:52.760 her protective instincts would have... 00:46:55.670 --> 00:46:57.440 (LAUGHTER CONTINUES) 00:47:02.310 --> 00:47:03.640 (SCATTING) 00:47:05.880 --> 00:47:07.350 Are you okay? 00:47:14.430 --> 00:47:15.950 Come on, Katie! 00:47:30.240 --> 00:47:32.470 LEONA: Where were you just now? 00:47:33.140 --> 00:47:35.870 Your mind's been wandering all afternoon. 00:47:36.980 --> 00:47:38.740 Thinking of someone. 00:47:40.580 --> 00:47:43.750 Your wife must have loved her children very much. 00:47:44.790 --> 00:47:46.120 Very much. 00:47:46.820 --> 00:47:50.120 But you don't have to break in half to love somebody. 00:47:53.430 --> 00:47:55.630 Tell me a memory of your own. 00:47:57.540 --> 00:47:59.500 Say, with your daughter. 00:48:18.020 --> 00:48:19.290 CHRIS: Hey. 00:48:19.360 --> 00:48:21.450 That's somebody else's art. 00:48:21.830 --> 00:48:23.690 What's the difference? 00:48:24.160 --> 00:48:26.220 You weren't looking anyway. 00:48:30.870 --> 00:48:32.200 Your move. 00:48:34.410 --> 00:48:36.700 ls this where we go when we die? 00:48:42.580 --> 00:48:45.310 lt's a dream, baby. lt's a beautiful one. 00:48:46.950 --> 00:48:49.850 But, you know, dreams... l know, aren't real. 00:48:50.450 --> 00:48:51.650 l know. 00:48:55.490 --> 00:48:57.650 lt's after midnight. l haven't won yet. 00:48:57.730 --> 00:48:58.850 lt's your first time. 00:48:58.930 --> 00:49:01.060 No, l like that l haven't won yet. 00:49:01.130 --> 00:49:03.160 Means you're not cheating. 00:49:03.800 --> 00:49:05.960 And when l win, l really win. 00:49:07.070 --> 00:49:08.970 l wanna play till l do. 00:49:10.040 --> 00:49:11.440 Unless you wanna stop. 00:49:11.510 --> 00:49:13.640 No. Let's play till you win. 00:49:16.610 --> 00:49:19.050 CHRIS: She died three months later. 00:49:20.020 --> 00:49:21.880 We played every night. 00:49:24.620 --> 00:49:26.610 lt meant the world to me. 00:49:28.730 --> 00:49:30.220 She never won. 00:49:57.890 --> 00:50:00.880 l didn't look like this in the body, you know. 00:50:04.700 --> 00:50:06.720 We flew to Singapore once. 00:50:07.030 --> 00:50:10.870 And my daddy smiled at the flight attendant who 00:50:14.410 --> 00:50:17.500 looked like this and wore this name tag, "Leona". 00:50:17.610 --> 00:50:19.130 (BOTH LAUGHING) 00:50:21.110 --> 00:50:23.310 He said Asian women are so 00:50:25.280 --> 00:50:28.550 lovely and graceful 00:50:30.450 --> 00:50:31.440 and intelligent. 00:50:31.520 --> 00:50:33.620 He didn't mean only. l know. 00:50:33.690 --> 00:50:35.450 lt was something he said. 00:50:35.530 --> 00:50:39.590 And l thought, when l grow up, l wanna be that. 00:50:43.200 --> 00:50:45.030 You still play chess? 00:50:54.810 --> 00:50:57.110 l think l waited for my partner. 00:51:40.290 --> 00:51:43.730 ANNIE: l swear that California is the strangest place. 00:51:44.660 --> 00:51:46.030 They push you into it 00:51:46.100 --> 00:51:49.190 so you can do it before your shrink commits you. 00:51:50.630 --> 00:51:52.830 Thoughtful legislation there. 00:51:54.040 --> 00:51:55.770 Mine is suspicious. 00:51:56.470 --> 00:51:58.770 Another week, he might commit me. 00:51:58.840 --> 00:52:00.500 For my own safety. 00:52:03.710 --> 00:52:06.310 l had the husband l was meant to have. 00:52:06.820 --> 00:52:08.810 Two spectacular children. 00:52:09.690 --> 00:52:13.490 Blessings no one would dare expect from life. 00:52:15.390 --> 00:52:17.490 And the truth is, simply 00:52:19.700 --> 00:52:21.220 that it's over. 00:52:23.070 --> 00:52:26.130 Just this one loose end to ravel up. 00:52:32.140 --> 00:52:35.700 l didn't get to say goodbye. You're dead and l blew that. 00:52:38.850 --> 00:52:40.940 l don't get to say goodbye. 00:52:44.050 --> 00:52:45.950 But l'll tell you what. 00:52:46.690 --> 00:52:49.280 Across whatever distance there is, 00:52:51.900 --> 00:52:53.630 l send you my love. 00:53:08.110 --> 00:53:09.170 Hey. 00:53:12.150 --> 00:53:13.510 Where were you? 00:53:13.580 --> 00:53:14.850 Far away. 00:53:14.920 --> 00:53:17.250 l got called back. l was working. 00:53:19.860 --> 00:53:22.160 There are no words to thank you. 00:53:23.290 --> 00:53:24.950 For finding Marie. 00:53:25.060 --> 00:53:26.290 (SIGHS) 00:53:28.230 --> 00:53:30.170 ls she okay? She's fine. 00:53:30.630 --> 00:53:32.400 You'll see her soon. 00:53:32.670 --> 00:53:34.400 She sends her love. 00:53:35.410 --> 00:53:36.930 Especially now. 00:53:45.150 --> 00:53:48.520 We'll gonna go through something very hard right now. 00:53:49.190 --> 00:53:51.420 l'm with you. You're not alone. 00:53:54.730 --> 00:53:56.220 Annie is dead. 00:54:00.860 --> 00:54:02.590 She killed herself. 00:54:07.470 --> 00:54:10.630 lt's nothing l ever expected. 00:54:13.680 --> 00:54:15.910 Like l said, you don't know us. 00:54:18.620 --> 00:54:21.450 ls that an occupational hazard of soul mates? 00:54:21.620 --> 00:54:23.950 One's not much without the other? 00:54:27.360 --> 00:54:28.880 But she's okay. 00:54:29.730 --> 00:54:32.090 Because her pain is over. 00:54:32.160 --> 00:54:33.190 You don't understand. 00:54:33.260 --> 00:54:35.230 She won't cling like me. 00:54:35.500 --> 00:54:37.160 When do l see her? 00:54:37.300 --> 00:54:38.460 Never. 00:54:41.270 --> 00:54:42.970 You'll never see her. 00:54:43.040 --> 00:54:45.940 She's a suicide. Suicides go somewhere else. 00:54:46.880 --> 00:54:48.350 Why are you punishing her? 00:54:48.410 --> 00:54:50.740 lt's not punishment. She's suffered enough. 00:54:50.810 --> 00:54:52.780 There are no judges or crimes. 00:54:52.850 --> 00:54:54.010 Everybody's equal. 00:54:54.080 --> 00:54:55.980 That's the way things work! 00:54:56.050 --> 00:54:58.320 And suicides go to hell? 00:54:58.590 --> 00:55:00.720 No goddamn judgment in that! 00:55:03.630 --> 00:55:05.220 You wanna fight? 00:55:06.730 --> 00:55:09.720 You can hide from it or understand it. 00:55:10.670 --> 00:55:14.330 What you call hell is for those who don't know they're dead. 00:55:14.540 --> 00:55:18.000 They can't realize what they've done or what's happened. 00:55:19.080 --> 00:55:21.340 Too self-absorbed in life, that they... 00:55:21.410 --> 00:55:22.710 Self-absorbed? 00:55:22.780 --> 00:55:25.410 That doesn't apply to Annie, all right? 00:55:26.820 --> 00:55:28.340 No, it doesn't. 00:55:28.750 --> 00:55:30.650 Suicides are different. 00:55:30.720 --> 00:55:33.210 They don't go to hell because they're immoral or selfish. 00:55:33.290 --> 00:55:35.730 They go for a very different reason. 00:55:35.790 --> 00:55:40.030 Each of us has an instinct, and there's a natural order to ourjourney. 00:55:40.160 --> 00:55:42.130 Annie has violated that. 00:55:42.700 --> 00:55:44.360 She won't face it. 00:55:45.340 --> 00:55:49.270 She won't realize, accept what she's done. 00:55:50.470 --> 00:55:53.200 She will spend eternity playing that out. 00:55:53.340 --> 00:55:55.110 You still say she's in hell. 00:55:55.180 --> 00:55:56.240 Everybody's hell is different. 00:55:56.310 --> 00:55:58.180 lt's not all fire and pain. 00:55:58.250 --> 00:56:00.680 Real hell is your life gone wrong. 00:56:05.490 --> 00:56:07.150 (THUNDER RUMBLING) 00:56:20.440 --> 00:56:22.100 l'm her soul mate. 00:56:22.170 --> 00:56:23.700 l can find her. 00:56:31.620 --> 00:56:32.950 You don't understand how... 00:56:33.020 --> 00:56:35.920 lt's not about understanding! 00:56:36.890 --> 00:56:39.080 lt's about not giving up. 00:56:40.720 --> 00:56:42.850 You said there are no rules. 00:56:42.930 --> 00:56:44.360 And the purple tree? 00:56:44.430 --> 00:56:46.420 You were pretty surprised then. 00:56:46.500 --> 00:56:49.560 (CHUCKLING) Hey, if there are no rules, 00:56:49.770 --> 00:56:52.570 how can you say all suicides are the same? 00:56:52.700 --> 00:56:54.070 l can't, l can't. 00:56:54.140 --> 00:56:57.540 Okay. Or she doesn't know she's dead? 00:56:57.610 --> 00:56:58.700 l can't. Okay. 00:56:58.780 --> 00:57:02.370 No one has ever seen a suicide brought back! 00:57:02.450 --> 00:57:03.910 Stick around, Chief. 00:57:03.980 --> 00:57:06.070 You ain't seen nothing yet. 00:57:12.320 --> 00:57:14.550 Okay. You deserve your chance. 00:57:15.160 --> 00:57:16.960 We'll find a tracker. 00:57:24.730 --> 00:57:26.200 (MAN SINGING) 00:57:28.710 --> 00:57:30.640 (lNDISTINCT CHATTERING) 00:57:42.790 --> 00:57:44.280 (MAN SHOUTING) 00:58:18.320 --> 00:58:19.880 (WOMEN SINGING) 00:58:24.630 --> 00:58:26.530 (lNDISTINCT CHATTERING) 00:58:38.180 --> 00:58:39.570 ALBERT: Hey! 00:58:46.720 --> 00:58:49.050 This the guy who doesn't give up? 00:58:50.390 --> 00:58:53.790 Anyone tell you too much persistence can get stupid? 00:58:54.190 --> 00:58:55.560 Constantly. 00:58:55.890 --> 00:58:57.330 l hear the same thing. 00:58:57.390 --> 00:58:59.520 l also hear l read too slow. 00:59:00.130 --> 00:59:01.930 l don't need glasses. 00:59:02.530 --> 00:59:05.160 Eyes being a figment of my imagination. 00:59:06.900 --> 00:59:09.370 You'll hear a lot of smart stuff here. 00:59:09.440 --> 00:59:11.030 lt's usually right. 00:59:11.110 --> 00:59:12.370 Don't let it screw you up. 00:59:12.440 --> 00:59:13.670 l won't. 00:59:14.840 --> 00:59:17.040 Your wife love you as strong? 00:59:25.620 --> 00:59:27.150 We'll find her. 00:59:27.990 --> 00:59:29.790 But when you find her, 00:59:30.560 --> 00:59:33.050 nothing will make her recognize you. 00:59:34.000 --> 00:59:36.230 Nothing will break her denial. 00:59:37.400 --> 00:59:39.530 lt's stronger than her love. 00:59:39.900 --> 00:59:42.200 ln fact, reinforced by her love. 00:59:43.870 --> 00:59:46.500 You can say everything you long to say. 00:59:47.440 --> 00:59:49.110 lncluding goodbye. 00:59:49.610 --> 00:59:51.910 Even if she can't understand it. 00:59:53.680 --> 00:59:57.050 You'll have the satisfaction that you didn't give up. 00:59:59.490 --> 01:00:01.360 That has to be enough. 01:00:01.890 --> 01:00:04.420 Get me there. l decide what's enough. 01:00:06.830 --> 01:00:08.460 When do we leave? 01:00:10.370 --> 01:00:11.960 Close your eyes. 01:00:23.780 --> 01:00:25.750 CHRIS: Albert's a sweet kid. 01:00:25.820 --> 01:00:27.580 TRACKER: He is that. 01:00:27.850 --> 01:00:30.650 There's a tenderness l never knew in life. 01:00:31.050 --> 01:00:33.550 l didn't know him when he was young. 01:00:35.290 --> 01:00:37.590 Were you proud of your own kids? 01:00:39.600 --> 01:00:40.930 Of course. 01:00:41.430 --> 01:00:44.260 That's an easy bullshit answer. 01:00:45.900 --> 01:00:47.430 Think about it. 01:00:49.370 --> 01:00:51.100 l said "Of course." 01:00:52.880 --> 01:00:54.780 l like this sore point. 01:00:55.080 --> 01:00:57.840 lts juice... Juice is strong. lt connects. 01:00:59.150 --> 01:01:01.740 Makes you a better receiver for Annie. 01:01:04.990 --> 01:01:08.220 She's the transmitter, sending thoughts of you. 01:01:11.560 --> 01:01:12.820 (GASPING) 01:01:32.580 --> 01:01:34.710 What did you do when alive? 01:01:34.880 --> 01:01:36.780 You mean the last time? 01:01:37.090 --> 01:01:39.720 We can be reborn. 01:01:39.820 --> 01:01:41.810 But only if we choose to. 01:01:43.330 --> 01:01:45.590 Last trip, l did the same work... 01:01:45.660 --> 01:01:47.320 You were a shrink! 01:01:48.400 --> 01:01:50.060 Fairly perceptive. 01:01:56.240 --> 01:01:57.600 Oh, my God. 01:01:58.110 --> 01:02:00.300 You expected physical danger? 01:02:01.380 --> 01:02:03.040 (PEOPLE SCREAMING) 01:02:05.420 --> 01:02:07.750 What could it do, kill you, huh? 01:02:08.050 --> 01:02:11.280 No. ln hell, there's real danger. 01:02:12.860 --> 01:02:14.620 Of losing your mind. 01:02:15.990 --> 01:02:17.360 (SCREAMING) 01:02:54.760 --> 01:02:57.930 ANNIE: Because he's drowning, that's why. 01:03:02.110 --> 01:03:04.600 He's 13 years old! 01:03:04.670 --> 01:03:05.660 CHRIS: l know. 01:03:05.740 --> 01:03:08.110 He needs to hang out with his friends. That's what he needs. 01:03:08.180 --> 01:03:10.540 He needs to veg out in front of the TV, 01:03:10.610 --> 01:03:13.910 he needs to read a fucking book he likes! 01:03:13.980 --> 01:03:16.780 You're saying he doesn't wanna let me down? 01:03:16.850 --> 01:03:18.150 No, it's worse. 01:03:18.220 --> 01:03:21.210 He's so into you, he feels he's letting himself down. 01:03:21.290 --> 01:03:24.060 You say he can do something and he can't, he thinks he's shit. 01:03:24.130 --> 01:03:25.750 How sick is that? 01:03:33.040 --> 01:03:35.440 How can you take me out of school? 01:03:35.870 --> 01:03:37.270 How can you? 01:03:37.970 --> 01:03:39.570 This is my life! 01:03:40.780 --> 01:03:42.870 Don't you think l can make it? 01:03:42.950 --> 01:03:44.970 lf l really dig in... 01:03:45.080 --> 01:03:47.310 You have to show me more! 01:03:47.380 --> 01:03:50.050 Come on! You're blowing it, lan! 01:03:50.350 --> 01:03:51.750 l'm not you! 01:04:18.750 --> 01:04:20.050 (MOANING) 01:04:59.590 --> 01:05:00.950 Shipwrecks. 01:05:01.960 --> 01:05:03.220 What is this place? 01:05:03.290 --> 01:05:05.090 The gateway to hell. 01:05:09.600 --> 01:05:12.430 How are we doing? Picking up any signals? 01:05:13.100 --> 01:05:15.540 Actually, not a ripple. 01:05:16.370 --> 01:05:19.370 That's because l was thinking of somebody else. 01:05:27.150 --> 01:05:31.780 lt's a slap in the face when you see kids taking a test 01:05:31.850 --> 01:05:34.120 and they're just breezing through it. 01:05:34.190 --> 01:05:36.590 And for you it just kinda goes. 01:05:37.660 --> 01:05:39.190 Every day l see 01:05:40.260 --> 01:05:43.460 how l'm not as good as you and everyone else. 01:05:45.370 --> 01:05:47.670 But that doesn't mean l give up. 01:05:53.240 --> 01:05:54.640 ALBERT: Hey. 01:06:02.750 --> 01:06:04.080 (CLANGING) 01:06:08.460 --> 01:06:10.120 (PEOPLE SCREAMING) 01:06:35.390 --> 01:06:36.850 (MEN GRUNTING) 01:06:36.920 --> 01:06:39.150 ALBERT: Cerberus, the guardian. 01:06:54.700 --> 01:06:56.300 How do you feel? 01:06:58.880 --> 01:07:01.070 More than l want you in or out of some school, 01:07:01.140 --> 01:07:04.670 l want to know how you feel when you go to bed at night. 01:07:07.080 --> 01:07:08.480 Real scared. 01:07:10.820 --> 01:07:12.790 l know l believe in you. 01:07:15.220 --> 01:07:17.720 lf l was going through fucking hell, 01:07:18.030 --> 01:07:21.460 l'd only want one person in the goddamn world with me. 01:07:33.110 --> 01:07:34.630 (CHOIR SINGING) 01:07:41.020 --> 01:07:42.490 There's a man 01:07:44.150 --> 01:07:46.020 lan never got to know. 01:07:48.990 --> 01:07:50.320 The man 01:07:51.060 --> 01:07:53.030 he was growing up to be. 01:07:57.370 --> 01:08:00.270 He's a good-looking, clear-eyed young fella, 01:08:01.000 --> 01:08:02.270 about 25. 01:08:05.540 --> 01:08:07.030 l can see him. 01:08:10.650 --> 01:08:13.480 He's the type of guy men want to be around. 01:08:14.550 --> 01:08:16.990 Because he has integrity, you know? 01:08:19.060 --> 01:08:20.680 He has character. 01:08:21.660 --> 01:08:23.420 You can't fake that. 01:08:26.930 --> 01:08:29.830 And he's a guy women want to be around, too. 01:08:33.640 --> 01:08:36.040 Because there's tenderness in him. 01:08:37.170 --> 01:08:38.370 Respect. 01:08:39.640 --> 01:08:40.970 Loyalty. 01:08:41.540 --> 01:08:42.880 Courage. 01:08:45.780 --> 01:08:47.810 And women respond to that. 01:08:50.950 --> 01:08:53.150 Makes him a terrific husband. 01:08:55.290 --> 01:08:57.160 l see him as a father. 01:08:59.230 --> 01:09:01.460 That's where he really shines. 01:09:06.040 --> 01:09:09.490 See, when he looks in his kid's eyes, 01:09:12.380 --> 01:09:15.370 and the kid knows that his dad really sees him, 01:09:16.550 --> 01:09:18.210 he sees who he is. 01:09:19.980 --> 01:09:24.150 Then that child knows that he is an amazing person. 01:09:26.790 --> 01:09:28.380 He's quite a guy 01:09:29.490 --> 01:09:31.620 that l'll never get to meet. 01:09:34.930 --> 01:09:36.400 l wish l had. 01:09:41.170 --> 01:09:42.600 Let's do it. 01:09:46.080 --> 01:09:48.700 ALBERT: Come on, she could be in there! 01:09:49.580 --> 01:09:51.050 (MEN GRUNTING) 01:09:58.090 --> 01:09:59.610 (MEN SCREAMING) 01:10:05.560 --> 01:10:06.960 No! 01:10:08.160 --> 01:10:09.720 No! 01:10:10.470 --> 01:10:12.730 Don't! Don't! 01:10:13.500 --> 01:10:14.990 Don't do this! 01:10:15.240 --> 01:10:17.540 Your mother's not in there, lan! 01:10:24.710 --> 01:10:26.940 Your mom is not in there, son. 01:10:33.960 --> 01:10:35.220 (SOBBING) 01:10:43.200 --> 01:10:46.360 There's not another man l'd go through hell with. 01:10:49.370 --> 01:10:51.470 Elevator to hell. Going up. 01:10:53.880 --> 01:10:54.970 Come on. 01:10:55.040 --> 01:10:57.010 So long. Wish us luck. 01:10:58.350 --> 01:10:59.410 l'm going with you. 01:10:59.480 --> 01:11:01.420 l'm not giving you a choice. 01:11:01.480 --> 01:11:03.580 CHRIS: What are you saying? 01:11:04.190 --> 01:11:06.520 Since you suspected Albert was your son, 01:11:06.590 --> 01:11:09.080 you lost your wife's signal. 01:11:09.160 --> 01:11:10.350 l'll concentrate harder! 01:11:10.430 --> 01:11:13.330 You don't know how. You're all mouth and no chops! 01:11:13.400 --> 01:11:15.920 All you're good for is she loves you. 01:11:16.200 --> 01:11:18.570 Your boy is a decisive distraction. 01:11:18.630 --> 01:11:19.690 Damn shrinks! 01:11:19.770 --> 01:11:21.170 You love shoving people around! 01:11:21.240 --> 01:11:23.710 We're going down to the bottom. His last chance. 01:11:23.770 --> 01:11:25.670 He's never been in such a place. 01:11:25.740 --> 01:11:29.800 You haven't. lt's better watching one than two. 01:11:30.410 --> 01:11:31.540 You want him clear? 01:11:31.610 --> 01:11:34.080 Screw him, lan. He doesn't know us. 01:11:34.150 --> 01:11:35.740 He's not family! 01:11:36.450 --> 01:11:38.420 No! l'm not leaving him. 01:11:43.090 --> 01:11:44.890 lf he never sees her? 01:11:45.190 --> 01:11:46.920 Never says goodbye? 01:11:48.860 --> 01:11:51.300 We do it without him. We do it together. She's your mother. 01:11:51.370 --> 01:11:52.390 Let's go! 01:11:52.470 --> 01:11:54.330 Dad, no. Listen to me. 01:11:58.310 --> 01:12:01.000 When you get there, don't listen to him. 01:12:03.050 --> 01:12:04.450 You find her 01:12:05.720 --> 01:12:07.620 and you bring her back. 01:12:08.650 --> 01:12:10.140 You can do it. 01:12:12.020 --> 01:12:13.650 l believe in you. 01:12:25.170 --> 01:12:27.970 Do you ever think why l chose to be Albert? 01:12:28.440 --> 01:12:31.240 He was the only guy you ever listened to. 01:12:31.440 --> 01:12:33.070 Listen to me now! 01:12:33.640 --> 01:12:35.240 Think about Mom! 01:12:36.210 --> 01:12:38.840 Think about what happened when we died! 01:12:39.580 --> 01:12:42.850 Think about what you said to her to bring her back! 01:13:16.020 --> 01:13:17.750 (MUFFLED SCREAMING) 01:13:29.100 --> 01:13:31.070 ALBERT: Think about Mom. 01:13:35.200 --> 01:13:37.200 Think about when we died. 01:13:44.750 --> 01:13:47.240 ANNIE: l'm teaching myself to smoke. 01:13:49.420 --> 01:13:52.250 The doctors call it an affirmation of life. 01:13:57.230 --> 01:13:59.520 Well, it beats the statue thing. 01:14:03.800 --> 01:14:05.530 You said "divorce". 01:14:06.340 --> 01:14:08.130 You got my attention. 01:14:11.570 --> 01:14:13.870 l think that we're too different 01:14:15.480 --> 01:14:17.110 to stay together. 01:14:19.780 --> 01:14:21.050 l mean... 01:14:23.350 --> 01:14:26.250 Well, for one thing, why aren't you in here? 01:14:28.590 --> 01:14:30.560 Why didn't you go crazy? 01:14:32.900 --> 01:14:34.620 Your children died. 01:14:35.460 --> 01:14:36.830 l remember. 01:14:38.700 --> 01:14:41.190 l remember the silence in the house. 01:14:42.200 --> 01:14:44.800 l thought l was supposed to be strong. 01:14:48.540 --> 01:14:50.030 For me? For me. 01:14:50.850 --> 01:14:51.840 For us. 01:14:51.910 --> 01:14:54.010 Just on general principles. 01:14:55.680 --> 01:14:57.450 l loved them, Annie. 01:14:58.920 --> 01:15:00.550 But they're gone. 01:15:04.360 --> 01:15:06.120 You've got a choice. 01:15:06.330 --> 01:15:08.060 Life either goes on 01:15:10.530 --> 01:15:11.730 or not. 01:15:12.700 --> 01:15:14.470 And you choose life. 01:15:19.310 --> 01:15:22.110 Sometimes, when you win, you lose. 01:15:31.190 --> 01:15:33.120 (lNDISTINCT CHATTERING) 01:15:38.830 --> 01:15:41.160 MAN: This hasn't been a good day. 01:15:41.560 --> 01:15:44.060 (MAN CHATTERING lN FOREIGN LANGUAGE) 01:15:45.900 --> 01:15:48.500 TRACKER: C'mon. lt's our private deck. 01:15:48.940 --> 01:15:49.930 (MAN YELLING) 01:15:50.010 --> 01:15:51.530 (WOMAN YELLING) 01:15:53.940 --> 01:15:57.570 WOMAN: l never took more than 30% from any clients. 01:15:58.010 --> 01:15:59.610 This must be it. 01:15:59.780 --> 01:16:02.810 WOMAN 1 : Mister! l'm here! 01:16:02.890 --> 01:16:04.410 MAN 1 : lncoming! 01:16:04.490 --> 01:16:06.180 (PEOPLE MUTTERING) 01:16:06.860 --> 01:16:09.260 MAN 2: Watch where you're stepping! 01:16:09.460 --> 01:16:11.120 Sorry! Excuse me! 01:16:11.190 --> 01:16:12.290 (MAN 3 HUFFING) 01:16:12.360 --> 01:16:13.950 (MAN 4 GROANING) 01:16:15.860 --> 01:16:17.700 MAN 5: Anybody got a cure? 01:16:17.770 --> 01:16:19.030 No, man! 01:16:19.130 --> 01:16:20.470 Excuse me. 01:16:21.170 --> 01:16:23.040 (lNDISTINCT MUTTERING) 01:16:23.370 --> 01:16:24.700 (GROANING) 01:16:25.310 --> 01:16:26.540 Sorry. 01:16:26.640 --> 01:16:28.510 Welcome. Welcome, son. 01:16:29.580 --> 01:16:30.740 Papa? 01:16:30.910 --> 01:16:31.970 Son. 01:16:32.350 --> 01:16:33.410 Papa? 01:16:33.480 --> 01:16:36.650 You're close. Welcome. 01:16:37.890 --> 01:16:38.910 No. 01:16:38.990 --> 01:16:40.320 Welcome, welcome. 01:16:40.390 --> 01:16:43.320 You're not my dad, sorry. 01:16:43.390 --> 01:16:46.690 lt's all right. They never come. 01:16:47.430 --> 01:16:50.130 Don't worry. lt's only a matter of time. 01:16:50.800 --> 01:16:52.390 (WOMAN GROANING) 01:17:00.880 --> 01:17:02.470 (ANNIE LAUGHING) 01:17:04.310 --> 01:17:06.840 You don't think it looks like a dog? 01:17:06.920 --> 01:17:08.980 Sure. You always take the easy ones. 01:17:09.050 --> 01:17:12.920 That one looks like a 24-piece dining set. 01:17:13.190 --> 01:17:14.920 With a soup tureen. 01:17:14.990 --> 01:17:16.960 Yeah. Or a bunny rabbit. 01:17:18.230 --> 01:17:20.350 A very complex bunny rabbit. 01:17:22.160 --> 01:17:24.060 Or a Rubenesque breast. 01:17:25.900 --> 01:17:27.960 You always think they're breasts. 01:17:28.040 --> 01:17:30.100 All kinds of breasts. 01:17:30.170 --> 01:17:32.470 l love them. Yours. 01:17:33.780 --> 01:17:36.140 Oh, we'll be late for the dance! 01:17:36.410 --> 01:17:38.010 What's the rush? 01:17:40.320 --> 01:17:42.310 l know what you're doing. 01:17:43.920 --> 01:17:45.820 This is all just a stall. 01:17:45.890 --> 01:17:48.080 l know why you don't wanna go. 01:17:48.590 --> 01:17:49.790 Busted. 01:17:50.930 --> 01:17:53.290 Why don't you dance just once? 01:17:54.930 --> 01:17:57.460 Other husbands are as clumsy. 01:17:57.530 --> 01:17:59.020 Oh, thank you. 01:18:03.610 --> 01:18:05.270 lt's just that when everybody's dancing 01:18:05.340 --> 01:18:08.110 l feel like l'm alone 01:18:09.110 --> 01:18:10.880 in a sea of faces. 01:18:12.450 --> 01:18:13.970 (SOFTLY) Annie. 01:18:14.080 --> 01:18:15.480 (lNAUDIBLE) 01:18:21.820 --> 01:18:23.190 (SCREAMING) 01:18:24.330 --> 01:18:25.990 (PEOPLE SCREAMING) 01:18:29.160 --> 01:18:30.690 (ALL SCREAMING) 01:18:36.970 --> 01:18:38.240 (GASPING) 01:18:58.460 --> 01:18:59.860 Angel Falls. 01:19:01.660 --> 01:19:03.000 (WHISTLES) 01:19:03.770 --> 01:19:05.960 lt's a little expensive, yeah. 01:19:06.740 --> 01:19:08.860 But it's our first Double D. 01:19:09.040 --> 01:19:11.130 Shouldn't it be incredible? 01:19:14.210 --> 01:19:16.540 l've never seen anything like it. 01:19:16.880 --> 01:19:18.400 That's my role. 01:19:19.650 --> 01:19:21.950 To bring adventure to your life. 01:19:26.560 --> 01:19:28.350 You taught me 01:19:29.390 --> 01:19:33.060 the one thing, the only thing l should always remember. 01:19:35.000 --> 01:19:36.260 Which is? 01:19:38.970 --> 01:19:40.230 l forgot. 01:19:46.740 --> 01:19:48.870 Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah... 01:19:50.450 --> 01:19:52.310 lt was, never give up. 01:19:55.550 --> 01:19:57.040 Never give up. 01:20:01.290 --> 01:20:02.450 Never. 01:20:05.660 --> 01:20:06.890 (GASPING) 01:20:10.870 --> 01:20:12.630 TRACKER: She's here. 01:20:15.040 --> 01:20:16.530 You found her. 01:20:17.040 --> 01:20:19.060 (CHRIS PANTING) lmpressive. 01:20:19.480 --> 01:20:22.210 That jolt of fear for her. lt connected. 01:20:22.910 --> 01:20:25.240 CHRIS: My God, is that our house? 01:20:29.150 --> 01:20:30.480 (CRACKING) 01:20:31.520 --> 01:20:32.920 (EXCLAIMING) 01:20:46.870 --> 01:20:48.230 lt's like our home. 01:20:48.300 --> 01:20:50.330 TRACKER: Don't think that. 01:20:50.670 --> 01:20:52.300 lt's an illusion. 01:20:52.710 --> 01:20:55.140 The whole place. Her illusion. 01:20:56.250 --> 01:20:58.370 Suicides can get tortured, 01:20:58.450 --> 01:21:00.710 committed to punishing themselves. 01:21:00.780 --> 01:21:02.750 Don't push her that way. 01:21:02.850 --> 01:21:04.620 You want to see her. 01:21:05.150 --> 01:21:07.350 Tell her what's in your heart. 01:21:07.620 --> 01:21:09.020 And then go. 01:21:09.490 --> 01:21:10.580 No pressure. 01:21:10.660 --> 01:21:12.290 Wait! Wait! Wait. 01:21:13.030 --> 01:21:14.890 l knew you'd find her. 01:21:15.000 --> 01:21:17.430 You're a competitor with a big ego. 01:21:17.830 --> 01:21:20.530 How do you know the first thing about me? 01:21:20.900 --> 01:21:22.800 You called your son Albert. 01:21:22.870 --> 01:21:24.270 Who is that? 01:21:24.910 --> 01:21:27.100 First doctor l interned under. 01:21:29.310 --> 01:21:31.300 He was like a father to me. 01:21:31.380 --> 01:21:33.970 His words were gold. A brilliant mind. 01:21:34.680 --> 01:21:37.880 What did he practice before turning to pediatrics? 01:21:40.920 --> 01:21:43.020 Child psychia... Psychiatry. 01:21:45.330 --> 01:21:48.230 And he was always a slow reader. 01:21:50.470 --> 01:21:53.630 But these used to be rimless. 01:21:55.400 --> 01:21:57.070 And the rest of me 01:21:58.340 --> 01:21:59.970 used to be black. 01:22:11.420 --> 01:22:14.980 You know why we chose to look different? Me, the children? 01:22:15.990 --> 01:22:18.260 Package doesn't count? One's as good as... 01:22:18.330 --> 01:22:20.960 No. The old roles of authority. 01:22:21.030 --> 01:22:23.460 Who's the teacher, who's the father 01:22:23.530 --> 01:22:26.900 gets in the way of who we really are, to each other. 01:22:28.400 --> 01:22:29.460 (SIGHING) 01:22:29.540 --> 01:22:33.000 l've waited for years for a chance to watch out for you. 01:22:34.280 --> 01:22:36.610 And l'm watching out for you now. 01:22:37.010 --> 01:22:40.410 But this isn't like the rest of hell. 01:22:40.480 --> 01:22:44.540 You've got no defense against Annie. 01:22:45.050 --> 01:22:49.050 lf losing yourself or being swallowed by hell itself 01:22:49.120 --> 01:22:53.580 could save her, l'd be there cheering you on. 01:22:55.600 --> 01:22:58.000 You've got your children back now. 01:22:58.700 --> 01:23:00.190 They need you. 01:23:01.340 --> 01:23:04.640 Three minutes. Any more, you could lose your mind. 01:23:06.040 --> 01:23:08.100 CHRIS: How can you lose your mind? 01:23:08.180 --> 01:23:10.870 TRACKER: Once her reality becomes yours, 01:23:11.380 --> 01:23:13.470 there's really no way back. 01:23:30.400 --> 01:23:32.370 ALBERT: Think about Mom. 01:23:34.070 --> 01:23:36.470 What you said to bring her back. 01:23:49.520 --> 01:23:50.640 Hello? 01:23:50.720 --> 01:23:51.810 (ECHOING) 01:23:51.890 --> 01:23:53.550 Your door is open. 01:24:03.500 --> 01:24:05.020 (WOOD CREAKING) 01:24:24.820 --> 01:24:26.010 (GASPS) 01:24:26.790 --> 01:24:30.220 Sorry. l didn't mean to scare you. 01:24:33.360 --> 01:24:35.350 (STUTTERING) Who are you? 01:24:36.470 --> 01:24:38.190 l'm your neighbor. 01:24:38.970 --> 01:24:41.800 l bought the Gormans' place two months ago. 01:24:42.140 --> 01:24:43.730 l just moved in. 01:24:44.640 --> 01:24:47.130 l never heard they sold their place. 01:24:48.880 --> 01:24:51.040 You're Annie Nielsen, right? 01:24:52.550 --> 01:24:54.740 They told me a lot about you. 01:24:55.250 --> 01:24:57.280 Like what? What did they say? 01:24:57.350 --> 01:24:59.790 That you're a very talented artist, 01:25:00.220 --> 01:25:02.590 and work for a museum, right? 01:25:03.560 --> 01:25:05.290 And you're a widow. 01:25:06.060 --> 01:25:08.550 Mrs. Gorman admires your roses 01:25:10.200 --> 01:25:11.530 very much. 01:25:13.440 --> 01:25:15.300 They were so handsome. 01:25:17.510 --> 01:25:20.940 But now there's no water pressure in the neighborhood. 01:25:22.110 --> 01:25:25.640 There's no electricity and no gas. 01:25:28.380 --> 01:25:30.880 There are other things missing, too. 01:25:30.950 --> 01:25:33.890 Like clean clothes and books l want to read. 01:25:33.960 --> 01:25:35.320 And, um, 01:25:35.920 --> 01:25:40.490 some of my favorite paintings l have to work on. 01:25:40.830 --> 01:25:42.160 (RUMBLING) 01:25:43.500 --> 01:25:44.860 (SCREAMING) 01:25:46.640 --> 01:25:48.190 What is it? 01:25:48.300 --> 01:25:50.470 They're everywhere now! 01:25:52.340 --> 01:25:53.600 l got it! 01:25:57.210 --> 01:25:58.540 lt's gone. 01:26:05.390 --> 01:26:06.720 Thank you. 01:26:09.060 --> 01:26:10.490 You're welcome. 01:26:10.560 --> 01:26:12.990 You say your paintings are missing. 01:26:13.460 --> 01:26:16.730 Some of my most precious panels. 01:26:16.800 --> 01:26:18.770 The ones that remind me. 01:26:27.780 --> 01:26:30.470 Remind me of my husband and my children. 01:26:31.350 --> 01:26:33.510 That's why l never leave. 01:26:35.280 --> 01:26:37.310 Because they might return? 01:26:40.060 --> 01:26:42.550 l hope that's true with all my heart. 01:26:42.620 --> 01:26:44.350 lt's not, you know. 01:26:45.730 --> 01:26:48.420 When you're dead, you disappear. 01:26:52.300 --> 01:26:56.030 My wife committed suicide after our children died. 01:26:56.910 --> 01:26:58.240 After l... 01:27:00.010 --> 01:27:02.200 She was the loveliest person. 01:27:03.850 --> 01:27:05.940 Don't you think that's sad? 01:27:06.450 --> 01:27:07.880 Don't you have to leave? 01:27:07.950 --> 01:27:09.880 No. But if you want me to go... 01:27:09.950 --> 01:27:11.480 l do. All right. 01:27:13.720 --> 01:27:17.280 The last day l saw my wife it was our anniversary. 01:27:17.360 --> 01:27:18.760 Aren't you leaving? 01:27:18.830 --> 01:27:19.850 ln a minute. 01:27:19.930 --> 01:27:23.390 l was sticking around in case there was another problem. 01:27:23.530 --> 01:27:25.830 lt wasn't a wedding anniversary. 01:27:26.100 --> 01:27:28.630 lt was a very special kind of day 01:27:31.970 --> 01:27:33.940 no one else knows about. 01:27:44.290 --> 01:27:45.810 (ANNIE HUMMING) 01:27:49.820 --> 01:27:51.690 l need to talk to you. 01:27:52.990 --> 01:27:55.190 And you don't have to respond. 01:28:02.340 --> 01:28:04.310 This is a one-way ticket 01:28:05.240 --> 01:28:06.430 for me. 01:28:08.640 --> 01:28:11.440 My hanging around here is not helping you. 01:28:11.710 --> 01:28:13.480 And it's killing me. 01:28:14.220 --> 01:28:16.980 Today is kind of a D-Day. 01:28:18.620 --> 01:28:21.060 "D" for decision, l guess. 01:28:24.860 --> 01:28:26.350 About divorce. 01:28:28.530 --> 01:28:30.760 That'd be two D's, wouldn't it? 01:28:36.540 --> 01:28:38.200 l stand corrected. 01:28:44.250 --> 01:28:47.810 Look what happens when you don't say anything for a month. 01:28:50.420 --> 01:28:51.890 Cindy called. 01:28:52.390 --> 01:28:55.020 She said everything is waiting for you. 01:28:56.620 --> 01:29:00.650 The artists and curators will see you when you're better. 01:29:03.260 --> 01:29:04.760 And l told her 01:29:05.570 --> 01:29:08.900 it was the museum and one of those meetings 01:29:10.940 --> 01:29:13.430 that kept you from driving that day. 01:29:16.480 --> 01:29:19.680 And if you went back, it'd mean you weren't sorry, 01:29:20.280 --> 01:29:24.150 you weren't wrong and you'd be betraying your children. 01:29:25.620 --> 01:29:29.220 She called you crazy, and l called her a soulless bitch! 01:29:29.290 --> 01:29:30.720 And l hung up! 01:29:30.790 --> 01:29:32.780 That didn't go very well! 01:29:38.170 --> 01:29:40.500 What's true in our minds is true. 01:29:41.870 --> 01:29:44.310 Whether some people know it or not. 01:29:46.210 --> 01:29:49.270 That's when l realized l'm part of the problem. 01:29:50.750 --> 01:29:52.740 Not because l remind you. 01:29:54.750 --> 01:29:57.080 But, because l couldn't join you. 01:29:58.590 --> 01:30:00.350 So l left you alone. 01:30:08.430 --> 01:30:10.190 Don't give up, okay? 01:30:22.810 --> 01:30:23.900 Okay. 01:30:25.450 --> 01:30:26.540 Okay. 01:30:28.320 --> 01:30:29.650 lt's okay. 01:30:47.600 --> 01:30:49.040 ANNIE: So you reconciled? 01:30:52.610 --> 01:30:54.410 That's very romantic. 01:30:56.950 --> 01:30:58.940 She still killed herself. 01:31:00.580 --> 01:31:01.980 ln the end, she gave up. 01:31:02.150 --> 01:31:03.450 There's nothing wrong with it. 01:31:03.520 --> 01:31:04.780 Her husband thought so. 01:31:04.850 --> 01:31:06.450 He was a coward! 01:31:07.290 --> 01:31:09.480 Being strong, not giving up, 01:31:10.360 --> 01:31:12.450 that was his place to hide. 01:31:13.560 --> 01:31:15.860 He pushed away the pain so hard, 01:31:16.130 --> 01:31:19.690 he disconnected himself from the person he loved the most. 01:31:23.100 --> 01:31:25.510 Sometimes, when you win, you lose. 01:31:34.180 --> 01:31:35.910 When he saw his children again... 01:31:36.220 --> 01:31:38.620 l thought your children were dead. 01:31:40.760 --> 01:31:42.350 You can see the dead. 01:31:42.490 --> 01:31:44.980 ln your dreams. lf you want to. 01:31:49.330 --> 01:31:51.090 l wanna see Christy. 01:31:53.430 --> 01:31:54.960 l can show you. 01:31:55.040 --> 01:31:56.530 lt's not hard. 01:31:57.210 --> 01:31:58.540 All you have to do... 01:31:58.610 --> 01:32:00.340 it's like painting a picture. 01:32:00.410 --> 01:32:02.070 We do it together. 01:32:03.280 --> 01:32:05.080 Just close your eyes. 01:32:06.680 --> 01:32:08.670 Please don't be afraid. 01:32:12.390 --> 01:32:14.690 Remember where you were married? 01:32:21.730 --> 01:32:22.960 Christy! 01:32:23.730 --> 01:32:25.060 Christy... 01:32:27.140 --> 01:32:30.130 Who else would you be marrying in your dreams? 01:32:32.510 --> 01:32:34.170 l missed you so. 01:32:37.010 --> 01:32:38.240 Annie... 01:32:39.350 --> 01:32:40.820 This is real. 01:32:44.290 --> 01:32:46.150 The man in the garden. 01:32:50.360 --> 01:32:51.760 lt's me. 01:32:55.300 --> 01:32:56.420 No! 01:32:56.700 --> 01:32:57.860 No! 01:33:00.000 --> 01:33:01.940 Whoever you are, 01:33:02.000 --> 01:33:04.730 did you think you could take him from me? 01:33:19.690 --> 01:33:21.280 l'm sorry, babe. 01:33:22.090 --> 01:33:23.720 There's some things l have to say. 01:33:24.430 --> 01:33:26.220 l've only got a few moments left. 01:33:29.930 --> 01:33:33.270 l'm sorry for all the things l'll never give you. 01:33:34.040 --> 01:33:37.560 l'll never buy you another meatball sub with extra sauce. 01:33:38.370 --> 01:33:40.270 That was a big one. 01:33:42.110 --> 01:33:44.140 l'll never make you smile. 01:33:46.980 --> 01:33:49.470 l just wanted us to be old together. 01:33:50.590 --> 01:33:54.490 Two old farts laughing at each other as our bodies fell apart. 01:33:55.560 --> 01:33:57.320 Together at the end. 01:33:57.490 --> 01:33:59.690 By that lake in your painting. 01:34:00.730 --> 01:34:02.720 That was our heaven, see? 01:34:04.300 --> 01:34:06.530 There's lots of things to miss. 01:34:08.140 --> 01:34:10.330 Books, naps, 01:34:11.440 --> 01:34:15.100 kisses...and fights. 01:34:16.010 --> 01:34:18.310 Oh, God, we had some great ones! 01:34:19.550 --> 01:34:21.350 Thank you for those. 01:34:23.690 --> 01:34:25.880 Thank you for every kindness. 01:34:28.290 --> 01:34:30.380 Thank you for our children. 01:34:31.160 --> 01:34:33.360 For the first time l saw them. 01:34:35.130 --> 01:34:38.690 Thank you for being someone l was always proud to be with. 01:34:41.840 --> 01:34:43.330 For your guts, 01:34:44.010 --> 01:34:45.730 for your sweetness. 01:34:46.710 --> 01:34:50.040 For how you always looked, for how l always wanted to touch you. 01:34:53.010 --> 01:34:54.880 God, you were my life. 01:34:57.920 --> 01:35:00.620 l apologize for every time l failed you. 01:35:02.190 --> 01:35:03.950 Especially this one. 01:35:27.180 --> 01:35:29.380 Didn't you think l'd make it? 01:35:29.880 --> 01:35:31.550 You were in there a while. 01:35:31.890 --> 01:35:34.150 Took me a while to realize you were right. 01:35:35.060 --> 01:35:37.460 Nothing you can do could help her. 01:35:38.360 --> 01:35:40.230 This trip was for you. 01:35:43.560 --> 01:35:44.590 Did you come close... 01:35:44.670 --> 01:35:46.220 To losing it? 01:35:46.670 --> 01:35:47.930 Oh, yeah. 01:35:48.970 --> 01:35:51.100 Pushed it right to the edge. 01:35:52.770 --> 01:35:54.800 That's why l had to come out now. 01:35:54.980 --> 01:35:56.710 l'm giving up. 01:36:00.080 --> 01:36:01.950 Not the way you think. 01:36:06.520 --> 01:36:07.920 Go home, Al. 01:36:09.490 --> 01:36:12.080 Will you tell my children l love them? 01:36:13.860 --> 01:36:16.090 And l won't leave their mother. 01:36:21.000 --> 01:36:22.200 Thanks. 01:36:29.710 --> 01:36:31.470 Where are we headed? 01:36:33.250 --> 01:36:35.440 ln one minute l won't know you 01:36:35.750 --> 01:36:37.980 any better than you'll know me. 01:36:40.050 --> 01:36:41.920 But we'll be together. 01:36:43.190 --> 01:36:44.780 Where we belong. 01:36:46.890 --> 01:36:48.490 Good people go to hell 01:36:48.560 --> 01:36:51.160 because they can't forgive themselves. 01:36:52.000 --> 01:36:53.520 l know l can't. 01:36:54.670 --> 01:36:56.540 But l can forgive you. 01:36:57.810 --> 01:36:59.770 For killing my children? 01:37:01.440 --> 01:37:03.240 And my sweet husband? 01:37:04.810 --> 01:37:05.870 No. 01:37:07.010 --> 01:37:10.380 For being so wonderful, a guy would choose hell over heaven, 01:37:10.490 --> 01:37:12.450 just to hang around you. 01:37:18.490 --> 01:37:20.590 Not because l remind you, 01:37:21.700 --> 01:37:23.990 but because l couldn't join you. 01:37:25.300 --> 01:37:27.200 Sorry l left you alone. 01:37:30.000 --> 01:37:31.770 Don't give up, okay? 01:37:52.130 --> 01:37:53.360 Christy? 01:37:59.370 --> 01:38:00.630 Christy. 01:38:05.010 --> 01:38:07.130 What happened to this place? 01:38:10.780 --> 01:38:12.110 lt's cold. 01:38:12.910 --> 01:38:14.250 (CREAKING) 01:38:16.480 --> 01:38:17.820 (CRACKING) 01:38:25.590 --> 01:38:26.820 Christy? 01:38:27.730 --> 01:38:30.430 God, no! No, no, no, no! 01:38:30.500 --> 01:38:33.260 Don't give up! Don't give up! Christy! 01:38:33.330 --> 01:38:36.330 Don't give up! Don't, don't give up! 01:38:36.640 --> 01:38:37.870 Christy! 01:38:41.910 --> 01:38:44.310 (FADING) Christy, don't give up... 01:39:06.330 --> 01:39:07.560 Christy. 01:39:16.880 --> 01:39:18.470 (BIRDS CHIRPING) 01:39:44.240 --> 01:39:45.300 Hey! 01:39:48.440 --> 01:39:49.840 Remember me? 01:40:00.820 --> 01:40:02.790 Sometimes, when you lose 01:40:04.030 --> 01:40:05.250 you win. 01:41:00.450 --> 01:41:02.210 How did we get here? 01:41:06.220 --> 01:41:08.710 Travel here is like everything else. 01:41:09.960 --> 01:41:11.620 lt's in your mind. 01:41:13.560 --> 01:41:15.890 You only have to close your eyes. 01:41:17.300 --> 01:41:19.630 lf you know where you're going... 01:41:21.300 --> 01:41:23.070 Looks like we did. 01:41:25.610 --> 01:41:27.230 Where you were... 01:41:29.280 --> 01:41:31.710 l tried everything. Nothing worked. 01:41:33.450 --> 01:41:34.540 Until 01:41:36.180 --> 01:41:38.050 you tried joining me. 01:41:44.060 --> 01:41:46.490 What some folks call impossible... 01:41:47.160 --> 01:41:49.490 is what they haven't seen before. 01:42:32.470 --> 01:42:34.460 TRACKER: Excuse me, lady. 01:42:36.510 --> 01:42:38.950 Ready for that surprise l promised? 01:42:39.780 --> 01:42:40.870 Yeah. 01:42:44.620 --> 01:42:46.590 That's not the surprise! 01:42:47.290 --> 01:42:48.450 Mommy? 01:43:37.840 --> 01:43:40.240 ANNIE: l want us to grow old together. 01:43:40.310 --> 01:43:42.440 Can we do that here? Mmm-hmm. 01:43:43.580 --> 01:43:45.070 l want it all. 01:43:46.250 --> 01:43:48.240 As long as it's with you. 01:43:48.680 --> 01:43:50.050 lt will be. 01:43:54.220 --> 01:43:56.250 But what about going back? 01:43:57.490 --> 01:43:58.960 Being reborn? 01:44:00.260 --> 01:44:02.960 That's the one thing we can't have here. 01:44:03.960 --> 01:44:07.160 Finding each other all over again. 01:44:08.000 --> 01:44:09.600 Falling in love. 01:44:11.840 --> 01:44:13.740 Make different choices. 01:44:19.010 --> 01:44:20.040 Try again. 01:44:20.180 --> 01:44:21.270 Yeah. 01:44:21.820 --> 01:44:23.580 Avoid sharp objects. 01:44:26.850 --> 01:44:28.190 Don't worry about the kids. 01:44:28.360 --> 01:44:29.950 They'll be here. 01:44:30.020 --> 01:44:31.750 They want us to go. 01:44:33.090 --> 01:44:35.690 A human life is just a heartbeat here. 01:44:36.430 --> 01:44:37.830 And we'll all be together. 01:44:37.900 --> 01:44:39.130 Forever.